Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[TonyTonyChopper]

Man I'm really scared if @Harmedbypsychward killed himself. InvegaAnon said he was admitted at hospital not for invega but for something else but I don't understand why he hasn't come online here or on discord. Heck even his reddit has no posts and he used to be a regular poster. Anyone keep in touch with him outside of these platforms?

I'm thinking of calling his psychiatrists phone to ask or look for his family on Facebook. No way he'd just disappear like that. He was talking about suicide 1 day before his hospitalization. I pray to God he's just in a psych ward or something but even if he was there, they'd still give you your phone.

 

[Youwillrecover]

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

I want to reiterate that Master Peace is an effective product. Why, or how come? Because it magnetizes and removes positively charged toxins from the body, including the brain. The problem of Invega may be solved with MasterPeace.

We seem to know the cause of the Invega suffering. It either keeps shooting to the brain, and/or has a long effect on it. Invega may continue to be fixed/attached to the brain, prolonging the blockage of receptors. And also the inactivation of them--at least in some cases.

"Could we but learn from whence his sorrows grow,
We would as willingly give cure as know."
(William Shakespeare, "Romeo and Juliet," act 1, scene 1)

Peace and Love! And may GOD bless you all on your recovery.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

And an amazing update. My semen volume has increased. I checked it last night.

Also, MasterPeace removes what some consider as "forever chemicals." For instance, things which stay in the brain and are not removed normally from the body. That includes certain metals, that may inhabit the body permanently or long term.

Whether it's true or not, some people on here claim that they are still experiencing receptor blockage after many years. Either they are, or they are experiencing the effects of it. And possibly in VERY FEW cases, they may be dealing with depression or grief issues, and mistaking it for Invega.

Peace and Love! And YHWH be with you!

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

I just tried the Wild Mike's Ultimate Pizza, Super Sized Combination Pizza, and it's good, especially for a frozen pizza. They include Wild Mike's Ultimate Pizza Crushed Red Pepper and Wild Mike's Ultimate Pizza Italian Spice.

Also, I'm two days away from being officially 6 months off of Invega. Today is August 18th, and two days from now will be August 20th.

February 19th and February 22nd I received Invega shots.

1 month: March 23rd
2 months: April 22nd
3 months: May 22nd
4 months: June 21st
5 months: July 21st
6 months: August 20th

Have a great day! And feel free, you know who you are (ha-ha), to give me the IDC or cat. You're hilarious. I go through posts all the time and you have many of the idcs. And you remind me of some user who posted yesterday, whose posts today are removed. The first three letters of their profile was "wal".

Peace and Love! And God bless you all!



P.S. Both of you use the GREEN HEARTS. And the person responded to your post.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

I'm praying for you all. And I do my best to keep the topic or discussion on Invega; and, of course, on you all. I try to offer solutions or remedies that will help you. Don't be discouraged or dismayed. Healing for you will eventually come. Some may take longer than others; but, nevertheless, everyone will experience healing.

Also, it's come to my attention, that I must share something important with you who are Muslim. It may also be significant to anyone who is a Christian. I'm not trying to start dissension or rage in any of you. I just thought it would be good to share the following piece of information. It comes from the book "God's War on Terror: Islam, Prophecy and the Bible." If you want to, you can ignore it... I'm pretty sure every Muslim out there is content or satisfied or secure in their beliefs. I'm just so concerned and caring, that my heart goes out to all of you, and wanted you to know the following:

"Before Muhammad encountered the angel of light in the cave of Hira, he was engaged in what was known in Arabia as Tahannuth (religious devotion to pagan idols). ''The Apostle would pray in seclusion on Hira every year for a month to practice Tahannuth as was the custom of the Quraysh in the heathen days. After praying in seclusion, he would walk around the Ka'ba seven times.'' In other words, Muhammad was a heathen and the Islamic Pillar that requires fasting during the month of Ramadan was a purely pagan tradition, as was going around the Black Stone. Today Islam still practices Tahannuth with it self-justification and meditation during the pagan holy month of Ramadan. There is nothing new; but instead of calling it Tahannuth, now they just call it Hajj. There is an array of evidence that black stones were commonly worshipped in the Arab world. In 190 A.D., Clement of Alexandria mentioned, ''The Arabs worship stone.'' He was alluding to the black stone of Dusares at Petra. In the 2nd century, Maximus Tyrius wrote, ''The Arabians pay homage to what god I know not, which they represent by a quadrangular stone.'' Maximus was speaking of the Ka'ba (the Cube) that contains the Black Stone. Even the ancient worship of Cybele pronounced Kybele is interestingly the same word Muslims use for the direction of prayer towards the Black Stone called the Qibleh. The stone associated with Cybele's worship likely originated at Pessinus, Pergamum, or on Mount Ida, ''a small dark sacred stone not formed into any iconographic image that had fallen to the shrine of Pessinous from the sky.''" (Walid Shoebat).

Peace and Love! And have a wonderful and blessed day!

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Is Dickinson Buttocksworth still a member of bluelight?

God bless that son of a gun.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Necessary Information from Wikipedia:

1) Of the Limbic System:

a. "Its various components support a variety of functions including EMOTION, behavior, long-term memory, and olfaction."

b. "The name "limbic" comes from the Latin word for the border, limbus, and these structures were known together as the limbic lobe. Further studies began to associate these areas with EMOTIONAL and MOTIVATIONAL processes and linked them to subcortical components that were then grouped into the limbic system."

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Limbic_system

2) Of Emotional Blunting:

a. "Blunted affect is very similar to anhedonia, which is the decrease or cessation of all feelings of pleasure (which thus affects enjoyment, happiness, fun, interest, and satisfaction). In the case of anhedonia, EMOTIONS relating to pleasure will not be expressed as much or at all because they are literally not experienced or are decreased."

b. "If the amygdala is severed from the rest of the brain, the result is a striking inability to gauge the EMOTIONAL significance of events; this condition is sometimes called 'affective blindness'" (Daniel Goleman, "Emotional Intelligence").

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reduced_affect_display

3) Of the Amygdala:

a. "The amygdala has a primary role in the processing of memory, decision-making, and EMOTIONAL responses (including fear, anxiety, and aggression)."

b. "In one study, electrical stimulations of the right amygdala induced negative EMOTIONS, especially fear and sadness. In contrast, stimulation of the left amygdala was able to induce either pleasant (happiness) or unpleasant (fear, anxiety, sadness) EMOTIONS. Other evidence suggests that the left amygdala plays a role in the brain's reward system."

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amygdala

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I love you all! Have a wonderful and blessed rest of your day. Peace and Love!

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Amun-Aten-Ra, heal our limbic system.
Amun-Aten-Ra, restore unto us full emotions.
Amun-Aten-Ra, bless our amygdala to fully function as it is supposed to.
Amun-Aten-Ra, make sure our neuro-interactions are working wholly/correctly.
We pray this unto you in Yeshua's mighty name, through the inner light of Allah, and internal passion of Yehovah.
Amen.
We are healed forever.
May the goddess Ma'at, who lives in your name, protect and teach us the way always with truth and justice eternally.

 

[iraistired]

did any of u after taking the shots felt like u can’t hear things properly? u could hear them far far away? like u can’t feel the things u hear the slightest bit (that has gotten better for me, but at first i used ti scream bcuz of it)

 

[InvegaAnon]

Man I'm really scared if @Harmedbypsychward killed himself. InvegaAnon said he was admitted at hospital not for invega but for something else but I don't understand why he hasn't come online here or on discord. Heck even his reddit has no posts and he used to be a regular poster. Anyone keep in touch with him outside of these platforms?

I'm thinking of calling his psychiatrists phone to ask or look for his family on Facebook. No way he'd just disappear like that. He was talking about suicide 1 day before his hospitalization. I pray to God he's just in a psych ward or something but even if he was there, they'd still give you your phone.

I talked to his mom again and she said he's doing well actually. I'm guessing that he actually started Parnate. At the time she said he would be out in a week, so he'll be back online soon.

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

I talked to his mom again and she said he's doing well actually. I'm guessing that he actually started Parnate. At the time she said he would be out in a week, so he'll be back online soon.

good to hear thanks for update!!

 

[InvegaAnon]

good to hear thanks for update!!

I know exactly what he went though and I didn't get on a new medication or anything, I just rawdogged that shit. I tried to kill myself, it was super ineffective. I'm glad I'm alive. I won't say I'm lucky to be alive because I didn't really come close to dying, but if I owned a gun I'd probably be dead.

It sucks and it's terrifying. I was so scared I'll never be a functioning human again. I'm still scared I'll never be my old self even though I'm getting closer. My hope is that I'll recover completely and he'll see that he can too.

 

[fenec]

update, my head feeling on the left seems to have gone but most of the time it comes back, its part comes back I hope it will definitely go away, courage to all

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Quotes and Scriptures for Today:

1. "Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the commonplace, the slaves of the ordinary" (Cecil Beaton).

2. "The majority shrewdly stay dull to what in them is life and has meaning" (Marsha Sinetar).

3. "Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen" (Ephesians 3:20-21).

4. "But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him" (Hebrews 11:6).

5. "Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded" (James 4:8).

6. "But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned" (1 Corinthians 2:14).

7. "Miracles are not contrary to nature, but only contrary to what we know about nature" (Saint Augustine).

Peace and Love! And GOD bless you all.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

We praise you, O' Amen-Aton-Re.
Have it your way.
To you belongs the day.
LORD of all the worlds you are.
You are near to us, not far.
In you is divine health and justice.
You are the virtue against every vice.
We submit to your passionate will.
Holy is your name, and the same still.
We deny you not, neither do you us.
To serve you is a plus.
Add to us immeasurable strength.
And let it have eternal length.
In the name of Jesus the Christ,
We pray and thank you for our life.

Peace and Love! And GOD bless ye all.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Listen to GOD: and God will uplift you.

In/around 2018, I had an ear ache/infection. And GOD told me to use either Advil/Aleve and also Allegra. I did and the ear ache/infection went away. Before then, I would have to go to the doctor. The holistic stuff at Walgreens and CVS sucked. It would only further agitate/exacerbate the ear pain. Before I did the Advil/Aleve and Allegra, no one ever said anything about it. So, for me, it was a revelation from GOD. I never have had to go to the doctor again for an ear infection/ache. Anytime that I have an ear ache/infection, mostly which comes from wearing earbuds (or earphones), I just use either Advil/Aleve and Allegra, and it works every time. It may go away in a day, less than that, or longer. Maybe in a few days, most of the time, depending on how bad the ear ache/infection is.

Somewhere between 2018-2019, I discovered how to open paste wax cans (for auto-detailing) without scratching them. Someone on the Amazon website tried to tell me it was impossible, and that I had to use, like most people, the flat head screw driver. And I said no to that. And I discovered, by God's wisdom and grace, that certain spray bottles or cans contain a plastic (in some cases a part of the nozzle) which is able to open the paste wax (such as Meguiar's Professional Hi-Tech Yellow wax or Collinite 915 Marque D'Elegance). I took the plastic piece(s) off, and I was able to open the paste wax without scratching the can. Of course, now they sell plastic openers.

Peace and Love! And may GOD continue to bless you.

 

[fenec]

Quotes and Scriptures for Today:

1. "Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the commonplace, the slaves of the ordinary" (Cecil Beaton).

2. "The majority shrewdly stay dull to what in them is life and has meaning" (Marsha Sinetar).

3. "Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen" (Ephesians 3:20-21).

4. "But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him" (Hebrews 11:6).

5. "Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded" (James 4:8).

6. "But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned" (1 Corinthians 2:14).

7. "Miracles are not contrary to nature, but only contrary to what we know about nature" (Saint Augustine).

Peace and Love! And GOD bless you all.

with this poison I lost my liver I can no longer connect to Allah

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

with this poison I lost my liver I can no longer connect to Allah

"And there sat a certain man at Lystra, impotent in his feet, being a cripple from his mother's womb, who never had walked: The same heard Paul speak: who stedfastly beholding him, and perceiving that he had FAITH TO BE HEALED, Said with a loud voice, Stand upright on thy feet. And he leaped and walked. And when the people saw what Paul had done, they lifted up their voices, saying in the speech of Lycaonia, The gods are come down to us in the likeness of men" (Acts 14:8-11).

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

with this poison I lost my liver I can no longer connect to Allah

"Certain people do not cross our path by accident or coincidence. Some people come into our life for a reason and sometimes just for a season. We need to look at our life through spiritual eyes to see our purpose and the purpose of others who have come into our life. Everyone has a story and if we are willing vessels it will bring God glory" (Robin White).

"One Sunday morning a mother showed up at church. The pastor told me that she was coming to the altar and wanted me to pray for her five year old daughter Karlie. She had a brain tumor. The tumor was growing and causing Karlie to have unbearable headaches. To make matters worse, the doctors could not operate because the tumor was in her line of vision. As soon as I heard this Karlie and her mother came through the church doors. Her mother was encouraging her to come towards me while guiding her with her hand on the small of her back. Both of them were looking at me with great expectation. I have no words to describe how I felt. The inside of me turned into jelly and I would have liked to have been somewhere else. I knew I was nothing and that “John” didn’t have any power. I was a total wreck and I bowed my head and prayed. I prayed, “Lord God, You know I am nothing and I can do nothing. Lord, give me strength and help me. Please answer my prayers for this little girl! I will do anything Lord, anything!”... I touched the tip of my oiled finger to Karlie’s forehead and we agreed in prayer. We felt the presence of the Holy Spirit in a mighty way.--Later I was told that the tumor was still there but had stopped growing. The headaches had gone away and Karlie was back to living like a normal child. The Lord spared her vision and her life. I gave all the praise to God. It is so important to give God thanks when He moves on our behalf. It is too easy to take it for granted. It pleases His heart, just like yours is pleased when your kids thank you after you do something for them" (John Taylor, "Make My Life a Bible: Miracles do Happen").