Davievargie
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 31, 2024
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Video games were my only escape with my illness and now I wake up every day lost and in a fog with nothing to give me pleasure and nothing to help me escape. Invega has definitely affected my reward system in my brain and my anhedonia is so intense I feel like a dryed sponge on a beach. Add in social media where I can see healthy people thriving and living their lives and I just wanna be dead.I felt nothing from playing video games a few months ago. I get pleasure from music occasionally, but I still can't continually listen to music for pleasure any time I want to. Like right now I don't feel much from music, but I might tomorrow. I didn't have strong anhedonia after invega for very long, but now that I have PSSD I had it really bad. Now I have no problem watching TV or playing a game, it's more moderate but I wouldn't call it mild yet. I feel better socially too.