Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[wbga]

Yeah me to buddy. Really badly as well. Let's pray we can get better. Even though I'm not the religious type.

I used to be skilled in the art of small talk. Could chat shit no problem. Now I have nothing.

I am not yet grasping all the things that I have caused in my life.

It is just too big trouble.

I don't "believe" in those religious things either.

But there is nothing I can do other than praying...

 

[IOSIP]

I am not yet grasping all the things that I have caused in my life.

It is just too big trouble.

I don't "believe" in those religious things either.

But there is nothing I can do other than praying...

It feels like you can see your entire future. And that future is bleak. Does that make sense?

How can I ammmount to anything. Our brains have been damaged.

 

[stolensoul]

@TonyTonyChopper
idk why you keep trying to throw shade.
I know you must feel bad and just want someone else to feel as bad as you.

1 Injection of invega takes 4-5 years to heal from.

You had 10. 10 × 5 = 50 years

If your lucky you will heal in 20-30 years.

Goodluck Tony.

Why did you pretend to commit suicide on this forum back in November lol

 

[stolensoul]

Then may i ask why you are even here?

He's here to look for attention. In November he pretended to commit suicide, and now recently has been ressurected and started posting again

 

[wbga]

He's here to look for attention. In November he pretended to commit suicide, and now recently has been ressurected and started posting again

Nobody believed that he suicided lol

 

[wbga]

It feels like you can see your entire future. And that future is bleak. Does that make sense?

How can I ammmount to anything. Our brains have been damaged.

awful thing.

It is seriously not funny at all anymore.

ahhh what should I do now.

 

[IOSIP]

awful thing.

It is seriously not funny at all anymore.

ahhh what should I do now.

Your guess is as good as mine. But I'll be around if you ever want to venture. Appreciate you.

 

[wbga]

I need to wake up from this horrible dream.

 

[IOSIP]

I need to wake up from this horrible dream.

It do be like that.

 

[IOSIP]

I need to wake up from this horrible dream.

You mean nightmare

 

[stolensoul]

awful thing.

It is seriously not funny at all anymore.

ahhh what should I do now.

Just wait, keep yourself alive, try exercise as much as you can imagine, take vitamins and supplements like fish oil and magnesium, try lions mane too. Try get out and do things you used to enjoy even if it's just going through the motions. You will recover in time.

I'm at about 9 months post injection and things are still difficult but I can enjoy music again, I'm starting to feel emotions, some of my interests are returning. Only problem is some delusional/psychotic thoughts returned too, but they pass and I seem to be able to rationalise them as such. I think in a few more months I will have made a full recovery. And for perspective, 3 months ago I was just grinding through the days wondering if I will ever get better.

 

[IOSIP]

How can anyone say God is real? Look at all the awful things that happen in this life of ours?

All of us on here mughr never be the same again. Forever cursed.

But there are people with even worse chronic health conditions then us.

The world is so twisted and cruel and people want to preach about God.

What's the reason God has given us brain damage. Forever cursed to not function in society.

 

[IOSIP]

Just wait, keep yourself alive, try exercise as much as you can imagine, take vitamins and supplements like fish oil and magnesium, try lions mane too. Try get out and do things you used to enjoy even if it's just going through the motions. You will recover in time.

I'm at about 9 months post injection and things are still difficult but I can enjoy music again, I'm starting to feel emotions, some of my interests are returning. Only problem is some delusional/psychotic thoughts returned too, but they pass and I seem to be able to rationalise them as such. I think in a few more months I will have made a full recovery. And for perspective, 3 months ago I was just grinding through the days wondering if I will ever get better.

Grinding through the days. Is about right.

 

[IOSIP]

The only thing I'm greatful for is that I didn't get in trouble with the law while in psychosis. Thank god for that. I did just about everything else I could to wreck my life.

 

[stolensoul]

How can anyone say God is real? Look at all the awful things that happen in this life of ours?

All of us on here mughr never be the same again. Forever cursed.

But there are people with even worse chronic health conditions then us.

The world is so twisted and cruel and people want to preach about God.

What's the reason God has given us brain damage. Forever cursed to not function in society.

I think the perception of god as an omnipotent good force is just false. Perhaps there is a god but it's just whatever entity started this 'simulation' we find ourselves in. And in line with more Buddhist thought, if god is experiencing what every creature experiences, it wants to experience the totality of it, not just a slice of available subjectively 'good experience'. It would want to experience both being a lion eating a gazelle, and being the gazelle.

 

[wbga]

How can anyone say God is real? Look at all the awful things that happen in this life of ours?

All of us on here mughr never be the same again. Forever cursed.

But there are people with even worse chronic health conditions then us.

The world is so twisted and cruel and people want to preach about God.

What's the reason God has given us brain damage. Forever cursed to not function in society.

Of course god is illusion that human created.

But I believe in Karma that caused these nonsense. Not that I believe that I did anything wrong in this society but I for sure attracted these things with my mind.

 

[wbga]

I just wish I can enjoy the usual normal life that I did before.

Nothing fancy.

I want to enjoy talking, have meaning

 

[wbga]

How can anyone say God is real? Look at all the awful things that happen in this life of ours?

All of us on here mughr never be the same again. Forever cursed.

But there are people with even worse chronic health conditions then us.

The world is so twisted and cruel and people want to preach about God.

What's the reason God has given us brain damage. Forever cursed to not function in society.

Although I don't believe in god I believe in supernatural things or things that science still can't grasp any concept yet because I have experienced many.

 

[stolensoul]

I just wish I can enjoy the usual normal life that I did before.

Nothing fancy.

I want to enjoy talking, have meaning

It will come back, and you'll be more grateful for it.

 

[IOSIP]

38 years old im scared to love the rest of my life with this headspace. I can't stomach sitting outside with my family tonight. I'm just some guy sitting there and empty shell of the man I used to be.