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honestly i see how people think poster Youwillrecover is kind of on a trip... i don't want to put them down or say they are wrong though.

honestly i feel like my schizophrenia has helped a lot with my art and music and i love a lot of the voices. i wouldn't really be happy with out schizophrenia.. i just have to stay away from things that make me paranoid like illegal drug use or acting out, because if i do that i start to get paranoid and the hallucinations often become bothersome.... that might actual even be some kind of government mind control in a way. that i'm staying away from certain drugs that might help me because it's going to make me paranoid.. like i'd probably do shrooms if they were legal. at this point in my life now. i just don't want to do anything illegal.. when weed was illegal, i felt like i couldn't get by with out smoking it. i was always around shrooms to doing illegal stuff, so i took a lot of other drugs. now that weed is legal, i get way less paranoid just using weed. i'd think i'd be bale to use other drugs too in moderate doses with out getting paranoid if it weren't for the drugs being illegal.
All love brother just being honest with you. Sexuality is beatiful but these scenes from porn are demonic and they even dont hide it if your third eye is that closed imma shove it to you. Look the pseudonyms of actressess. Lust, Deville, syn (sin), lucy far(lucyfer), wicked productions, shame productions... Etc. If you need a wank use your imagination
 
honestly i see how people think poster Youwillrecover is kind of on a trip... i don't want to put them down or say they are wrong though.

honestly i feel like my schizophrenia has helped a lot with my art and music and i love a lot of the voices. i wouldn't really be happy with out schizophrenia.. i just have to stay away from things that make me paranoid like illegal drug use or acting out, because if i do that i start to get paranoid and the hallucinations often become bothersome.... that might actual even be some kind of government mind control in a way. that i'm staying away from certain drugs that might help me because it's going to make me paranoid.. like i'd probably do shrooms if they were legal. at this point in my life now. i just don't want to do anything illegal.. when weed was illegal, i felt like i couldn't get by with out smoking it. i was always around shrooms to doing illegal stuff, so i took a lot of other drugs. now that weed is legal, i get way less paranoid just using weed. i'd think i'd be bale to use other drugs too in moderate doses with out getting paranoid if it weren't for the drugs being illegal.
Because he talks absolute smack.
 
Human body does not allow the kundalini energy to go higher then 1000. Its well known that Buddha had feelings like his bones were broken and Jesus was sweating with blood due to huge amounts of spiritual energy. Many mystics experienced similar kundalini fever too. About the question there is sooo many but being loving forgiving kind truthful honest easy going to everyone things like that. Dive into him trust me
Blind faith demands the rejection of critical thinking and scientific inquiry. True spiritual growth comes through questioning, doubting, and verifying. Blind faith only spreads misinformation and hinders personal growth.

You sounds like those Christians that blindly follow teachings without really understanding, thus with no actual growth.
 
From that one fact that He put himself in the 999 scale tells you that he has a lot of ego going on.

I even discovered he faked his phd title.
 
From that one fact that He put himself in the 999 scale tells you that he has a lot of ego going on.

I even discovered he faked his phd title.
Ah bro. Its your lose. Trust me. What is going on higher conciousness is beyond rational mind but not many will understand it
 
All love brother just being honest with you. Sexuality is beatiful but these scenes from porn are demonic and they even dont hide it if your third eye is that closed imma shove it to you. Look the pseudonyms of actressess. Lust, Deville, syn (sin), lucy far(lucyfer), wicked productions, shame productions... Etc. If you need a wank use your imagination
yeah. you know, i could see this being true, but it honestly doesn't seem to work for me... maybe it's cause i believe that some of the actors and actresses have a muse that makes me want to present themselves that way... i don't see how it harms anything unless the people doing it are being black maled or abused, which isn't the entire industry.

honestly, i create art and music that i feel like is from the universe.. i don't find the anti-psychotics i've been on to even 100% stop this spirituality. i feel like my voices are just a translation how i feel and they help me. but i honestly feel like the music and art i create wants to be created by the universe and that the universe runs through me and uses me as a tool to create the stuff... if i didn't have what i'd consider to be success with my arts. i don't think i'd be so confident that it's okay for me to watch porn or listen to music that might come across as negative. i actual don't know if suicide boys are very mysoginistic, or violent, or whatever in their music like a lot of rap is. i'm not very famiiar with them. must be some suicide as a topic, but that's just kind of relatable feelings with how bad the world is. i kind of think that's bad, but it's how some people express society is screwing them up.. a lot of times the artists really aren't even being pro violent. it's just kind of how they feel and they create art so they don't act out.
 
yeah. you know, i could see this being true, but it honestly doesn't seem to work for me... maybe it's cause i believe that some of the actors and actresses have a muse that makes me want to present themselves that way... i don't see how it harms anything unless the people doing it are being black maled or abused, which isn't the entire industry.

honestly, i create art and music that i feel like is from the universe.. i don't find the anti-psychotics i've been on to even 100% stop this spirituality. i feel like my voices are just a translation how i feel and they help me. but i honestly feel like the music and art i create wants to be created by the universe and that the universe runs through me and uses me as a tool to create the stuff... if i didn't have what i'd consider to be success with my arts. i don't think i'd be so confident that it's okay for me to watch porn or listen to music that might come across as negative. i actual don't know if suicide boys are very mysoginistic, or violent, or whatever in their music like a lot of rap is. i'm not very famiiar with them. must be some suicide as a topic, but that's just kind of relatable feelings with how bad the world is. i kind of think that's bad, but it's how some people express society is screwing them up.. a lot of times the artists really aren't even being pro violent. it's just kind of how they feel and they create art so they don't act out.
They literally say go kill yourself in their songs. Programming is strong. Listen to classical music brother. Hawkins calibrated it ultra high
 
Ah bro. Its your lose. Trust me. What is going on higher conciousness is beyond rational mind but not many will understand it
That's the most "trust me bro" type comment, I've heard recently.

In Abhidhamma
"Wisdom arises from investigation, not from blind faith."

Even Buddha says this.
 
That's the most "trust me bro" type comment, I've heard recently.

In Abhidhamma
"Wisdom arises from investigation, not from blind faith."

Even Buddha says this.
Empiricism was calibrated very high by Hawkins and "wisdom arises from investigation" is empiric
 
They literally say go kill yourself in their songs. Programming is strong. Listen to classical music brother. Hawkins calibrated it ultra high
yeah... maybe not cool... i listen to a lot of wu tang myself... they kind of womenize a bit, and are violent, but they also have a lot of positive and spiritual raps too. they are kind of all over the place...

i feel like even suicide boys saying you should kill yourself could just be how they feel and not really what they think. like all the shit in the world is just really making them negative and that's how they want to express themselves... maybe not though. that's how some artists are.. i don't really know too many rappers myself. but what i said is what a lot of rappers express in interviews.

i feel like some people take music the wrong way though and listening causes them to act out violence or whatever else. that's never good... i don't think all metal and rap is really hate or negativity though. there's all different kinds of artists, and i think most of them are just kind of tongue and cheek whether or not it's wrong or expression i really don't know.. it's not a big deal to me.. i like a lot of music for the sound despite the fact the topics are negative. it's just sound to me. i don't think the universe would've made birds sound like all different types of music if it weren't for different styles of music exist for us to study if we choose to. the prettier sounding birds are why people create classical music, the metal and other weirder sounding music might be why we have crows all around us.. just the way i look at it... listening to violent music personally doesn't make me violent.
 
Empiricism was calibrated very high by Hawkins and "wisdom arises from investigation" is empiric

I understand that you are learning but soon you have to realise those "spiritual books" or "gurus on youtube" can't give you anything other than criteria because you don't know how to follow inner calling which is direct message from your soul.

The fact that you are still talking about him so much blindly tells me how much you are fragile and don't understand yourself.

I am not trying to criticize you here, but you are very blind about your own soul
 
I understand that you are learning but soon you have to realise those "spiritual books" or "gurus on youtube" can't give you anything other than criteria because you don't know how to follow inner calling which is direct message from your soul.

The fact that you are still talking about him so much blindly tells me how much you are fragile and don't understand yourself.

I am not trying to criticize you here, but you are very blind about your own soul
Wdym
 
yeah... maybe not cool... i listen to a lot of wu tang myself... they kind of womenize a bit, and are violent, but they also have a lot of positive and spiritual raps too. they are kind of all over the place...

i feel like even suicide boys saying you should kill yourself could just be how they feel and not really what they think. like all the shit in the world is just really making them negative and that's how they want to express themselves... maybe not though. that's how some artists are.. i don't really know too many rappers myself. but what i said is what a lot of rappers express in interviews.

i feel like some people take music the wrong way though and listening causes them to act out violence or whatever else. that's never good... i don't think all metal and rap is really hate or negativity though. there's all different kinds of artists, and i think most of them are just kind of tongue and cheek whether or not it's wrong or expression i really don't know.. it's not a big deal to me.. i like a lot of music for the sound despite the fact the topics are negative. it's just sound to me. i don't think the universe would've made birds sound like all different types of music if it weren't for different styles of music exist for us to study if we choose to. the prettier sounding birds are why people create classical music, the metal and other weirder sounding music might be why we have crows all around us.. just the way i look at it... listening to violent music personally doesn't make me violent.
Look for all the thugs and wannabe gangsters on the streets. There is always rap music in them. Coincidence? After Hawkins calibrated rap as low vibe i will say no its not
 
Look for all the thugs and wannabe gangsters on the streets. There is always rap music in them. Coincidence? After Hawkins calibrated rap as low vibe i will say no its not
It is not about the genre that makes it low vibration.

It is the person who makes it.

If Classical music was made by those low frequency people, it is same.

You can't say rap is bad, classical is good.

Although I agree majority are correct.
 
Look for all the thugs and wannabe gangsters on the streets. There is always rap music in them. Coincidence? After Hawkins calibrated rap as low vibe i will say no its not
i dunno. i've met some cool street life people.. some of them are pretty spiritual and have a lot of faith... some aren't cool and don't see what's going on exactly.. but definitely cool people involved with that type of stuff imo.. i feel like a lot of drug dealers and rapper people have a lot of faith.
 
It is not about the genre that makes it low vibration.

It is the person who makes it.

If Classical music was made by those low frequency people, it is same.

You can't say rap is bad, classical is good.

Although I agree majority are correct.
Nothing is 01 there are always some exceptions but as you said most of it is correct.
 
Oh man. Hawkins is real. Its your lose. Im done
Nothing is real, when you can't find your answer within.

You didn't even read david hawkins properly if you can't understand this.

He literally said this in his book.

《Power vs. Force》
"The truth is found within. All external sources are merely pointers to the truth that already resides in you."

《Letting Go: The Pathway of Surrender》
"The ultimate teacher is within. All external teachings are merely reflections of the wisdom that already exists in you."

《Transcending the Levels of Consciousness》
"The ego seeks answers outside, but the soul already knows. Transcend the ego, and you will find the truth within."

Look it up
 
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