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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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does anyone know when they started receiving good or at least normal highs? i'm able to get blasted high but the only downside is chest pain after.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
i smoked 8 months after last injection and 0 effects , weed doesnt work anymroe and probably never will. I quit weed forever.
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i'm three and a half months in and can get extremely high, just with some throat and chest pain after. i wonder how much the amount of shots you get has to do with it. sounds obvious but there are a few people who never recovered even after less shots than you. this drug is so unpredictable. it's terrifying.
 
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Ya i was on injections as well. Don't give up so soon the medication probably isnt even out of your system yet.



TonyTonyChopper said:
i smoked 8 months after last injection and 0 effects , weed doesnt work anymroe and probably never will. I quit weed forever
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Weird because i was always able to get stoned on invega. Weed and clonazepam worked no problemo. With the abilify injections weed, clonazepam, zopiclone, and coke worked. Coke worked abit to well actually. On shitty latuda weed, clonazepam, zopiclone, morphine and coke work. On zyprexa weed, clonazepam, bromazepam, zopiclone, morphine and shrooms all work though.
 
destroylonely said:
i'm three and a half months in and can get extremely high, just with some throat and chest pain after. i wonder how much the amount of shots you get has to do with it. sounds obvious but there are a few people who never recovered even after less shots than you. this drug is so unpredictable. it's terrifying.
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I wasn’t ever affected too badly by the shots so I could get really high too and I only had 4 injections, I believe I recovered the first time and the second time I’m still healing from I only have sleeping issues left that is on and off
 
julianlz7 said:
I wasn’t ever affected too badly by the shots so I could get really high too and I only had 4 injections, I believe I recovered the first time and the second time I’m still healing from I only have sleeping issues left that is on and off
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did you ever get flu like symptoms? watery eyes, sore throat, or like chest pain. maybe just me idk.
 
julianlz7 said:
I wasn’t ever affected too badly by the shots so I could get really high too and I only had 4 injections, I believe I recovered the first time and the second time I’m still healing from I only have sleeping issues left that is on and off
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I get insomnia on and off. Atleast now though i get scripted zopiclone by my shrink which generally works if i dont abuse it to hard.
 
IOSIP said:
The anhedonia is slowly killing me. Like my god how can I live every day in this state. All I have are negative thoughts in my head about all the mistakes I've made to get me to this point. It's an unending nightmare
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Right. Anhedonia comes like this. After akathisia, that is the problem.

It is so funny how this medicine makes negative thoughts and regrets.

I also had to think all the mistakes that I have made to lead to this point and it was harder than anything.

I don't regret anything anymore.

Still there is some degree of worrying mind but I just see it as side effect and leave it to it.
 
wbga said:
Right. Anhedonia comes like this. After akathisia, that is the problem.

It is so funny how this medicine makes negative thoughts and regrets.

I also had to think all the mistakes that I have made to lead to this point and it was harder than anything.

I don't regret anything anymore.

Still there is some degree of worrying mind but I just see it as side effect and leave it to it.
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I've had the anhedonia and the akathisia side by side for 2 months. They are just the worst. I still can't believe they injected people with this shit. It's disturbing.
 
wbga said:
Right. Anhedonia comes like this. After akathisia, that is the problem.

It is so funny how this medicine makes negative thoughts and regrets.

I also had to think all the mistakes that I have made to lead to this point and it was harder than anything.

I don't regret anything anymore.

Still there is some degree of worrying mind but I just see it as side effect and leave it to it.
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This isn't medicine this is the fucking devil. I'm so upset that this is my lofe all day every day I think about how I'd rather be dead. But I'm to scared to kill myself so I just keep suffering hell on earth that is Invega.
 
It pisses me off when people say,

walking outside might help
Have more positive mindset
Waking up early will help
it is because you are being lazy
You lose muscle because you don't work out

It is like they try to give me advice when I am on fire.

When you are on this fucking toxin, something isn't possible.
They don't get it.

When you are injected with snake venom, would you say "walking outside might help?"
Do you think it is easy to "Have positive mindset"

People are fucking dumb.
 
julianlz7 said:
That’s why I’m losing my mind because suffering is bad enough but not being able to sleep is the icing on the cake of suffering that’s why I truly do believe I’m in hell like IOSIP said I just want to be able to sleep again but I’m wide awake 247 I can’t take this anymore I never knew pain like this existed until I’m experiencing it right now
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I took the anti depressants sertraline for a short time while struggling with sleep. It kind of knocks you out, more so in small doses. I used them for a couple of months and when I stopped I could sleep again on my own.
 
stolensoul said:
I took the anti depressants sertraline for a short time while struggling with sleep. It kind of knocks you out, more so in small doses. I used them for a couple of months and when I stopped I could sleep again on my own.
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Zoloft isnt a sleep aid. You have to take it for weeks before it does anything really.
 
has anyone here ever heard/seen a recovery story within four months? i know invega has a long half-life but i feel okay. i only got one shot back in october. maybe i'm just getting used to it. seems surreal.
 
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