I recovered a lot from Clopixol, my sex drive is high and my semen is thick and white mostly.
very happy about your progress. Sorry to bring you back to this depressing site when you should be enjoying life. Just wanted an update cuz im reading version 6 right now where u joined so just wondering. ENJOY BRO!
Come to messenger bro love talking with u. @TonyTonyChopper enter hawkins too my man. The spiritual wisdom there... U will love it. We can ask them about calibrating our recovery. They do such things too
my facebook got banned in 2021 just logged in yesterday. I tried making a legit new account with real pic and name and it wasnt approved. facebook so annoying, do u have any spare facebook accounts i can use to join u guys on messenger?
Unfortunately no but just create some email on some diff site use it and should work. They trully calibrate things which would be useful in our case.
bro thats what im scared of is getting a surge of dopamine at 16 months or some shit and going back into psychosis. It doesnt always mean schizophrenia its just dopamine receptors become very sensitive after being on invega for such a long time that a surge in dopamine = psychosis. My whore doctor said if i go into psychosis again ill get schizophrenia diagosis so im worried .Post in thread 'Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0' https://www.bluelight.org/community...xeplion-injections-v-7-0.931597/post-15865457. This person recovered fully from invega in 16 months then got another cto on abilify. Fuck is that not crazy that my brain is not fried right now only because im in Poland and cto works different here? I saw maymay girl whl claimed she recovered from invega just got on cto with abilify maintena. Crazy what system does to people
Meditate, sleep well, no caffeine, exercise and watch the music you programming yourself with so you will not be programmed with some autodestructive behaviors lol. What surge of dopamine you mean?
Like currently theres little invega left at the 6th half life and at 8 half lives which is in 2 months i will have literlly 0 invega left in my brain. So when the invega molecule unclings from my receptors , dopamine will rush into my brain and cling to those receptors and all the extra receptors created by invega dopamine upregulation. Thats what i mean by surge of dopamine. If i smoke weed that will also cause a surge of dopamine so im high risk of going psychotic again
Idk but i smoked some days ago and its the only thing that helps with the trauma. No psychosis or anything but i would avoid these high thc edibles or carts. These can be dangerous. I smoke weed with 18% thc normally but these edibles with 100mcg thc would make me psychotic immedietaly
I dont do edibles because they hit me like a truck. I once took a 100mg chocolate and i was high for 2 days straight it was crazy so i dont mess with them. Till this day the craziest highs i got were from flower, no cart ever made me high like them , carts just give u a crazy body high for me atleast. I dont do flowers because i would have to go for a walk and smoke and i get paranoid that my family will smell me and think im high lol
They dont want you to smoke?
No bro. My whole family is muslim so they view drugs as bad. They never knew i smoked weed last 4 years i hid it pretty well. They didnt even know my psychosis was from weed carts like they were confused why i kept going in and out of hospital. My doctor blood tested me and told them i smoked weed .Once they found out they were pretty dissapointed and even threatened to kick me out if i continued using weed.
Drugs are evil indeed but weed is not a drug omg... Especially when its legalised in Canada
its a medicina right? @UnluckyXeplion
Weed helped me deal with trauma from childhood and bullying so it helped me alot . My family is strict muslims and in their religion every drug is forbidden. Its very hypocritical because my dad used to chew a stimulant in africa called khat look it up. But when i smoke some legal healing plant im called a drug addict LOL. Even my sister takes legal meth called vyvanse. hypocrites everywhere.Drugs are evil indeed but weed is not a drug omg... Especially when its legalised in Canada
Beatifuly written brother. I also hope i will go to some college and find part job and start life finally. Please God make it happen
about your recovery you need to acknowledge the trauma aspect of it. Idk how about you but in my case trauma wrecks havoc on me and its part of many symptoms.
Haha i know brother have the same with my mother to weed and shrooms. My father actually was giving me money for them because he saw me in terrible mental space so atleast he understands lol. Weed is ultra healing for trauma for real. I will smoke all day once i get the money and Independency. I have so much trauma from hospitals and weed is the only thing that brings relief to that
Yes get some education and and a part time job so you can finally begin your life and move out. I even heard education is free in europe idk if that also applies to poland but either way it shouldnt be too expensive like here and the US. Study something you find interesting maybe web development? I'm guna study that once i recover from invega.Beatifuly written brother. I also hope i will go to some college and find part job and start life finally. Please God make it happen
Damn your father is some what supportive and cares about ur wellbeing but the same cant be said about ur evil mother, succeed I bet that will make her burn inside , ik she doesnt want to see you succeed. Bro if i ever come to europe me and u are guna smoke up 100% it will be lit, ik u got some crazy strains that dont exist here.
Yes its free but if you want go to the best college you need to have perfect scores at test called matura. If you have some money you can enter any college. I saw prices for these high class colleges in usa and its nuts. Hahah bro would love to smoke with you
if ya ever do a europe vacations come here so we smoke. I was planning to do such thing with @UnluckyXeplion actually hahaha