Shadowheart
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 21, 2024
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- 29
Is a sideeffect light sensitivity?
Yes, like 3 years.Did you do could turkey injection?
Do you regret that suicide attempt? Sory for being so straight but i contemplate it a lot lately due to how traumatised i am by forced drugging and misdiagnosing my cptsd as paranoid schizophreniaYes, like 3 years.
I am dead
11 month hospitalization in psychiatric hospital and physical rehabilitation (multiple trauma) then I didn't have the mental clarity to try to understand the why and the how (invega automatically) and I wasn't myself. I thought I had lost my erection following back surgery. Also way too gullible too. and no support because my parents knew nothing about it. my father would rather bring me cakes and pizza than discuss my treatment and its side effects with the psychiatrist. with all that, I automatically pay the price.
my psychiatrist kept telling me that it wasn't my fault because at the time I was sick. I was in a job, where the last task was to overwork my mind intellectually, which caused my brain to go into disarray (hallucinations and voice) which must have released too much dopamine and serotonin at once. This is my hypothesis. I may regret that my loved ones did not see the signs coming. I don't recommend going to this point, the brain is a complex organ + if you're young the cells should eventually regenerate. never admit defeat!Do you regret that suicide attempt? Sory for being so straight but i contemplate it a lot lately due to how traumatised i am by forced drugging and misdiagnosing my cptsd as paranoid schizophrenia
Hold on brothermy psychiatrist kept telling me that it wasn't my fault because at the time I was sick. I was in a job, where the last task was to overwork my mind intellectually, which caused my brain to go into disarray (hallucinations and voice) which must have released too much dopamine and serotonin at once. This is my hypothesis. I may regret that my loved ones did not see the signs coming. I don't recommend going to this point, the brain is a complex organ + if you're young the cells should eventually regenerate. never admit defeat!
Hold on brother![]()
Do you have any links to anything about this? I'm not getting any results when i search.BTW there was a bad batch of this sent out to New Mexico and to IL. It’s caused an polio outbreak and some ppl ended up testing positive for rabies (they been quarantined in a remote secure location) there’s been no updates on their conditions.
strength brother06/25/2024 always, I have just purchased a rectal washing system from Pharmamarket, to better purify my colon. I bought moringa with it on the advice of our dear @Fennec. I will keep you informed of the progress. I'm getting ready to go to work. If I didn't come back again to tell my life story, it's because I would have left. (at work)
sorry, I speak out of rage. imagine 5 minutes you have total impotence from the age of 21 until your death.I wish for the defeat of the West, very humiliating and destructive. Whether without nuclear war or with it. I have nothing left to lose anyway. Long live Putin, Xi Jinping and Khamenei. Give these Western elite devils a hard time.
Many people recover their sexual feelingssorry, I speak out of rage. imagine 5 minutes you have total impotence from the age of 21 until your death.
Give it 6-8 months for significant recoverysorry, I speak out of rage. imagine 5 minutes you have total impotence from the age of 21 until your death.
It will recover no matter how long it takessorry, I speak out of rage. imagine 5 minutes you have total impotence from the age of 21 until your death.