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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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Hahah my homie offers me Iboga for free. Another divine psychodelic. Its hilarious. This trauma of fake diagnosis turned me into cosmic traveller with psychedelics 🤣
 
Youwillrecover said:
Brother i been obsessing semen retention for years believe me. I was a mod there. And yes retaining is extremaly powerful BUT its not a piece of cake as most people think. Its double edge sword on longer streak. That's why i advise schedule release like once a month. Doing it rarely makes your body still full of vital energy. Just saying so you dont end up agressive and restled. My family was abusive and toxic that's a fact but agression from retention could play a part in these hospitalizations. I dont know. @UnluckyXeplion your thoughts?
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Semen retention isn't necesserily a challenge, but a lifestyle.
Semen is the life force that gives life in the first place, and once accumulated, it helps you become a greater man to say the least.
 
Youwillrecover said:
Brother i been obsessing semen retention for years believe me. I was a mod there. And yes retaining is extremaly powerful BUT its not a piece of cake as most people think. Its double edge sword on longer streak. That's why i advise schedule release like once a month. Doing it rarely makes your body still full of vital energy. Just saying so you dont end up agressive and restled. My family was abusive and toxic that's a fact but agression from retention could play a part in these hospitalizations. I
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Ejaculation, whether linked to sexual activity or masturbation, can have a number of physical and mental health benefits. Here are the main ones:

1. Prostate health

Regular ejaculation can reduce the risk of developing certain prostate problems, such as prostate cancer, according to some studies.

It "cleans" the prostate by eliminating stagnant toxins and fluids.


2. Stress reduction

Orgasm releases endorphins and oxytocin, hormones that provide a feeling of relaxation and well-being.

This can reduce levels of the stress hormone cortisol.


3. Improved mood

Ejaculation is associated with the release of dopamine, a neurotransmitter that contributes to feelings of pleasure and satisfaction.


4. Better sleep

After ejaculation, hormones such as prolactin are released, promoting relaxation and restful sleep.


5. Immune system boost

Regular sexual activity can boost the immune system by increasing levels of immunoglobulins, antibodies that help fight infection.


6. Improved blood circulation

Ejaculation helps maintain good blood circulation in the genital area, which is beneficial for long-term sexual health.


7. Reduced pain

The endorphins released can act as a natural analgesic, reducing pain such as headaches or muscle aches.


8. Maintaining sexual health

Helps maintain erectile function and prevent problems such as erectile dysfunction linked to prolonged sexual inactivity.


9. Cognitive stimulation

Regular sexual activity can improve memory, concentration and brain function thanks to improved blood circulation.


10. Hormonal regulation

Ejaculation is part of the body's natural hormonal regulation mechanisms. This can contribute to a feeling of balance in the body.


However, as with any activity, excess can have negative effects, such as fatigue, low energy or hypersensitivity. Finding the right balance for your body and your needs is essential.
 
All this gaming talk makes me miss my little gaming friend group I've pretty much had from age 12 till the injections, haha. Makes me wanna start playing some games with some people. My MMO experience only extends to about 15 games of data however, and that was with a fully working body before injections, so would definitely be lost/useless in them haha. Hopefully I can get it together enough to play in some gold nova Cs matchmaking or simple single player games soon. I do have to muster up the courage to turn pc on though.

Any of you ever successfully recovered a steam account without any of the security info? Got two old @Live mails that stopped working, one the main address on the steam, the other the backup email linked to the main, so I've lost both emails and all phone numbers linked to the emails. Both emails are recovery mails for each other (never do this). I think that steam acc with all the Cs and other game stuff is lost forever, unfortunately.
 
okthen said:
All this gaming talk makes me miss my little gaming friend group I've pretty much had from age 12 till the injections, haha. Makes me wanna start playing some games with some people. My MMO experience only extends to about 15 games of data however, and that was with a fully working body before injections, so would definitely be lost/useless in them haha. Hopefully I can get it together enough to play in some gold nova Cs matchmaking or simple single player games soon. I do have to muster up the courage to turn pc on though.

Any of you ever successfully recovered a steam account without any of the security info? Got two old @Live mails that stopped working, one the main address on the steam, the other the backup email linked to the main, so I've lost both emails and all phone numbers linked to the emails. Both emails are recovery mails for each other (never do this). I think that steam acc with all the Cs and other game stuff is lost forever, unfortunately.
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Yeah same I had a gaming friend group with some friends I graduated school with, we'd play csgo valorant league everyday then when I started getting invega injections they noticed im more withdrawn and my personality did a 180. Sadly they cut me off and they play with each other till today without me. I don't really care i just solo play league until yesterday , played a fire game with destroylonely. Get into gaming again it helps the time go by and maybe even repair some damage to ur brain since your problem solving alot.

As for the steam issue I lost my account but I recovered it since i still had email so it might be dificult without the email , im sure u can contact support and they can use credit card info or ID to verify u somehow , give it a shot.
 
Youwillrecover said:
Bro i love the fact that you so spiritualy aware. My man. Yeah i keep telling him stop feeding yourself with that demonic energy because you pass it on me and he keeps feeding himself with alcohol porn and rock music he have ultra suicidal thoughts and blames it on big pharma NOT that he participate in low vibrational actions.
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Bro your mind is weak if other people can influence you in a harmful manner. Mind is powerful enough to bypass any external influence. There is a certain set of vibes some people give off and I read it with ease as I'm an excellent (conscious and subconscious) reader of subtle body language. Did you notice sometimes very charismatic people will easily make others behave or inherit their behaviors including speech patterns? It's not just charisma that does this, it's also power, authority, respect, status, and social-proof. Shared desires will also give someone more influential power over you. It goes much more than that. Identity leaks through subtle body language, and subconscious is good at picking it up, it's an aggravation or inspiration to some while for others it's a repulsion, intimidation, etc, the subconscious will feed off what it picks up and depending on how much someone has influential power over you, meaning it also becomes harder to resist on a conscious level, that's why parents usually have a powerful influence over their children even if children hate their parents. Start to strengthen your mind by doing no PMO and training at least 4 times a week.
 
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TonyTonyChopper said:
Yeah same I had a gaming friend group with some friends I graduated school with, we'd play csgo valorant league everyday then when I started getting invega injections they noticed im more withdrawn and my personality did a 180. Sadly they cut me off and they play with each other till today without me. I don't really care i just solo play league until yesterday , played a fire game with destroylonely. Get into gaming again it helps the time go by and maybe even repair some damage to ur brain since your problem solving alot.

As for the steam issue I lost my account but I recovered it since i still had email so it might be dificult without the email , im sure u can contact support and they can use credit card info or ID to verify u somehow , give it a shot.
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game was intense shit really got me itching for more games like that. down for some in an hour or two?
 
julianlz7 said:
Has anyone made full recovery back to their normal self or better after the invega injections?
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there are many who recover . This version probably 4 last version more , here is a dump of profiles of people who recovered

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Mental Health Post in thread 'Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0'

HelpMeInvega said:
What month did people notice big improvements? I’m ending month 7 of being off Invega Sustenna.
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It depends on the person. I believe that even the number of injections does not come into play.
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/309645-khaverim7
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/253077-starkid
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/363127-redmanone
http://bluelight.org/vb/members/343929-Symbolicone09
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/343448-Bad-Robot
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/406724-Invegasucks...
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TonyTonyChopper said:
Yeah same I had a gaming friend group with some friends I graduated school with, we'd play csgo valorant league everyday then when I started getting invega injections they noticed im more withdrawn and my personality did a 180. Sadly they cut me off and they play with each other till today without me. I don't really care i just solo play league until yesterday , played a fire game with destroylonely. Get into gaming again it helps the time go by and maybe even repair some damage to ur brain since your problem solving alot.

As for the steam issue I lost my account but I recovered it since i still had email so it might be dificult without the email , im sure u can contact support and they can use credit card info or ID to verify u somehow , give it a shot.
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You think they genuinely made of effort to avoid you or just because you were getting online less? I haven't even got in contact with anyone since, only messaged a few close irl friends. Just no desire to do anything social really. I do need to sort a steam acc out tho, I feel I may be able to play some stuff at this point, not sure tho.
 
t_xeplionhell said:
Bro your mind is weak if other people can influence you in a harmful manner. Mind is powerful enough to bypass any external influence. There is a certain set of vibes some people give off and I read it with ease as I'm an excellent (conscious and subconscious) reader of subtle body language. Did you notice sometimes very charismatic people will easily make others behave or inherit their behaviors including speech patterns? It's not just charisma that does this, it's also power, authority, respect, status, and social-proof. Shared desires will also give someone more influential power over you. It goes much more than that. Identity leaks through subtle body language, and subconscious is good at picking it up, it's an aggravation or inspiration to some while for others it's a repulsion, intimidation, etc, the subconscious will feed off what it picks up and depending on how much someone has influential power over you, meaning it also becomes harder to resist on a conscious level, that's why parents usually have a powerful influence over their children even if children hate their parents. Start to strengthen your mind by doing no PMO and training at least 4 times a week.
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Is it just me, or do other people come across those people who are just magnetic? I've met a few of them throughout life, it's hard to explain, they just have "it", this weird magnetic energy people get drawn toward. They are rare, but seems obvious as soon as you meet them, that super high energy alive feeling they give off to everything around them. Don't know if people are just born with that special thing or what. If you find one who's also outgoing, they usually have this ability to "people collect", I'd assume because everyone feels that buzzy energy they carry with them.

Maybe I just over-analyse people haha, who knows
 
okthen said:
You think they genuinely made of effort to avoid you or just because you were getting online less? I haven't even got in contact with anyone since, only messaged a few close irl friends. Just no desire to do anything social really. I do need to sort a steam acc out tho, I feel I may be able to play some stuff at this point, not sure tho.
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Yeah no doubt they are avoiding me. We used to hang out irl every other day for 4 years then when they found out I had psychosis. They stopped texting me and hanging out with me. I know that because when I check snap stories they are always together having fun but in their mind, why would they hang out with a schizophrenic loser whos lost his mind. Idc they are fake friends anyway. They werent there for me at my lowest which was 2023 and 2024.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Yeah no doubt they are avoiding me. We used to hang out irl every other day for 4 years then when they found out I had psychosis. They stopped texting me and hanging out with me. I know that because when I check snap stories they are always together having fun but in their mind, why would they hang out with a schizophrenic loser whos lost his mind. Idc they are fake friends anyway. They werent there for me at my lowest which was 2023 and 2024.
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Sorry to hear man. I hate ruminating over friendships.

Hope everyone is doing ok. I’ve been working at Marshalls part-time for a couple weeks. It was really taxing at first, but I felt a little better today. Not as exhausted after work and even managed to walk. Now, I’m gonna go relax in the hot tub at my gym. I also took a little shroom microdose.

Is anyone else working or in school? I read on my ChatGPT that having tasks and small goals helps your dopamine reward system recover. I’ll post more neuroscience here if anyone else is interested. LMK.
 
invega7654321 said:
Sorry to hear man. I hate ruminating over friendships.

Hope everyone is doing ok. I’ve been working at Marshalls part-time for a couple weeks. It was really taxing at first, but I felt a little better today. Not as exhausted after work and even managed to walk. Now, I’m gonna go relax in the hot tub at my gym. I also took a little shroom microdose.

Is anyone else working or in school? I read on my ChatGPT that having tasks and small goals helps your dopamine reward system recover. I’ll post more neuroscience here if anyone else is interested. LMK.
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I'm not employed for a while now, had a good job prior to invega then got laid off. I'm thinking of upskilling in education in september 2025. There is something called better jobs in ontario for ppl who were laid off they can get 28k in funding that u dont have to repay back for any program less than 1 year. So might take advantage of that.
 
okthen said:
Is it just me, or do other people come across those people who are just magnetic? I've met a few of them throughout life, it's hard to explain, they just have "it", this weird magnetic energy people get drawn toward. They are rare, but seems obvious as soon as you meet them, that super high energy alive feeling they give off to everything around them. Don't know if people are just born with that special thing or what. If you find one who's also outgoing, they usually have this ability to "people collect", I'd assume because everyone feels that buzzy energy they carry with them.

Maybe I just over-analyse people haha, who knows
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i used to have that
 
okthen said:
Is it just me, or do other people come across those people who are just magnetic? I've met a few of them throughout life, it's hard to explain, they just have "it", this weird magnetic energy people get drawn toward. They are rare, but seems obvious as soon as you meet them, that super high energy alive feeling they give off to everything around them. Don't know if people are just born with that special thing or what. If you find one who's also outgoing, they usually have this ability to "people collect", I'd assume because everyone feels that buzzy energy they carry with them.

Maybe I just over-analyse people haha, who knows
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i lost my high energy ever sinve the shot but if i ever get better i think i’ll get it back
 
im talking abt getting better like it’s a mythical thing im genuinely scared of getting attached to it
 
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