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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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When i hear this Jessie saying she might never be the same after one twomonhtly abilify injection i say shut the fuck up please. I saw more people recovered from higher doses then u
 
This is gonna sound crazy, but I have been feeling my emotions at about 90-95% intensity ever since I opened my heart chakra. I don't know if it's because the meditation helped me link my emotions to bodily sensation again or if this is a coincidence because I was going in a positive direction for a while, but ever since I worked on it and "it opened" I've been feeling almost like myself. I truly feel love again. I just don't get overwhelmed when it makes sense to be overwhelmed. I used to feel the weight of the world. I don't know if I'll get that back, I'm okay if it doesn't and it might make me a more functional person especially in these hard times ahead for the world.

I'm a pretty skeptical person so you can think this is just a natural step up or it gave me a placebo effect. It may very well be the placebo I needed. If you believe it can help you, odds are it will.
 
invega7654321 said:
So I know we’re all pretty much against APs

my ChatGPT seems to think that buspirone could help along with microdosing to restore dopamine sensitivity. I may go back on it for this reason.
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Please take everything an AI says with a grain of salt and cross reference the information it tells you with real sources. Machine learning programs hallucinate and tell people what it "thinks" they want to hear all the time. It is like advanced predictive text. It can pull up information that would otherwise be hard to find, you just need to verify it.
 
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wbga said:
it isn't stopping yet?

It lasted around 2 months for me.

5 months off, I feel so much better now.

No negative emotion left.

I feel so much happier

even my sex drive is coming back after doing intense meditation.
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No it's still going and the ahnedonia as well. It's like I'm living in a nightmare.
 
I'm convinced we are already in hell. The whole earth is a hell scape. People die in awful circumstances every day.

I feel so god dam ruined. I'm 37, this is going to kill my career. I'm unemployed and I can't stop these terrible feelings I'm having.

How can this not be hell? Convince me otherwise I dare you.

So much horrible death and disease in this world 🌎
 
wbga said:
it isn't stopping yet?

It lasted around 2 months for me.

5 months off, I feel so much better now.

No negative emotion left.

I feel so much happier

even my sex drive is coming back after doing intense meditation.
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I recall you weren't doing that well. Are you seriously feeling alot better? That's wonderful news. You can feel happiness?
 
IOSIP said:
I'm convinced we are already in hell. The whole earth is a hell scape. People die in awful circumstances every day.

I feel so god dam ruined. I'm 37, this is going to kill my career. I'm unemployed and I can't stop these terrible feelings I'm having.

How can this not be hell? Convince me otherwise I dare you.

So much horrible death and disease in this world 🌎
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Bro I literlly healed all i did was ask God and I'm almost healed in 10 months. If you truly want to heal ask your lord and he shall give .
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Bro I literlly healed all i did was ask God and I'm almost healed in 10 months. If you truly want to heal ask your lord and he shall give .
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From everything you post your not even close to healed. This is hell im sure of it. Ignorance is bliss until confronted with suicidal thoughts everyday due to the effects of this poison. Fuck God at this point I hope when we die existence ends for us. Cruel that we might have to live forever, cruel that we have no idea what happens when we die.

I'm so scared I don't know how to keep living like this.
 
All i think is existence probably continues in some way shape or form. I realise now we are an endless stream of consciousness. We have no awareness in sleep.
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I am forever aware of how much I've ruined my entire life.
 
paranoid android said:
Lyrica dependence is no joke dont think that it comes without risks. I personally found it more painful then lower dose benzo wd
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Haha no way. Its much more safer and really works if you have anxiety bad day or some other mental health issues. Stuff really works. I had days of agony due to all of this. Every time i took pregabaline it all dissapeared.
 
Yall lovely by the way but for those who want to feel the best i reccomend to not stay here or other reddit research stuff. Everyone of us is different and i reccomend reading only recovery stories and there are plenty of them. I might have good day but just one whining of someone who didnt recovered makes me ruminate this shit all over again. That's why when my parents cut the internet connection i felt so fkn good. You cannot take time back. Just accept it and remember body is incredible at healing itself. Just need time
 
Just by reading all this whining i start to have depression thinking its gonna happen to me completely forgotting how many recovery stories they are. Most people are npc sheeps anyway so they dont know about things like fasting or semen retention @TonyTonyChopper @UnluckyXeplion which gives you god mode in terms of recovery haha
 
Youwillrecover said:
Just by reading all this whining i start to have depression thinking its gonna happen to me completely forgotting how many recovery stories they are. Most people are npc sheeps anyway so they dont know about things like fasting or semen retention @TonyTonyChopper @UnluckyXeplion which gives you god mode in terms of recovery haha
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ive been fasting latetly and i feel amazing . Ramadan will be a true spiritual awakening no doubt, get ready bro.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
ive been fasting latetly and i feel amazing . Ramadan will be a true spiritual awakening no doubt, get ready bro.
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About to do celibacy again long term and do fasting and smoke the best thc medical weed doing yoga hoping to release this hellish experience from my body. It literally stays in your body and gets unreleased
 
Why no one talks about the trauma wreaking the havoc. How many people are traumatised by the forced drugging on ilness they aint have. Shit can give u ptsd literally
 
Youwillrecover said:
About to do celibacy again long term and do fasting and smoke the best thc medical weed doing yoga hoping to release this hellish experience from my body. It literally stays in your body and gets unreleased
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Still going strong on the no PMO. I cant believe that fapping was holding me back spiritually all these years holy fk. This experience + weed is probably crazy af , havent tried that though.
 
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