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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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if i am at 7-8 ng/ml and can still get euphoric and high from weed hopefully when im 0 ng/ml i have the euphoria back with full intensity and regain my emotions even without weed
 
A question I had an erection going through the night and dreamed of having intercourse with my wife. But I still can't orgasm. Am I ever going to regain that function? The dream was very vivid but I felt tormented that I couldn't orgasm.
 
Hey guys I’m almost 4 months since my last 2 injections and since doing a cold turkey on my pill form of invega which I was only taking for a week and a half. I had to stop it because I had twisting involuntary movements that I couldn’t control. To the point where my right wrist was being bent back and it was pretty painful. Since then I haven’t had any twisting issues but I have been twitching and recently the twitching has been getting worse. It’s all over my body from my legs, fingers, toes, head, buttocks, and back. I’ve been able to push through it and I work as an hvac technician and it’s been hard to do my job because of my cognitive decline and my loss of strength. But at first I was completely paralyzed to where my arms would stay in front of me and when I walk it would stay there and not move for about a month and then it’s gotten better so far but I’ve been getting back pain on different parts of my back. Ive also been getting weird burning from my chest to my throat idk if it’s heartburn but I definitely don’t like it or what this drug is doing to me. But I’ve been trying to stay positive and tell myself that I’ll recover, I truly believe that Jesus Christ will heal me and you all from this madness as long as we believe.
But how long does withdrawals last for? And so far my cold Turkey is tolerable other than the muscle twitching and spams. Or have I not even gotten to the point of withdrawal. Please give me some advice and support I really need it.
 
Window is over, I lost most of my erogenous sensation, quality of clitoral erection and orgasm went down. I tried a single 150mg Wellbutrin because I still had some, and I think that was a really bad idea. I hope this isn't a permanent crash. Emotions are still back though. At least I know Wellbutrin isn't an option for me.
 
I wish we all had 1-2 problems. That I can handle. This is insane though. I think the one thing that bothers me the most is the penis shrinkage. If it doesn’t get better I don’t see a point in living.
 
Robchanna said:
I wish we all had 1-2 problems. That I can handle. This is insane though. I think the one thing that bothers me the most is the penis shrinkage. If it doesn’t get better I don’t see a point in living.
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Yup. I used to have a hammer on me. My wife could use 2 of her fists and I can still use my hand on the top of my head... and i've got some meat hook for hands. Piece of shit doctor. Fucking scumbag. I'm doing everything I can to get better. I have so many issues that I have to contend with. The biggest one is my children and staying here. I can care less about my dick right now.
 
So I have four different people working on my case. I'm not giving up. I really shouldn't have to go through this. Hoping time will heal everything. I just can't get over how pissed off I am at this doctor. i'm really fucking pissed!!! But there's nothing I can do. I just have to keep getting at this and getting better.
 
Okay great news! A specialist who deals with this type of damage and Knows about invegas sustena and the damage it does Says he will take my case on because he's treated people like this before. He's highly regarded in this field. They're sending the paperwork over tomorrow i'm praying to god this is the one.
 
cmf77 said:
A question I had an erection going through the night and dreamed of having intercourse with my wife. But I still can't orgasm. Am I ever going to regain that function? The dream was very vivid but I felt tormented that I couldn't orgasm.
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People come back from psych med induced anorgasmia all the time. Given enough distance between your last dose of this med and you will be fine.
 
cmf77 said:
Okay great news! A specialist who deals with this type of damage and Knows about invegas sustena and the damage it does Says he will take my case on because he's treated people like this before. He's highly regarded in this field. They're sending the paperwork over tomorrow i'm praying to god this is the one.
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Thank god. Hopefully he can do something about it! Please keep us updated.
 
I constantly beat myself up over the choices that led me to where I am right now. I would cut off my left foot if I could be myself again.

Guys, I do gotta say I'm cognitively 95% there and I think I'll get all of my intelligence back. I hope I also get my way of thinking back too, I feel like it has changed.

I feel like my former self died, it's really sad. I was so emotional and sensual, I had a strong connection to the world around me. I hope I'm wrong.
 
InvegaAnon said:
I constantly beat myself up over the choices that led me to where I am right now. I would cut off my left foot if I could be myself again.

Guys, I do gotta say I'm cognitively 95% there and I think I'll get all of my intelligence back. I hope I also get my way of thinking back too, I feel like it has changed.

I feel like my former self died, it's really sad. I was so emotional and sensual, I had a strong connection to the world around me. I hope I'm wrong.
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How blank was your mind initially? How did the recovery of your intelligence happen?
 
InvegaAnon said:
I constantly beat myself up over the choices that led me to where I am right now. I would cut off my left foot if I could be myself again.

Guys, I do gotta say I'm cognitively 95% there and I think I'll get all of my intelligence back. I hope I also get my way of thinking back too, I feel like it has changed.

I feel like my former self died, it's really sad. I was so emotional and sensual, I had a strong connection to the world around me. I hope I'm wrong.
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I'm more pissed off at the doctor that did this to me. Motherfucker. Everyday I torture myself. There's nothing I can do though. I gotta keep going on. I have four angles of treatment right now hopefully one of them will work.
 
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