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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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cmf77 said:
You know what you're being very ungrateful.I spend an exorbitant hours amount trying to find treatment and posting it to give people hope while the others complain about cops and drug taking and dying.I don't owe anyone anything.I do this to offer some insight.Ill tell you what.I won't post anything anymore and if I do find the treatment and get better, then that is great for me.Ive yet to see anyone helpful to me.So I guess that will be tough shit now.
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No one needs a treatment post-invega except maybe the people still suffering effects two years later. Just chill out and you will heal. I wish I did that. I'm not even going to try taking anything for my PSSD, no way. I saw improvement, if I just wait I have a good chance of recovery.

I'm back at my pre-covid PSSD baseline, maybe better.

I'm experiencing the La Croix* of emotions. It's better than nothing.

I was able to enjoy a cartoon, Helluva Boss, pretty thoroughly. I just wish I could've felt the music more (I felt the song KESHA did for it!) and have more empathy in the emotional parts. It made me laugh and I felt truly engaged and entertained for the first time in a long time. Fun characters. I'm enjoying DS9 more as well. I started a new drawing with an idea I had before invega. I hope the anhedonia lifts a bit more and I get more motivation back so I can finish it.


If I'm not completely healed from all of this shit years later, I'm going to go on Vyvanse to cope with the lack of dopamine. I already have ADHD, this shit made it so much worse.

* A lightly flavored sparkling water beverage people made memes about years ago.
 
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Worked my second 8 hour day of work today on almost no sleep and strung out from drugs, shit sucked just powered through it. Having a couple beers then back again the next day. I probably am gonna have to take some tolerance or recovery break or something.
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
at least i try to help people thats all i post you post crazy schizo drug addict bullshit while your high off meth binges and sleepless lmao get help buddy
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Things like meth probably saved my life at first, what the fuck kind of help would work for this situation I'm a walking trainwreck disaster still talking shit and spittin game like Charlie Sheen.
 
This is a real man question, if the cops come again do you let them take you away to the mental facility to get force injected again or are you supposed to go down blasting?
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
PLEASE try your HARDEST to get a job and move and get a visa, if it all fails ask for pills if they refuse ask to switch to abilify injections its the least harmful
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Abilify was the first pill I was given, and it caused me an insane restlessness, I almost couldn't sleep because of it. Hell no.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I know it's bad for me.
I have no choice :(
I want to get off of it so bad.
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It takes balls to go and be homeless rather than take the injections, being homeless for prolonged periods of time sucks total shit. I don't know, it's something I might have to do though at some point if things don't work out.
 
Dre87 said:
It takes balls to go and be homeless rather than take the injections, being homeless for prolonged periods of time sucks total shit. I don't know, it's something I might have to do though at some point if things don't work out.
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Being homeless is not an option either.
It would seem better then being injected at first.
 
I had this strange idea, of opening the injection box very gently and replacing the evil poison with clean water instead and then glueing the box back together.
I'm afraid to try it, but that might be a way to avoid this poison.

I wonder if I'll be able to recover again to the same level as before? it's my second time being injected now.
 
I hope recovery from Clopixol will be better and faster then my last recovery from Xeplion.
Clopixol has shorter halflife and it last less in the body, that's why I need to get injected every 2 weeks instead of once a month.
 
I think that I'm sort of starting to turn the tides here a bit, things were really bad for a long time before. I've had over 4 years of those injections including a couple fucken 800mg shots. My brain is probably still pretty damaged and partially chemically lobotomized, plus doing other drugs. I don't really have emotions anymore, but somehow I'm still here and can operate at at least a 'normal human' level, maybe once I focus my mind I might be able to go beyond that.
 
With my life I should probably be on Dr. Phil, probably a very fascinating case study.
 
Dre87 said:
This is a real man question, if the cops come again do you let them take you away to the mental facility to get force injected again or are you supposed to go down blasting?
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It's not the cops fault. It's the psychiatrist.
 
cmf77 said:
It's not the cops fault. It's the psychiatrist.
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Yeah but if they come for you for a psychiatric court order do you let them take you to the facility to be force injected again or do you go down in a blaze of gunfire?
 
This is according to a short Google search: "cannabinoids may reduce antipsychotic efficacy by affecting major antipsychotic drug targets such as dopamine D2 and serotonin 5-HT2A receptors".

"Smoking increases the metabolism of the antipsychotic medications by inducing the cytochrome P450 1A2 isoform. Smoking lowers the blood levels of typical or atypical antipsychotic medication, in particular haloperidol, chlorpromazine, olanzapine and clozapine."

If that's the case, then maybe I won't get hit so hard by the injections if I smoke as well.
 
Dre87 said:
Yeah but if they come for you for a psychiatric court order do you let them take you to the facility to be force injected again or do you go down in a blaze of gunfire?
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Blaze of gunfire??? Are you talking about gunning down the police??? They are just given instructions by the doctors. I admit some cops are real douchebags, but the real culprits are the fucking scumbag, doctors. If you're going to have any issues take it up with them. Not the cops.
 
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