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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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UnluckyXeplion said:
They made a psycho out of me and put it on many news channels, fuck my family!
What a horrible damaging way to worry about me, same goes to psychiatry, poisoning me in the name of worry.
Now I have a stain for life, a schizophrenia diagnosis, when in fact it was Kundalini awakening every time.
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Did you have heightened senses aswell? I literally smelled rotten corpse in the mental hospital and everything was sensory overload
 
Shadowheart said:
Did you have heightened senses aswell? I literally smelled rotten corpse in the mental hospital and everything was sensory overload
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Yes, I have heightened senses during that state.
Did you have Kundalini awakening as well?
I wonder how many got diagnosed with schizophrenia because of it.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Yes, I have heightened senses during that state.
Did you have Kundalini awakening as well?
I wonder how many got diagnosed with schizophrenia because of it.
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I am not sure, but I heard even the flowers and food. I got diagnosed with Schizophrenia too because I heard voices and had paranoia. I felt like time traveling into other dimensions
 
Shadowheart said:
I am not sure, but I heard even the flowers and food. I got diagnosed with Schizophrenia too because I heard voices and had paranoia. I felt like time traveling into other dimensions
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It was the first time you heard voices, what voice was it telling you and what were your hallucinations?
 
Not the first time but it were only once at one night something told me "I gotch ya." And then I had a nightmare.
But the other, they were ordering me stuff or mocking me. These were the negatives I don't like to talk about because it's embarrasing and I mostly forgot. I saw something out of lovecraft but that's the only thing which scared me from visuals.
Also had delusions that ww3 started these thoughts were spiraling and I felt suddenly so vulnerable. Positive ones were telling me that they love me. Time traveling into other dimensions the world felt so different new, I felt like reborn. My senses felt so sharp and I told everyone that I could feel everything even that what I am eating. I cried for no reason then. I cried when journaling too. Possibly my third eye and other clairs were open. I am not sure If it will come back but this time I am prepared. In the worst case I still can comeback to Abilify but I hope I can live med free. I will see in a few months.
fenec said:
It was the first time you heard voices, what voice was it telling you and what were your hallucinations?
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Shadowheart said:
Not the first time but it were only once at one night something told me "I gotch ya." And then I had a nightmare.
But the other, they were ordering me stuff or mocking me. These were the negatives I don't like to talk about because it's embarrasing and I mostly forgot. I saw something out of lovecraft but that's the only thing which scared me from visuals.
Also had delusions that ww3 started these thoughts were spiraling and I felt suddenly so vulnerable. Positive ones were telling me that they love me. Time traveling into other dimensions the world felt so different new, I felt like reborn. My senses felt so sharp and I told everyone that I could feel everything even that what I am eating. I cried for no reason then. I cried when journaling too. Possibly my third eye and other clairs were open. I am not sure If it will come back but this time I am prepared. In the worst case I still can comeback to Abilify but I hope I can live med free. I will see in a few months.
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and the voices came like that or you did a few things in particular for him to come, good luck in any case I hope you will be happy
 
fuck this injection. For some reason the injection site where i got injected in the buttock is inflamed 3 months since last inj . Feels like a lump .
 
Shadowheart said:
Did you have heightened senses aswell? I literally smelled rotten corpse in the mental hospital and everything was sensory overload
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That sounds like a symptom of cotards syndrome which i had. I dont remember if i smelled rotting corpse or not though. Also psych wards just generally fucking stink anyway.
 
When I was put on it allowed me spend 15000k in day. And it also made everything “ok” so in a sense if I didn’t like someone or whatever if I killed them it would be OK and since I was on it it would be considered legal and ok :). Got rediagnosed a month later with ADHD. There was no withdrawal. There was nothing I gained like 30 pounds. Went back to Adderall and I lost it and I was better. My parents paid for some kind of diagnosis when I had a panic attack. my mom was using my ID and stuff like that for certain things and couldn’t deal with it anymore so when I was in there, I did everything I could so I didn’t have the police at the arrest my parents for what they were doing to me my parents got pissed paid for diagnosis and then threw me to the state of MD. Because they didn’t want to get in trouble.
So now I’m purposely doing things to draw attention to myself and them with legal issues that they seem to be handling and it seems to brought them together or something. I don’t really know it’s bizarre. I’m wanted in a 2 states pretty soon like in a week I’ll be a felon and wanted here because I’m not acknowledging any of this and I really just don’t care. They seem to be keeping up with it though I’m not at all I’m just getting them stuff. I’m gonna make rounds and I have goals of being on pit bulls and parolees. I’ve never done any of the stuff it’s kind of entertaining not really what I wanted to do but I have have a lot of options as to what I can illegally to be a parole :) And every single thing that I do with my name on it and everything else is going to be dropped on their lap for the things that they’ve done in my name documents as well as business legal docs..ect so there’s no way to say it wasn’t them or my mom doing it. She has signed papers open bank accounts bussinesss P.O. Box’s tax doc. Credit cards pretends and says she’s me. I told her not to warned her ans went behind her and tried to close the accounts she’d open so she moved to Fl and has continued on doing this stuff.
they have contnued to lie they took a dual power of attorney over me last yr again and I wasn’t aware of it hid it from me and told mei I could access my money now to get my mobile grooming business back up so I kept going trying to get my money moved over and the bank wouldn’t do it. I couldn’t understand why and ended up having to sell my house bc of them.
I’m drawing as much attention to them with whatever I can I’ve been on the news , I put on shows for the neighbors tell everyone I meet it’s crazy I just hope they have enough money for all the lawyers and publicity not to mention The identity theft and fraud included with their own doing over the years. :) keep ording tasers and stun guns to their house for myself they think I’m trying to hurt them and it has nothing to do with hurting anyone just always wanted 1. They came over the next day with 35000k dollars for me out of a 401k from their businesses I wanted nothing to do with. Taking it to bank tomorrow and reporting it as fraud.
 
KlexorFR said:
Hi,
My nickname is KlexorFR and I come from France. I have just discovered the pot au rose and I am amazed. This devilish poison (xeplion in France, invega sustenna in US) modifies the psyche of the brain to the point that it makes it completely impotent. I am disgusted. I explain my case. $u!c!d€ @tt€mpt at the beginning of 2021 when I was 21, in more than disturbing circumstances (drugged without my knowledge? other?) Fall from 9 meters. I first stayed for 1 month at the Pitié Salpêtrière in Paris in orthopedic surgery where they underwent emergency surgery on my back and both legs. Then drugged: Diazepam 10mg/3 per day, Venlafaxine Lp 75mg 2 in the morning, Lepticur 10mg / day. They put all this on me because I was, of course, very agitated at the beginning and delirious. I recognize. Then transferred to another hospital in Val d'Oise. And I stayed there for 10 months in a center that was part psychiatric, part physical rehabilitation. I mainly had Venlafaxine and Risperidone. (and a little Vallium and Largactil) ((yes, I was the patient in the department who was drugged the most in terms of number of different molecules)) Moreover, note a weight gain of 20kg. These damn doctors and nurses who say that it's because I didn't respect the rules of food hygiene and that I lacked physical activity. How dishonest. Then followed, another 24 months in a psychiatric center in my city. Xeplion 75mg, then 50mg. Again, a sadistic psychiatrist, who prescribes antipsychotics like candy. I was far too gullible in trusting the mental health system in France (it happened to me young, much too young), which is also why I continued to administer this poison to myself for so long. And moreover, as for my mutilated American friends, I do not congratulate your compatriots for having manufactured and put on sale objects of torture and mental and physiological mutilation in order to sterilize the mentally handicapped of the world. And I, like many of us here, are fucking collateral damage. I have read a lot of messages on several discussion threads. Objective 1 clear and clear, get this fucking poison out of my body before it takes me back to the morgue. How to do it, I don't know yet. Probably the dry blow technique, but not yet decided. I have a good acquaintance of a family psychiatrist in a practice from whom I would ask his opinion. I will share it with you. Good last injection given to me dated May 7, 2024 of 50mg. I will keep you informed of the journey.
Good evening.
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So they put you on invega for suicide attempt? How that makes sense
 
KlexorFR said:
Hi,
My nickname is KlexorFR and I come from France. I have just discovered the pot au rose and I am amazed. This devilish poison (xeplion in France, invega sustenna in US) modifies the psyche of the brain to the point that it makes it completely impotent. I am disgusted. I explain my case. $u!c!d€ @tt€mpt at the beginning of 2021 when I was 21, in more than disturbing circumstances (drugged without my knowledge? other?) Fall from 9 meters. I first stayed for 1 month at the Pitié Salpêtrière in Paris in orthopedic surgery where they underwent emergency surgery on my back and both legs. Then drugged: Diazepam 10mg/3 per day, Venlafaxine Lp 75mg 2 in the morning, Lepticur 10mg / day. They put all this on me because I was, of course, very agitated at the beginning and delirious. I recognize. Then transferred to another hospital in Val d'Oise. And I stayed there for 10 months in a center that was part psychiatric, part physical rehabilitation. I mainly had Venlafaxine and Risperidone. (and a little Vallium and Largactil) ((yes, I was the patient in the department who was drugged the most in terms of number of different molecules)) Moreover, note a weight gain of 20kg. These damn doctors and nurses who say that it's because I didn't respect the rules of food hygiene and that I lacked physical activity. How dishonest. Then followed, another 24 months in a psychiatric center in my city. Xeplion 75mg, then 50mg. Again, a sadistic psychiatrist, who prescribes antipsychotics like candy. I was far too gullible in trusting the mental health system in France (it happened to me young, much too young), which is also why I continued to administer this poison to myself for so long. And moreover, as for my mutilated American friends, I do not congratulate your compatriots for having manufactured and put on sale objects of torture and mental and physiological mutilation in order to sterilize the mentally handicapped of the world. And I, like many of us here, are fucking collateral damage. I have read a lot of messages on several discussion threads. Objective 1 clear and clear, get this fucking poison out of my body before it takes me back to the morgue. How to do it, I don't know yet. Probably the dry blow technique, but not yet decided. I have a good acquaintance of a family psychiatrist in a practice from whom I would ask his opinion. I will share it with you. Good last injection given to me dated May 7, 2024 of 50mg. I will keep you informed of the journey.
Good evening.
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what is the dry blow technique. Im desperate to get this shit out
 
KlexorFR said:
yes, these incompetents. They initially spoke to me about BDA acute delusional burst, then it turned into schizophrenia overnight, for no apparent reason. Thank you doctor, thank you for sterilizing me.
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Yeah they diagnosed me with schizo too even tho i dont have it. Im suicidal because of these injections where i was happy before all it happened
 
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