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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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From 4 months to 5 months I have had increased sexual function, got some of my thoughts back and thought that I felt more connected to the world than before. I'm hoping to see another change in anhedonia soon to show that it wasn't just a fluke. Wishing more recovery and less pain to everyone here.
 
Nate4268 said:
From 4 months to 5 months I have had increased sexual function, got some of my thoughts back and thought that I felt more connected to the world than before. I'm hoping to see another change in anhedonia soon to show that it wasn't just a fluke. Wishing more recovery and less pain to everyone here.
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Always great to hear come backs, thanks for the update.
 
You’re approach to heal from this needs to be radical. Healing is 12-18 months

Focus on detox via liver

Clinical keto for max autophagy and Mitophagy

Water fast

Coffee enema
Castor oil pack
Red light therapy
Dry brushing
Sauna
Running
Lifting
Ice bath

Zeolite to remove toxins from brain and look into other heavy metal detox protocols


The moment you get the energy back after the 6-8 month hell window you need to go all in for your body.


Day 264
 
remembered this forum as a place where people helped each other in difficult moments, we are all of the opinion that invega is a very powerful drug and that it does not lead to any solution except in people who have perpetual hallucinations, but over the years you have to see or look to see what point we've reached, right? years ago I myself thought there were strange infiltrators in blue light, I took lots of supplements for hospitalization (many of which were simply money thrown away because all it takes is physical exercise and a good diet), today I think, infiltrators of what? What truth do I hold in my hands that others don't know? when I talk about this with an acquaintance of mine who is a psychiatric patient, he answers me differently every time, once it's the fault of 5g, once it's the fault of chemtrails, once we've entered another dimension, once the earth is a prison planet, once it's a kundalini experience that we've had in the past and they want to block us, but what do I wonder? the answers are never there, and why? because in reality they don't even know what they are talking about perhaps
 
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remembered this forum as a place where people helped each other in difficult moments, we are all of the opinion that invega is a very powerful drug and that it does not lead to any solution except in people who have perpetual hallucinations, but over the years you have to see or look to see what point we've reached, right? years ago I myself thought there were strange infiltrators in blue light, I took lots of supplements for hospitalization (many of which were simply money thrown away because all it takes is physical exercise and a good diet), today I think, infiltrators of what? What truth do I hold in my hands that others don't know? when I talk about this with an acquaintance of mine who is a psychiatric patient, he answers me differently every time, once it's the fault of 5g, once it's the fault of chemtrails, once we've entered another dimension, once the earth is a prison planet, once it's a kundalini experience that we've had in the past and they want to block us, but what do I wonder? the answers are never there, and why? because in reality they don't even know what they are talking about perhaps
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I'm genuinely concerned for him.

It's obvious that he's having some sort of elevated level of delusionary thoughts? Because it's transitioned from me being an asshole that doesn't know anything about vaccines to

Paid operatives to


Invasion of blue light by the NSA and Mossad.

I hope he gets some help.
 
love exchanging thoughts with guys who have been through hell like me, I personally have passa invega, risperdal, ziprexa, aldol... I've been through a lot of hell, now, I don't take anything, only lithium for some periods during the year , but in recent years I have lost a lot, friends, relatives, girlfriend, various jobs, I have benefited in the past from psilocybin against depression, and every now and then I still smoke but... I understand that true happiness is difficult to experience if we have the neurotransmitters occupied by other things, I believe that re-establishing the receptors is a very long process but possible in one or two years, I'm not ashamed to tell who I am but I like to hear other people's stories too, would you like to tell yours?
 
would like to specify that I will gladly answer every question you ask me, this site saved me from suicide
 
Hi, I m glad you made over the hump, im sure it was hell. I get them suicidal thoughts but I love my family more so I'm not taking that route. It was there more at the beginning but they weaned off more now. Sleeping is the tough part for me, I was giving zoplicone and it's still hard to sleep. Now I'm hooked on them so I need to taper off of them as soon as sleep gets better. Anhedonia also gets me, not sure what to do with my days. It's like extreme boredom that doesn't stop. The reward system is just not working. I must admit that there are some days that I do feel good but not many. I'm 2and 3/4 months from last injection so I have a bit of ways to go before real change happens. I was giving the highest dosage but only got the loading doses. Anyways hope everyone heals alright. Take care.
 
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Hi, I m glad you made over the hump, im sure it was hell. I get them suicidal thoughts but I love my family more so I'm not taking that route. It was there more at the beginning but they weaned off more now. Sleeping is the tough part for me, I was giving zoplicone and it's still hard to sleep. Now I'm hooked on them so I need to taper off of them as soon as sleep gets better. Anhedonia also gets me, not sure what to do with my days. It's like extreme boredom that doesn't stop. The reward system is just not working. I must admit that there are some days that I do feel good but not many. I'm 2and 3/4 months from last injection so I have a bit of ways to go before real change happens. I was giving the highest dosage but only got the loading doses. Anyways hope everyone heals alright. Take care.
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Has anybody tried low doses of DA/NE/5HT releasers like MDMA?

Low doses of MDMA have been found to instigate production of BDNF (brain derived neurotrophic factor) which shows neuro plasticity....

It could possibly kick start normal dopaminergic and serotinergic and adrenergic action?
 
Sometimes i've take 0,2 or 0,3 of mdma , but Just when i was really depressed and i have strong ahnedonia , no emotion , nothing .. It help me .. but i don't do every week end .. i make It a couple time in 5 years man , i think ahnedonia never go away of u take ap .. but i don't know maybe i wrong
 
praying said:
Hi, I m glad you made over the hump, im sure it was hell. I get them suicidal thoughts but I love my family more so I'm not taking that route. It was there more at the beginning but they weaned off more now. Sleeping is the tough part for me, I was giving zoplicone and it's still hard to sleep. Now I'm hooked on them so I need to taper off of them as soon as sleep gets better. Anhedonia also gets me, not sure what to do with my days. It's like extreme boredom that doesn't stop. The reward system is just not working. I must admit that there are some days that I do feel good but not many. I'm 2and 3/4 months from last injection so I have a bit of ways to go before real change happens. I was giving the highest dosage but only got the loading doses. Anyways hope everyone heals alright. Take care.
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I suffer from that exact thing myself too, that anhedonia you talked about.
I also struggling with it and hardly find anything to do with my free time. That feeling of extreme boredom is so hard to deal with.
 
I wanna reduce seroquel and zopiclon very slowly i tried to reduce it every day but my doctor told me thats too fast.... i had crying spells anxiety even more, nie she says i have to reduce a Quarter once in a month so we reduce very very very slowly. I only still take these meds cause invega gave me huge anxiety...i cant go out alone somebody needs to accompany me always i work twice as a volunteer preschool teacher i love my job... i never wanna lose it i also got a NEW nice appartment... i move in in a few weeks please everyone wish me good luck.
Do you think i should take meds against anxiety..
The meds i am taking now zopiclone and seroquel cause me having high headache attacks Plus i sleep was too much...
 
I did more building in No Man's Sky today but ran out of steam because I didn't sleep that well.

I believe the remaining problems I have are from PSSD now. I'm going to make a big post in April and leave this place for a long while.
 
i just bought an hhc cart because my sleep was getting bad it helped and its 70-90 percent the potency of thc, the first session was an intensely euphoric rush from just a few puffs but now tolerance increased and me being a pussy to finish it quickly made me very fucking horny and helped penile numbness somewhat
 
I thought I’d document my “recovery” because I had trouble finding any stories online to give me hope.

2 months since last injection, I received 150mg (4 months ago) & 75mg injections.

Constipation - improved a little
No emotions - improved somewhat
Rigid arms - completely gone
Suicidal thoughts - completely gone
Depression
No Energy
Severe boredom
Feels like everything’s pointless
PTSD

So I’ve become like a traumatized soldier with absolutely nothing to do now, thanks to psychiatric geniuses that couldn’t tell I was out of psychosis once I stopped smoking weed and decided to jab me anyway.
 
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