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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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My life could have been totally different if we had just moved to New York as a kid where my grandma still lives or if we just stayed in former Soviet Russia or moved somewhere else there.
 
Robchanna said:
Not good, my penis has shrunk significantly
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I think mine might have shrunk a bit too, ha. It's pretty dead most of the time, among other things you can try not jerking it and working out including leg exercises and taking a natural testosterone supplement you can get online.
 
Robchanna said:
Everyone does
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What's the logic of max dosing your brain with dopamine blockers, do the mental health workers even know the kind of damage they're doing? Are they really that stupid and brainwashed not to know.
 
At the store I saw jugs of 'baby water' with added flouride, wtf, is this really clown world retard land?
 
Dre87 said:
I think the cops are leaving me alone for now even though they parked right out front of my house and just sat there for 30 minutes and left, I don't even think they got out of their cars. Why didn't they just bust me for the psychiatric court order right then? Very weird, am I under surveillance or something, maybe it would be bad PR and press to have them take me away just for that and would look too much like psychiatric tyranny.
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What have you taken today? I would maybe chill smoke a joint and pop a benzo
 
paranoid android said:
I went on a low carb diet and started lifting weights at the same time i went on zyprexa and i have managed to put on about 20lbs of muscle with very little fat. So you can avoid gettng fat on it
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I got it once when I was hospitalized, I immediately gained tons of belly fat and was uncontrollably hungry all the time.
It's a metabolic disaster. I rather avoid it
 
I remember, that at thr hospital, they loaded me with so much doses of Clopixol I got parkinson's from it.
My right shoulder started moving up uncontrollably, scary shit.
 
Once my forced treatment is over, I'm planning to stop coming to the psychiatrist and stop taking the shots. But my worry is that they might come at my door because of it, even when my forced treatment is over.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Once my forced treatment is over, I'm planning to stop coming to the psychiatrist and stop taking the shots. But my worry is that they might come at my door because of it, even when my forced treatment is over.
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I've had over 4 years of those injections and most people could not be able to function like I am, but I have been through hell on fucking Earth. There's probably parts of my mind and myself that I could never get back even if I could recover to 80%.
 
paranoid android said:
What have you taken today? I would maybe chill smoke a joint and pop a benzo
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No this happened like a month ago now, it was really weird I was like fuck. Benzos are bad for you too but are better than antipsychotics. Give me some good old fashioned natural heroin or opium to smoke that would be the shit.
 
Dre87 said:
No this happened like a month ago now, it was really weird I was like fuck. Benzos are bad for you too but are better than antipsychotics. Give me some good old fashioned natural heroin or opium to smoke that would be the shit.
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Which is why I was saying that they should bring back opium dens like from the 1800's.
 
Dre87 said:
I've had over 4 years of those injections and most people could not be able to function like I am, but I have been through hell on fucking Earth. There's probably parts of my mind and myself that I could never get back even if I could recover to 80%.
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Full recovery is not possible, yep.
This poison takes away elements of yourself from yourself.
 
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