Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

[cmf77]

I really don't know at this point.Im 54 yrs old.It looks like it is on a very weird angle.It is suppose to be upright, but looks angled down.I don't know the percentage.All I know as the months go along, the angrier I'm getting at what this doctor did to me. One good thing is that my hand tremors seem to be dissipating.

 

[dontGiveUp]

I really don't know at this point.Im 54 yrs old.It looks like it is on a very weird angle.It is suppose to be upright, but looks angled down.I don't know the percentage.All I know as the months go along, the angrier I'm getting at what this doctor did to me. One good thing is that my hand tremors seem to be dissipating.

Without previous scans it might be hard to determine if there is any difference. You might want to ask for a function check of what the gland produces to see if your levels are normal on different key hormones.

 

[cmf77]

Without previous scans it might be hard to determine if there is any difference. You might want to ask for a function check of what the gland produces to see if your levels are normal on different key hormones.

He compared it to a normal brain and it looks completely different. I really don't feel like talking about this because it gets me so pissed off. I'm really pissed off at this doctor what they did to me. Really pissed. But at this point I have to handle it with the right doctors now. I have someone who's giving me a little bit of hope

 

[dontGiveUp]

He compared it to a normal brain and it looks completely different.

The shape and structure won't be a feasible comparison without a pre-Invega scan available. You are better off checking the ACTH (Adrenocorticotropic hormone) levels to determine if there is impeded function.

 

[Maymay169]

Did ketamine yesterday… it was a weird experience. Didn’t get high but definitely had some kind of rush without the euphoria… I won’t be doing it again any time soon. Man, I feel awful. It’s so hard not to think about suicide 24/7

 

[paliperidonevictim2005]

The shape and structure won't be a feasible comparison without a pre-Invega scan available. You are better off checking the ACTH (Adrenocorticotropic hormone) levels to determine if there is impeded function.

man his pineal gland is flattened and pituitary is damaged of course its impeded function from paliperidone poison

 

[paliperidonevictim2005]

i had hope consistently for 2 days but when i kept reading about his mri i have once again become hopeless

 

[cmf77]

The shape and structure won't be a feasible comparison without a pre-Invega scan available. You are better off checking the ACTH (Adrenocorticotropic hormone) levels to determine if there is impeded function.

I think if you see damage in those parts of the brain it pretty much telling you what caused it. I'm going to get another mri to see where i'm at. Then hopefully this other doctor will help me. But i'm not finished with the doctor that damaged me. I'm pursuing legal action and going to make sure they never do this to anybody ever again.

 

[paliperidonevictim2005]

I think if you see damage in those parts of the brain it pretty much telling you what caused it. I'm going to get another mri to see where i'm at. Then hopefully this other doctor will help me. But i'm not finished with the doctor that damaged me. I'm pursuing legal action and going to make sure they never do this to anybody ever again.

please bro keep going until you get that evil doctor to lose his job i hope he cant feed himself after i tried once but the mother fuckers never called back to start a lawsuit i am writing fake reviews every week against the hospital i was at they already have hundreds of horrific reviews im just making sure to add alot more until they shut down

 

[cmf77]

please bro keep going until you get that evil doctor to lose his job i hope he cant feed himself after i tried once but the mother fuckers never called back to start a lawsuit i am writing fake reviews every week against the hospital i was at they already have hundreds of horrific reviews im just making sure to add alot more until they

please bro keep going until you get that evil doctor to lose his job i hope he cant feed himself after i tried once but the mother fuckers never called back to start a lawsuit i am writing fake reviews every week against the hospital i was at they already have hundreds of horrific reviews im just making sure to add alot more until they shut down

Ah they don't give a shit about reviews. You gotta hit him where it hurts.Go after their career and finances.I already filed a grievance with the medical board. But I'm not done there.I will make this scumbags life miserable.But I have to do it legally and handle it with composure.

 

[paliperidonevictim2005]

Ah they don't give a shit about reviews. You gotta hit him where it hurts.Go after their career and finances.I already filed a grievance with the medical board. But I'm not done there.I will make this scumbags life miserable.But I have to do it legally and handle it with composure.

How can I file a grievance with the medical board?

 

[paranoid android]

It desensitizes serotonin receptors and it makes my junk cold again, but only for a day. Gonna continue to lay off of it until I really feel better. I might smoke again at my sister's birthday party in a few days, but in moderation. It also makes my disassociation worse.

I think I'm getting sensation back! I don't feel horrible numbness when I walk. I can describe this as "greatly reduced sensation" rather than "genital anesthesia". I'm still having intense dreams and occasional nausea, so I'm still in the withdrawl period and there's still a chance this is withdrawls.

I had a nightmare that I had to go back to the mental hospital because I was obsessing over my PSSD so much. I was crying and trying to tell people antipsychotics and SSRIs will make my PSSD worse/permanent and a whole room of people laughed at me. :/ I woke up so confused and upset, I completely believed the dream as it was happening. It flowed more logically than my dreams usually do.

I actually found weed to help my recovery. I was smoking on average probably 5 or 6 grams a day and i managed to recover after about a year from invega and abilify

 

[InvegaAnon]

I actually found weed to help my recovery. I was smoking on average probably 5 or 6 grams a day and i managed to recover after about a year from invega and abilify

It helped me too, I just have PSSD symptoms now from Prozac. I'm hoping it's withdrawal related and not permanent.

 

[paranoid android]

It helped me too, I just have PSSD symptoms now from Prozac. I'm hoping it's withdrawal related and not permanent.

Im sure youl be ok. SSRI's are a bitch. Weed definitely helped me alot though and i see it help other people in the psych ward i was in even though the nurses got pissed at us for smoking weed

 

[Senior Moderator]

I only had one injection and it has wreaked havoc on my brain.Invega is known as a torment drug and there are numerous people who have had one shot and never recovered like me. I am 10 months in and see no relief whatsoever. If you go on Google it will clearly have numerous stories like mine.Look up on Drugs.com "Invega Sustenna Ruined my life".It gives a clear cut picture of what this drug does.My mri damage has nothing to do with dementia as the damage is in the center of my brain.

No no, sorry, you misunderstand me. I shouldn't have mentioned dementia...I had second thoughts about doing so because I was afraid you would mistake was I was trying to illustrate. I was NOT saying that YOU have dementia. What I was saying is that there can be MANY other causes for changes in our brain's anatomy, and if you are forking out all these hundreds of thousands of dollars to top specialists I would hope that they are considering potential other reasons for the physical changes in your brain. Has it been caused by Invega?? Possibly, and maybe even probably. BUT without intensive investigation you cannot rule out other non-Invega related causes.

I don't have peace. I can't relax and feel good anymore.

Please give it time and have faith, and keep posting in here for support ❤

You checked on MRI, so how severe is the damage? Did you have dementia before invega and how old are you?

He does NOT have dementia. That was something that I said in MY post when I was using my mother's MRI scans as an illustration of what different MRI images can show in the brain anatomy (my mother has early onset dementia, not @cmf77 )

most people who dont recover are older and have a weaker system and they had a shit ton of injections even people who have shit ton of injections are proved to recover too usually around a year and a half but its rare to never recover from a few injections

Can you please kindly STOP posting stuff like this that has zero statistical evidence to back it up?? It's really silly. You simply cannot spout stuff like this without knowing the solid facts. There are ways that you can say things that are your opinion such as "from what I have read, it seems to me that people who don't recover are older and have had more injections". But that's as far as you can go in terms of FACTUAL EVIDENCE. You can't make comments on people's immune systems because you don't have that information. You can't make comments like "even people who have a shit ton of injections are proven to recover" because you don't have all of that information to make the statement that anything is PROVEN. Just be a bit more mindful of how you word things, make sure that what you are saying is true and correct, and if you make any kind of statistical claim, make sure you can back it up with solid evidence.

I kinda want to die, but I still want to see if I'll get better or if it just becomes more bearable.

This is GOOD. Hold on to this ❤

doubt there is a difference in success rates with people who were psychotic vs those who werent if anything severe psychosis might decrease chance of full recovery

Again, we need evidence before we can say anything. Remember what I said in my big mega reply earlier?? We'd need to do a retrospective study on every single person in all 8 versions of this Invega thread, tally up those who got injected for genuine psychosis vs those who got injected for other symptoms, or merely for CTOs, and THEN we'd need to see how long each of their recovery periods took. And THENNNNN we'd need to do a statistical analysis on the results to be able to definitively say whether yes or no there is or is not a difference in their recovery times, and how much of a difference.
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Did ketamine yesterday… it was a weird experience. Didn’t get high but definitely had some kind of rush without the euphoria… I won’t be doing it again any time soon. Man, I feel awful. It’s so hard not to think about suicide 24/7

So you did K, against the advice of several people here, including myself, and you had a shit time, and you feel awful today. I'm really sorry that it didn't help you, or give you some kind of a good feeling that you need right now. But hopefully this just further indicates to you that unfortunately you just gotta ride this out man. No substance is going to make you feel better. In fact, pretty much any substance is going to make you feel worse and is going to slow down your recovery. I have seen it time and time and time again in these Invega threads, where people just want to get high or just want to feel good again or get some kind of relief, so they take xyz substance, and it just makes them feel worse. You just have to give this time, my friend. We are here with you ❤

get a mri brain scan

Why?? What for?

man his pineal gland is flattened and pituitary is damaged of course its impeded function from paliperidone poison

How can you say that, with 100% certainty??

i had hope consistently for 2 days but when i kept reading about his mri i have once again become hopeless

Just because one person has had an MRI showing changes in certain parts of their brain anatomy is no reason for YOU to become disheartened about YOUR recovery. Every single person's brain is different. His brain is different to yours, and whatever is going on in his brain has nothing to do with what is going on in yours. Don't freak yourself out unnecessarily dude

please bro keep going until you get that evil doctor to lose his job i hope he cant feed himself after i tried once but the mother fuckers never called back to start a lawsuit i am writing fake reviews every week against the hospital i was at they already have hundreds of horrific reviews im just making sure to add alot more until they shut down

No. Online reviews mean absolutely nothing when it comes to serious malpractice, and anything to do with adverse reactions of medications. Get off Google reviews and contact the drug manufacturer directly.

 

[InvegaAnon]

I still haven't had a period and this is worrying at this point. I don't have hormonal indicators of infertility at least, actually it shows I have a lot of eggs. Anovulation is the problem, still having elevated prolactin is a problem.

Im sure youl be ok. SSRI's are a bitch. Weed definitely helped me alot though and i see it help other people in the psych ward i was in even though the nurses got pissed at us for smoking weed

Yeah, I have good signs. I have improving sensation, I got two or three windows, and I don't have anorgasmia. The emotional symptoms got a little better too. I have an appointment to get sildenafil cream next week, but I don't know where I'm gonna get the money for it. I put art in a shop somewhere, hoping it sells. I took a commission for the vibrator I have, I only did a thumbnail for it. It's been hard to be creative, but I'm very grateful for the vibrator and my friend deserves some nice art, so I'll be using my best days for that.

 

[bowandsparrow]

I really wish there'd be an actual scientific study of whether side effects from Invega actually last long term, but for some reason the psych community doesn't seem interested in that.

 

[paliperidonevictim2005]

No no, sorry, you misunderstand me. I shouldn't have mentioned dementia...I had second thoughts about doing so because I was afraid you would mistake was I was trying to illustrate. I was NOT saying that YOU have dementia. What I was saying is that there can be MANY other causes for changes in our brain's anatomy, and if you are forking out all these hundreds of thousands of dollars to top specialists I would hope that they are considering potential other reasons for the physical changes in your brain. Has it been caused by Invega?? Possibly, and maybe even probably. BUT without intensive investigation you cannot rule out other non-Invega related causes.


Please give it time and have faith, and keep posting in here for support ❤


He does NOT have dementia. That was something that I said in MY post when I was using my mother's MRI scans as an illustration of what different MRI images can show in the brain anatomy (my mother has early onset dementia, not @cmf77 )


Can you please kindly STOP posting stuff like this that has zero statistical evidence to back it up?? It's really silly. You simply cannot spout stuff like this without knowing the solid facts. There are ways that you can say things that are your opinion such as "from what I have read, it seems to me that people who don't recover are older and have had more injections". But that's as far as you can go in terms of FACTUAL EVIDENCE. You can't make comments on people's immune systems because you don't have that information. You can't make comments like "even people who have a shit ton of injections are proven to recover" because you don't have all of that information to make the statement that anything is PROVEN. Just be a bit more mindful of how you word things, make sure that what you are saying is true and correct, and if you make any kind of statistical claim, make sure you can back it up with solid evidence.


This is GOOD. Hold on to this ❤


Again, we need evidence before we can say anything. Remember what I said in my big mega reply earlier?? We'd need to do a retrospective study on every single person in all 8 versions of this Invega thread, tally up those who got injected for genuine psychosis vs those who got injected for other symptoms, or merely for CTOs, and THEN we'd need to see how long each of their recovery periods took. And THENNNNN we'd need to do a statistical analysis on the results to be able to definitively say whether yes or no there is or is not a difference in their recovery times, and how much of a difference.
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So you did K, against the advice of several people here, including myself, and you had a shit time, and you feel awful today. I'm really sorry that it didn't help you, or give you some kind of a good feeling that you need right now. But hopefully this just further indicates to you that unfortunately you just gotta ride this out man. No substance is going to make you feel better. In fact, pretty much any substance is going to make you feel worse and is going to slow down your recovery. I have seen it time and time and time again in these Invega threads, where people just want to get high or just want to feel good again or get some kind of relief, so they take xyz substance, and it just makes them feel worse. You just have to give this time, my friend. We are here with you ❤


Why?? What for?

How can you say that, with 100% certainty??

Just because one person has had an MRI showing changes in certain parts of their brain anatomy is no reason for YOU to become disheartened about YOUR recovery. Every single person's brain is different. His brain is different to yours, and whatever is going on in his brain has nothing to do with what is going on in yours. Don't freak yourself out unnecessarily dude

No. Online reviews mean absolutely nothing when it comes to serious malpractice, and anything to do with adverse reactions of medications. Get off Google reviews and contact the drug manufacturer directly.

Once again sorry for saying that I was trying to uplift myself because I was feeling hopeless it just seems to be true it may not be tho, I was telling her to get an mri to see if damage was done it may be helpful Imma try to get one myself, I’m not 100 percent certain it’s just based off what he said it seems like it’s damaged, contacting the drug manufacturer probably won’t do shit for justice I am trying to get justice against the scumbag fuck who injected me by talking to someone here to see how I can get justice I hope I can I may not be able to sadly tho, if most people who recover had psychosis it makes me extremely fucking hopeless how will I fucking recover im only 18! And was only depressed from some horrific betrayal event that happened in my life now im losing hope! Yes it makes me hopeless when i see someone say their pituitary and pineal gland were flattened and damaged one controls sex hormones the other controls spirituality and sleep that’s important! It makes me think maybe paliperidone poison destroys these glands in most people including me! that makes me really fucking hopeless bro! i also feel hated by the mods now unlike everyone else i just try to help! Maybe I say dumb shit but it’s not my fault im fucking lobotomized!

I really wish there'd be an actual scientific study of whether side effects from Invega actually last long term, but for some reason the psych community doesn't seem interested in that.

They evil they wanna ruin people’s lives they will never wanna do a study hopefully some group of people do

 

[paliperidonevictim2005]

i think and hope baddream has fully recovered or about to be

 

[paranoid android]

Yeah, I have good signs. I have improving sensation, I got two or three windows, and I don't have anorgasmia. The emotional symptoms got a little better too. I have an appointment to get sildenafil cream next week, but I don't know where I'm gonna get the money for it. I put art in a shop somewhere, hoping it sells. I took a commission for the vibrator I have, I only did a thumbnail for it. It's been hard to be creative, but I'm very grateful for the vibrator and my friend deserves some nice art, so I'll be using my best days for that.

Glad to hear your doing better. I had horrible ED when i was on abilify and invega. I couldnt have gotten it up if you had put a gun to my head. Thankfully that was about the first thing to come back after about 3 months. Ever since i switched to zyprexa i feel like a teenager again though. My sex drive came back with a vengence