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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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BelieveinGod123 said:
@maryjaneforever
thank you for replying I appreciate you.
I have two more questions if you don't mind?

Can you say as time goes by you have been improving slowly?

In how many years do you calculate your full recovery?
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Yeah I guess you improve without really noticing as everyday is the same old shit. Then you compare yourself to six months before and you are like oh yeah I’m doing a little better.

I don’t know, whenever I’m back to myself I’ll say that I’m recovered but until then who knows.

I miss my music and I miss dancing. I can’t dance anymore and I’ve forgotten all my moves. It’s weird.
 
I tempted to rat out my friend for drugs. He is the one that told me I was doing a line of ketamine. That turned out to be methamphetamine that sent me into psychosis and has subsequently ruined my life. I tested positive for meth, benzos and opiates in the hospital. Drugs that I hadn't done. Or ar least didn't know I had done after lines.

Is it a bad idea? I want his life to be just as fucked as mine.
 
IOSIP said:
I tempted to rat out my friend for drugs. He is the one that told me I was doing a line of ketamine. That turned out to be methamphetamine that sent me into psychosis and has subsequently ruined my life. I tested positive for meth, benzos and opiates in the hospital. Drugs that I hadn't done. Or ar least didn't know I had done after lines.

Is it a bad idea? I want his life to be just as fucked as mine.
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Nah just let it go lesson learnt.

I learnt a harder lesson. I hadn’t smoked meth in 10 years and something bad happened in my life so I went fuck it and went to an old friend. I had two puffs, I felt my breathing slow straight away, I needed to vomit, I felt the spinal cord fluid shoot straight up my spine and into my brain. I thought this is it I’m od’ing. I managed somehow to make it to the bathroom, I vomited for five hours, my brain had so much pain so much pain. Then I just remember sitting down going I can’t anymore, and I felt my whole body go cold and my everything went black. I died.
Fucking fentanyl. Two puffs.
My lesson is learnt. Never ever again. I should be dead. I still have ptsd from it.
I hate the asshole that gave it to me. Did he know? I don’t know. Did he call an ambulance? No. Did the drugs do the same thing to him? No.
I got hit with invega 5 months later. Maybe that’s why I’m not recovered.
Anyway I found out he died a couple of months ago.
Lesson learnt.
 
maryjaneforever said:
Nah just let it go lesson learnt.

I learnt a harder lesson. I hadn’t smoked meth in 10 years and something bad happened in my life so I went fuck it and went to an old friend. I had two puffs, I felt my breathing slow straight away, I needed to vomit, I felt the spinal cord fluid shoot straight up my spine and into my brain. I thought this is it I’m od’ing. I managed somehow to make it to the bathroom, I vomited for five hours, my brain had so much pain so much pain. Then I just remember sitting down going I can’t anymore, and I felt my whole body go cold and my everything went black. I died.
Fucking fentanyl. Two puffs.
My lesson is learnt. Never ever again. I should be dead. I still have ptsd from it.
I hate the asshole that gave it to me. Did he know? I don’t know. Did he call an ambulance? No. Did the drugs do the same thing to him? No.
I got hit with invega 5 months later. Maybe that’s why I’m not recovered.
Anyway I found out he died a couple of months ago.
Lesson learnt.
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He's ruined my fucking life though. I might never work again because of this fucker.
 
InvegaAnon said:
Did he know it was meth?
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That's what has haunted me since I had psychosis. Is did he know what he was doing. He racked the lines up specifically for me. Said it was ketamine. But it 100 percent wasn't ketamine. Fucked me up because I did multiple lines.
 
IOSIP said:
That's what has haunted me since I had psychosis. Is did he know what he was doing. He racked the lines up specifically for me. Said it was ketamine. But it 100 percent wasn't ketamine. Fucked me up because I did multiple lines.
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Did he have lines aswell?
 
Watching videos on tourettess. Reminds me of akathisia. Fuck it's must suck to have that condition.
 
I am so afraid this symptoms might continue until die.

I am trying to calm myself.

If I can't heal within 1 year, I might have to try to find all the natural way to heal this.
 
@TonyTonyChopper
I counted all of your doses you received of Invega Sustenna.

A total of 1,634 mg dose.

Say goodbye to your oldself.

If your lucky you might heal in 20-30 years.

I understand how badly you must hate yourself right now.
 
BelieveinGod123 said:
@TonyTonyChopper
I counted all of your doses you received of Invega Sustenna.

A total of 1,634 mg dose.

Say goodbye to your oldself.

If your lucky you might heal in 20-30 years.

I understand how badly you must hate yourself right now.
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Lol i only had 10 invega shots ppl had 5 years worth and they recovered ik i will recover if God wills it so im not too worried. Even in the odd chance i dont recover i can take medication that will alleviate my symptoms by 70% or more so im not too stressed.
 
@TonyTonyChopper
Please show me the evidence of people recovering after taking invega sustenna for 5 years in a row? I doubt that is true.

Why doesn't God heal you tonight?
Are you sure God wasn't the one who put you on the Injections?
 
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