Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[JoshuaGuillory36]

at what month do u start to get ur thoughts again? i took five shots

Sweet soul, everything will come back. Thoughts come back. Internal dialogue comes back. Emotions come back. Listen to me, and trust me. You will see the victory. Peace and love! And God bless you

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

 

[DrZaius1]

So sick of living life now after being damaged by invega, I never had problems before this poison.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

God can do anything. He does anything he wants to.

If he wants to make human beings fly, they will. If he does not, they will not.

Eat the fruit of truth and live forever.
Believe in world peace, and unite together.

Invega is my b-i-t-c-h. Invega is my pawn. Invega adds more glory to my story.

Peace and Love!

 

[masamune1]

I experience hypersomnia and feelings of heaviness. I also feel dull and still, after all this time, experience pressure in right side of my head.

 

[masamune1]

Thank you!

You don't have to delete anything.
What is there to be afraid from?

Did you say you receive only 2 loading doses of Invega?

Yep only 2 loading doses, and I'm still not 100% recovered after 2 years.

 

[fenec]

Yep only 2 loading doses, and I'm still not 100% recovered after 2 years.

have you taken any other medications? during your recovery?

 

[masamune1]

have you taken any other medications? during your recovery?

I took a bit of zyprexa 5mg on and off.

 

[fenec]

I took a bit of zyprexa 5mg on and off.

that's why you didn't recover..

 

[masamune1]

that's why you didn't recover..

I don’t think so.

 

[paranoid android]

I took a bit of zyprexa 5mg on and off.

I take 10mg's a day and still recovered. Doubt 5mg's every now and then would do anything

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

God told me to tell y'all to get serious. Start taking his will and your life seriously. As Con Yay said, "I ain't playing no games, in Jesus' name." The con is right: Stop playing games in Jesus' name.

Some of you are possessed with devils. I pray the LORD delivers you from the demon of jealousy. I pray the LORD delivers you from the demon of insecurity. I pray the LORD delivers you from the demon of white supremacy. You're welcome, in Jesus' name. Amen to the master plan.

If you've done something bad, or bad to somebody, sincerely apologize. Confess your sins, and you'll get better treatment. The Bible says in 1 John 1:9: "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."

God wants us to be free, not slaves. He wants you to unite, instead of fight.

"Stand fast therefore in the "liberty" wherewith Christ hath made us "free", and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage" (Galatians 5:1).
"And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you "free" (John 8:32)
"If the Son therefore shall make you "free", ye shall be "free" indeed" (John 8:36)
"Then Peter and the other apostles answered and said, We ought to obey God rather than men" (Acts "5:29")
5 + 29 = 34, the numerical value of "free". f=6 + r=18 + e=5 + e=5 = 34.

I'm confident, and I'm free.
And I'm above white supremacy.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Get it right, and don't give up on the Light.

"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9).

I'm perfect, and I never make mistakes.
Like the Spirit of God, I never take breaks.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Claim victory over Invega.
Your misery won't last. Your suffering will pass.

I'm the Light of your life, and Jesus is, too.
I'm the greatest alive, sent here to rescue you.

P.S. Yes, I'm the Light of my life, and Jesus is, too.

 

[Shadowheart]

at what month do u start to get ur thoughts again? i took five shots

I can cry again on my own and I feel something in nature again although it's just for a moment, but I notice every tiny recovery. I became more present than ever before. So maybe I don't need my old self back, the new me will be much better version

 

[EsseWasGreat]

Sorry to everyone I haven't responded in private messages in some time, have been busy enough with work and stuff

Here to reminder that full recovery is absolutely possible, just remember to stick with the very basics (go for a walk, talk with whoever still has a positive attitude or care towards you if there's anyone out there, keep your diet healthy and read even some simple things like this message and others)


The anhedonia and the extra-long days do feel absolutely horrible but eventually you'll just wake up realizing you're human again

 

[InvegaAnon]

I'm feeling emotions again and I have more empathy! FINALLY.

Gonna message my gynecologist on Monday for the progesterone, then I'm going to start metformin after a while on that. I just want to get my hormones up before starting that stuff, because it can lower hormones. Progesterone should help my estrogen and progesterone come back to stay, as it will make me ovulate again, and then metformin will help any insulin resistance I probably have later. Cycling progesterone might also be good for my PSSD because progesterone lowers serotonin and could re-sensitize my serotonin receptors.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

The stupid and insipid are scared and drown.
Those with flavor and savor do wear the crown.

"Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? It is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men" (Matthew 5:13).

Peace and Love!

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

I met up with some people I graduated with two years ago for dinner yesterday. I hesitate to call them friends because many of them stopped talking to me after they found out about my psychosis. You can tell they look down on me. The person who organized the group meetup is a nice guy, though; I would call him my friend. He's my age, makes $85k a year, is married, and, most importantly, has a healthy, undamaged brain. When I compare that to my life, I’m the exact opposite: single, with an Invega-damaged brain, broke, and overweight.

The reason we’re so different is simple: I have an addictive personality and got hooked on marijuana, while he never touched drugs—just had a phase of smoking cigarettes when he was a junior in college. What’s ironic is that I never even touched marijuana until I was 21. One day, after class, a friend invited me to see a movie, and I thought, “Why not?” He offered me marijuana just before the movie, and I wish I had refused that fateful day in 2018. If I had, I wouldn’t have gotten psychosis, meaning I wouldn’t have been injected with Invega and Haldol. I wouldn’t have had a car accident (from psychosis) and wouldn’t be left with physical brain damage and a bad knee for life. I would have taken my education seriously instead of getting high all the time, and maybe I’d have a high-paying job like most of my friends. Instead, I’m at the lowest point in my life. I know I’m rambling, but I can’t stop thinking about what could have been.

 

[JoshuaGuillory36]

Does hyperness come back? Yep.
How do I know? Because I'm super hyper.
How old am I? Almost 37.
How long have I been off Invega? A little over 5 1/2 months.
Will I always be victorious? Yep.

Peace and Love!