Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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tell us ur story if you don't mind, how many months since ur last injection etc...
And feel free to ask me specific questions. If/when I conquer completely the sexual dysfunction and insomnia, I think I'll be completely healed. If I would have been able to sleep normally or fully I would be already close to full recovery, I believe :)

specific questions (any questions)
 
THIS IS GETTING MORE SCARIER AS TIME GOES ON. tbh i have a time limit on how long I’ll wait before i leave this earth. I just want to feel like myself again. But its too late because nothing or nobody could save me
I thought I'd post or respond again. Listen to what "InvegaAnon" told you. There's still hope, and you have a great chance of receiving full recovery. We all have a great chance. I think there's assurance. :) ❤️
 
Anyone else with narcissistic parents
Some of the best advice for you is to rest as much as you can. The narcissism of your parents will (or may) only cause you disastrous consequences if they continue to provoke you to anger and you react detrimentally. :) ❤️ Try as much as you can to appreciate your life and realize (whether you have already or not) how valuable your life is and how important it is to keep your composure and have a positive outlook for your future.
 
Bro we both have to fight to get out and control our own lives and health! I'm right in here with you even though my parents aren't as bad as yours.

What do you need to get out?
I need to heal my cptsd im soo damn traumatised i would work but cant due to how exhauasted my body is due to constant fight or flight. Its hard to heal trauma in such toxic enviroment where your mother cant stand seeing you happy. Idk what to do
 
Y'all were (are) right about CrimsonThornX. He has really good news about recovering from sexual dysfunction. For instance, those with low semen volume, etc. can expect recovery... I found the following from him:

Jul 10, 2023 (The General Catch-All Side Effect Thread v. Psych Meds (NSFW))

"Well here I am, not a particularly active thread nowadays but I've been wanting to talk about this specific subject in detail so here I go. It's quite sad to see that some of Merek's posts are here, and that he's the reason for why this thread exists in the first place. Never figured out what happened to UnluckyXeplion either... 🤷‍♂️

(NSFW, DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU!!!)

Alright let me start by saying that before Invega, some time after undergoing puberty like most people, aside from physical changes like having a deeper voice and body hair growth, including pubic hair, I also developed the strong urge to have sex. Of course being quite young and single (which I still currently am for now, although I was in a relationship in high school), I had to release that sexual tension somehow, so of course I began to masturbate frequently. It's funny because I still remember the day I was horny as fuck and realized the overwhelming amount of pleasure I'd get from stroking my dick, and was even legit scared when I ejaculated for the first time in my life.

Long story short I continued doing it often for many years to come, (no pun intended), until the unfortunate day where I was injected with Invega arrived. Aside from the absolutely awful side effects like akathisia, anhedonhia, and severe insomnia to the point that it lasted for over 3 months, resulting in a stroke, there was one other particular set of side effects I had developed too. So like a week or so after getting injected with Invega, I decided to jack off one night before going to sleep, only to make the realization that regardless of how much I beat my dick or what I did or watched I could barely get an erection, let alone maintain it for more than a few seconds.

After furiously beating my dick for at least 5 minutes, probably closer to 10, I was finally able to maintain an erection and feel aroused long enough to have an orgasm. But I was immediately very concerned to realize I could no longer produce thick, white semen like I always could before. Instead all that came out were a few drops of clear, watery fluid. In a state of panic I decided to research if Invega could be what had caused this, and sure enough it was. By then I had felt very suicidal, hopeless, and depressed. At this point I stopped attempting to masturbate for a few weeks straight since aside from the inability to jizz I got little to no satisfaction anyways, definitely the longest I've gone without jacking off since I underwent puberty.

Eventually there were occasions where I'd attempt to masturbate again to see if I get erections more easily, and produce healthy looking semen once again. Over time I began noticing that it was becoming easier to feel aroused, and my semen was finally not only increasing in volume, but also coming out whiter and less runny each time. By this point I was finally starting to feel relieved and content that I was recovering sexually for once, since I had lost hope about ever recivering since I read about guys still suffering from antipsychotic-induced erectile dysfunction even several years after.

Fast forward to a week ago, my libido suddenly came rushing back A LOT, I once again feel a lot of pleasure from masturbating, can get random erections again pretty often, almost too often, and can maintain one for much longer as well. Not to mention my semen volume is basically back to normal and the color and consistency of it looks basically the same as it did before. The main issue I have now is that my penis shrunk by at least a solid inch, if not an inch and a half, even when fully erect, so I'm really hoping it eventually returns to it's original size some time sooner or later. Wasn't planning on being so descriptive or detailed about my situation with Invega but I eventually said fuck it, might as well as leave my experience here for other guys to read and hopefully feel more relieved that they'll most likely recover too."
 
I need to escape this sick home. They hospitalised me knowing they will inject me and treat me for schizophrenia i dont have. All because i wasnt allowing them to bully me emasculate me and infantilise me. Please God give me strenght to forever cut contact with these psychos and go with the whole story to the public i beg you
 
I need to escape this sick home. They hospitalised me knowing they will inject me and treat me for schizophrenia i dont have. All because i wasnt allowing them to bully me emasculate me and infantilise me. Please God give me strenght to forever cut contact with these psychos and go with the whole story to the public i beg you
Amen brother, You will come out victorious I truly believe god will make you succeed . Inshallah
 
I need to heal my cptsd im soo damn traumatised i would work but cant due to how exhauasted my body is due to constant fight or flight. Its hard to heal trauma in such toxic enviroment where your mother cant stand seeing you happy. Idk what to do
Do you have friends or good family you could live with temporarily?
 
A short list of people who recovered. It consists of members that you all recommended. And it also contains one person it seems has somewhat gone unnoticed. Peace and love ❤️😀:

I) RISINGSON8 (Risingson8): "hi there fellas , some might knew me , i took the shot at 3 july in 2021 , 2 years after , i can easly say , im better than ever , i mean dont lose your hope ... invega may cripple your spirit essence , but if you stay strong , youll come back fresher than ever ... i know its a disaster ... but recovery is possible , even you can be better than pre invega , its a waiting game , but dont just wait ... do something , pray , eat healthy , be kind ...do some holistic researchs ... well , ill inform you later , take care ... stay strong ." Jul 6, 2023 (thread 7, page 136)

II) JONNYHALO (Jonnyhalo): "1 year 6 months TODAY

Feeling good lively talkative, more thoughts are flooding in lately, good ones, like the way I thought pre invega...

Like hit the gym stay on the intermittent fast. Things like that... oh shit and now I watch movies and feel major inspiration, like pumping iron; oh man pride and testosterone is feeling like its rising weekly.

It's like at first the changes from invega was slow, and now my brain and body chemistry is flooding in, almost feel manic but a good manic like I'm the smartest guy in the room, then I'll think no no stay humble and quiet.

Alpha on the prowl for fine lookin woman again.

I have that instinctual feeling to be on my own again and look after myself again, such a sweet feeling.

I almost feel like my motivation is a weapon now. I wont lie it gives me a small good complex every now and again, fleeing thought tho, thats normal for me, that has always happened." Feb 20, 2020 (thread 3, page 138)

III) BIGSMOKE420 (Bigsmoke420): "Hears a quick update while I take my morning shit. It's been almost 3 years since the invega Injection. I would say I'm 100% back to normal, been like that for a while. I remember just sitting around obsessing about invega and anhedonia I was a shell of a person I am now. Only last side effect I really have still is I get a tiny sharp pain every once in a while where they gave me the shot in my arm. I'll be back in the future to check on everyone. Also want to make one last statement, yes I recovered, but I want to clarify invega was the only AP I took, besides risperdone for about a week my entire life, a lot of ppl who didn't recover on the old threads were still taking APs, Antidepressants, Hards in their invega journey and God knows what else, that had to play into them not recovering so don't give up hope. <unnecessary comment - SMod>" Aug 13, 2023 (thread 7, page 222)

IV) YESHUAH (Yeshuah): "Hello you guys,

After a while of consciously staying away from this thread I am giving you some news. First of all I wanna say that I am glad that I stopped reading this thread a while ago, because it dragged me down so much and it made me suicidal for a long time, because of people saying that they take so long to heal. And I did not read all the posts that have been written here, because I have a lot of things to do in my life, that is so worth living once again. I don't write this message to start a discussion but to tell you that I'm writing with a few members in the background through private messaging and I made a one hour long video just for you guys to explain what methods I have discovered and what is really going on in your body. And on top of that I am explaining why none of you is sick or has ever been. It was important for me to make a video, so that people can see with their own eyes that I really am doing better and that I'm out of hell. And I am sharing information with you that no one knows about and that I'm gonna use for my future education as a naturopath with my very own way of healing people.

So you guys could have the chance to be the first ones to be treated by this method that god lead me to discover and you won't find this kind of information elsewhere. Don't listen to anyone who tells you that it is impossible to heal from this, because it is a total lie. And people should not scare others just because of their own lack of knowledge. I'm throwing this statement in here, because I have seen some people who take away the hope of others that are really interested in trying out everything just to get better. If you are one of those and are ready to let go of any chemical bullshit that you may still be using, I am ready to share with you the private video I made for. You know, you guys, I could have gone on with my life and just use my method on the patients I will have in the future (which the first ones will be family members as they have started supporting me, because they see that I was right all the time when I said that I was not sick and that it is the medication). This was one thing I wanted to prove to everyone, even though I was not sure for a very long time that things are going to work out the way I wished it would.

But I have never given up the belief that there MUST be something out there, because god never creates only the dark side of this human experience, he always leaves a door open. So if you are one of those ones who are willing to let go of chemical substances and are willing to clean yourself the way it is supposed to be done, then you can leave me a private message with your e-mail address so that I can send you the link to the video. I did not give all the information I have in the video, because you should start by the basics of understanding what is really going on in your body and the next step will be me creating a facebook group with a step by step guide and all the knowledge I gained. I'm doing it this way because of multiple reasons. First of all I first wanna see the questions you have and how you will react to it. And second of all I really wanna make sure that I am choosing the right people to start working with. And this also presupposes that you stay respectful and accept that you don't know anything at the moment and that you are willing to learn step by step how to cast out this motherfucker out of your body. I know that you will have questions about my symptoms and that there will always be some kind of disbelief, which I'm completely ok with, because I know what this bullshit really does to you.

And I have watched my body transform and have studied everything in detail and I'm not even finished, because god is continuing throwing information towards me, to create a completely new concept of future healing methods. But what I have got so far is enough to heal you guys and I cannot keep this for myself anymore. The reason I waited so long to let you guys know that, is because I needed to give you REAL information and REAL solutions that has no stopping point. This is going to make you better than you have ever been in your life. And it is the fastest, cheapest and safest way possible. Trust me, I'm not a person who would ever give someone false hope, otherwise I wouldn't have waited so long to be sure that it works. But just look at the video, I'm pretty sure that you have never seen someone explaining it so accurately like I'm doing it, not even people who have never gone through such a thing could make the connections I'm making. This is NOT the end of you! I am even ready to do anything for you and record it so that you see that I'm not lying! Even if you want to see how stiff my dick is. Hahahaha ;) So please be the one to help me close the door to hell for good and work with me!!

Nobody should EVER suffer like that!!! You will heal in a few months with this method. I will also support you psychologically and help you regain your voice in this world and stand up for yourself!! I can't allow it that human beings are being tortured like this any further!! I have goosebumps writing this, because it's god telling me that I am so right and it is almost making me cry. So if you have ever seen a post in this thread that took away your hope, don't ever look at it again. I'm gonna change this my brothers and sisters!! This should be the only post you have ever read. And it doesn't matter whether you're 4 months or 18 months off, it works for everyone, and even for my dear Rosi!!

You don't know how much power I have within me now, this has made me solid like a rock. Nothing will ever move me from my position anymore! And I'm like a lion that declares war on the devil! Now is the time to stop suffering and I'm gonna support you until the end of it if you promise me to never give up! Much love to you guys and can't wait to hear from you. This actually makes me horny ;) I wanna jerk off to these good news! hahahahaha! You have to understand my self-ironic humour, I just wanna show you that I actually really have the ability to laugh about it now. Feel hugged by me and I will talk to you soon.

Yeshuah <3" Nov 28, 2019 (thread 3, page 108)

V) MOONRIDER_103 (Moonrider_103): "Back in October 2023, 7 months ago. I was forced to take Invega Sustenna 256+154 mg injection. I now know that I was misdiagnosed and poorly treated at the hospital I was at. I had about every negative side effect in the book directly after injection. I was suicidal 24/7. I thought about giving up every single day. Physically fatigued, sleeping 12-16 hours a day, no sex drive, ED, infertile, no ejaculation. Insane brain fog, no imagination, hard to concentrate, no motivation, no emotions! couldn’t workout, gained 15lbs, digestion all messed up, couldn’t enjoy anything. Etc you get the point.

Since then, what a turn around. All of those side effects are gone. I don’t even think about Invega Sustenna anymore. Last week I ran a half marathon after training for a month. I’m in better physical shape now than ever. I workout almost twice everyday during the week. I’m motivated to accomplish goals, I can socialize and laugh and enjoy things now! I lost 11lbs went from 193lbs-182lbs since January. Sexual side effects are gone, (libido isn’t as high as used to be) but better! Brain fog finally went away. Sleep went back to normal. No longer suicidal. I’m strong, in the gym, working and going to college soon to become a firefighter.

Whoever is reading this, don’t be afraid to reach out. My dms are open. This didn’t happen overnight. I was destroyed and never thought I could improve. It felt like forever. It wasn’t until February where I started seeing improvements. But as the weeks and months go on I start to feel even better. I was in a very dark place. My hope is to save someone from that dark place that I once was in. It may feel like your stuck but trust me keep going and let time heal you. God bless." Apr 25, 2024 (thread 8, page 223)
 
There's still hope, everybody. Your world is not over. Keep pressing on. You shall see unimaginable beauty and have a zest for life as never before. I love you all forever. PEACE and BLESSINGS!!! 😀❤️
 
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I want to grow shrooms but i dont have energy after this hospitalization to carry the stress of growing them knowing i can go to jail for that. Its such a stupid world. Neurotoxic drugs fully legal but sacred medicine gives you jail. 😭 Jesus
 
No matter how bad yall feel shrooms are so powerful they work even when you are numbed and gives such a relief in suffering. !!! GO FOR IT
 
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