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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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cmf77 said:
I'm almost 10 months in and feel no relief whatsoever ever.I dread getting up in the morning and the most devastating is the erectile dysfunction.The one thing that is really murdering me inside is looking at my 4 children, knowing I have no choice other than to go.I am suicidal 24/7.I read somewhere that people have lived like this for 10 years.If someone could tell me how that is done I will give my life to them and work for free. I do have someone from an alternative medicine company that is willing to work with me and very familiar with these symptoms.Its my only choice at this point.
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I didn't feel much positivity for almost 12 months then gradual recovery over the concurrent 6-7 months. I mainly took multivitamin, vitamin b complex and st John's wort as an anti depressant. I took these through the duration.

Your knob comes back to life, mine did and everyone I know who went through the same thing. Don't worry.
 
dontGiveUp said:
I didn't feel much positivity for almost 12 months then gradual recovery over the concurrent 6-7 months. I mainly took multivitamin, vitamin b complex and st John's wort as an anti depressant. I took these through the duration.

Your knob comes back to life, mine did and everyone I know who went through the same thing. Don't worry.
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I think my prostate is gone.They say your prolactin level render you castrated.I can get an erection While i'm sleeping but I cannot ejaculate. Also too the worst part is the hand tremors. I don't know what to do. My sleeping is horrendous. I'm constantly suicidal
 
I can't fucking believe I got PSSD after this shit, almost BECAUSE of this shit, and it's just pure torture. Maybe I'm being weird and delusional again, but I think a demon influenced this path and I opened the door to it with that damn "light worker" scammer that asked me to pray over money, something you're NOT supposed to do and I knew it, but I did it anyway.

Maybe it's crazy, but I'm going to try to see a priest. I don't think I'm possessed, but perhaps something is trying to bring me down so I can become possessed or kill myself. This is the lowest I've ever been. I was agnostic, but I was starting to believe again after I listened to a podcast about demonic possession. A lot of intensely weird stuff happens I can't explain that a lot of athiests just write off as "oh this person is pretending/is mentally ill/they did a cold reading on you/it was a coincidence" but that just doesn't satisfactorily explain some of the stuff I heard. I heard about total strangers knowing the names of someone's children and very specific events that happened to them, personal secrets. That's not "a cold reading".

I was following both sinful things and seeing the possibility of getting the chance to get to God again by taking Prozac. My parents are non-practicing with religious trauma and they wouldn't want me getting into stuff, and I long decided I wanted to start going to the Unitarian Universalist church when I moved in with my friend. I was also following my addiction to cannabis because I was under the false impression it was safe to smoke on Prozac. Because I further messed myself up, I can't see the friend I wanted to move in with right now.

If you insist of not believing in God, fine, whatever. Maybe demons aren't fallen angels and are something that naturally exists and does shit for inexplicable eldritch reasons and we're gonna get a Star Trek explanation for it some day. But for now I see demonic influence as a problem I'm facing and maybe if I deal with it, it will help me feel better.
 
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cmf77 said:
I think my prostate is gone.They say your prolactin level render you castrated.I can get an erection While i'm sleeping but I cannot ejaculate. Also too the worst part is the hand tremors. I don't know what to do. My sleeping is horrendous. I'm constantly suicidal
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How many shots did you get ?
 
keepinghope said:
Wow tbh your case seems the most rare out of most that I’ve seen .
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I know.I don't know why I have such Terrible symptoms.

Maymay169 said:
What alternative medicine practitioner is going to work with you? What kind of medicine are they going to use with you? I’d like to know more and get in touch with them too
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He works with your genetics. He also does slternative medicine. He seems to really know what he's talking about. But like most people who tell you things, ket's see what they can actually do. I will definitely keep you posted.
 
keepinghope said:
Wow tbh your case seems the most rare out of most that I’ve seen .
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very rare case fs but proves how fucking dangerous this shit is

cmf77 said:
He works with your genetics. He also does slternative medicine. He seems to really know what he's talking about. But like most people who tell you things, ket's see what they can actually do. I will definitely keep you posted.
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please tell me the company or who he is or how i can find similar people if need
 
I am 18 months off invega and doing much better I was hopeless for 12 months and started gradually improving since then it takes a long time I thought the anhedonia would never go away especially since it hadn’t let up once I hit a year I kept going and it went away at 13-14 months at that same time my libido returned
 
Have you guys noticed the day after "exercise"(as much exercise as you can really do on the drug) it feels like you are more anhedonic? I was wondering if blood flow increases the concentration of it? I dont know im not a doctor. Have you guys experienced this?
 
Bobskitchen said:
I am 18 months off invega and doing much better I was hopeless for 12 months and started gradually improving since then it takes a long time I thought the anhedonia would never go away especially since it hadn’t let up once I hit a year I kept going and it went away at 13-14 months at that same time my libido returned
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What did you do for it? How much invega did you get?
 
I haven’t recovered and I’m not here often either

How many times can you bitch and complain about your symptoms ppl just get sick of it and it gets repetitive and old so they stop posting
 
I see so many success stories with larger dosages than I got. I'm in a really bad spot and I don't know what to do. It's been ten months and i'm stagnant. I don't think I can last for 2 more months.
 
My tremors have started to fade about 130 days out so I’m guessing this is the dopamine pathways starting to heal. Felt some joy when hitting a nice tennis shot but still low energy and feeling a bit disconnected. I’m hopefully things will continue to gradually improve
 
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