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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

BKInvegahealer said:
Yes but it comes and goes. as i said i could only get “hard” 2-3x day. could probably bust a 🥜 two times a day if i masterbated if i wanted to but the erections are not as hard as pre invega. i also wouldn’t say i reached full erection on any of my last couple boners. they are enough to masterbate but probably not hard enough to have sex. so still a long way to go but there is improvement. for a short guy i’m pretty hung at full erection but now they look average. pre invega i was hung enough to hit any size woman now idk. more concerned about hardness,attraction and horny feeling improving than watching porn and being able to get a boner. Once i’m healed i will probably get baptized and never masterbate again ❌ But another improvement is my loads are getting back to normal before it was clear and watery but now they thick again
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Sounds like the full recovery is just matter od time. Amazing to hear bro
 
Youwillrecover said:
Sounds like the full recovery is just matter od time. Amazing to hear bro
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Yes bro we will all heal and look back at these times as a small hurdle that we went through and be able to tell the story to everybody of how we were poisoned by antipsychotic drugs which negatively effected us but in the end made us stronger, wiser and tougher. They probably wouldn’t understand unless you went into specifics of what it did to us but we all know that we was truly poisoned, betrayed, and tricked by the mental institution and they’re fucked up doctors and employees. Can’t wait to see people like you and others that be active in due time coming back and truthfully telling us that they have recovered 100%. BEST REGARDS FOR EVERYONE HEALING FROM THIS. This journey is not for the weak
 
BKInvegahealer said:
Yes bro we will all heal and look back at these times as a small hurdle that we went through and be able to tell the story to everybody of how we were poisoned by antipsychotic drugs which negatively effected us but in the end made us stronger, wiser and tougher. They probably wouldn’t understand unless you went into specifics of what it did to us but we all know that we was truly poisoned, betrayed, and tricked by the mental institution and they’re fucked up doctors and employees. Can’t wait to see people like you and others that be active in due time coming back and truthfully telling us that they have recovered 100%. BEST REGARDS FOR EVERYONE HEALING FROM THIS. This journey is not for the weak
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Yeah its unreal once you go through this and realize such madness is happening and no one is doing anything about it. Its legal to force NEUROTOXIC drugs with tremendous side effects on an ilness you dont have. Its total opposite of help. They made me only more suicidal. But karma and god exist so im good knowing they will face the consequences of their actions. If not in this life then in after life. Amen.
 
BKInvegahealer said:
Yes but it comes and goes. as i said i could only get “hard” 2-3x day. could probably bust a 🥜 two times a day if i masterbated if i wanted to but the erections are not as hard as pre invega. i also wouldn’t say i reached full erection on any of my last couple boners. they are enough to masterbate but probably not hard enough to have sex. so still a long way to go but there is improvement. for a short guy i’m pretty hung at full erection but now they look average. pre invega i was hung enough to hit any size woman now idk. more concerned about hardness,attraction and horny feeling improving than watching porn and being able to get a boner. Once i’m healed i will probably get baptized and never masterbate again ❌ But another improvement is my loads are getting back to normal before it was clear and watery but now they thick again
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Hey, masturbation isn't a sin, the Catholic church is just weird.
 
InvegaAnon said:
Hey, masturbation isn't a sin, the Catholic church is just weird.
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Didn’t read the bible that much when i did try to get in to religion more but i think in some way it’s a sin but that’s in my opinion. I’m also not stopping because i just think it’s a sin, I would stop to appreciate my life form (semen) it has more to do with semen retention and the benifets of that and to be more disciplined and not just look for instant gratification all the time.Before i got injected with poison i was extremely horny at almost all times and would masturbate as much as i could just to feel good for a while till my next 🥜, anywhere even at work if i had to. So it’s really for me morally and health wise to stop. As im healing i could see me going back to my old ways as i’ve masturbated twice today when i already told myself i was going to stop. after I heal 100% from this i’m hoping to find me a girl and be in a position to start a family.So At some point masturbation just becomes a waste and pointless imo. Also got a hair transplant not too long ago as i started to lose hair when i first got put on medicine when i was 18 or 19 so by the time i heal from this poison my hair will be back and I could really go into the dating scene confident and horny again 💪🏽 already have a couple girls that want to talk to me now but i avoid it because of the situation i'm in
 
Update, everybody: Life is so wonderful. I'm resting like a baby every day. God keeps blessing me with the peace and ease I deserve, and the peace and ease everyone deserves. I pray everything keeps improving for you all. It's all happening expeditiously. I'm recovering at great rates of speed. I'm thankful even if any of it is gradual. To God be the glory. And to God be the praise :) ❤️
 
But yeah its about semen retention. Saving your lifeforce for evolvment. Im suprised so many guys here are into it
 
Peace and blessings to everyone. You're doing an excellent job. You've made it this far. Something wonderful is in store for you. Your health and happiness is important. You truly matter always. I pray you not only recover fully but that your life continues to get better every day. I love you all forever :) ❤️
 
Whats kinda hopeful is seeing many people thriving and vibing on these injections so it make them less terryfying. Not everyone are that damaged by it. Everyone reacts differently
 
The worst thing about invega and other antipsychotics is there‘s no way of knowing how many people have actually killed themselves because of the damage caused by it because the deaths aren’t reported in the news.

I keep seeing heaps of posts on Reddit of people saying they’re going to kill themselves because of it and then they’re accounts become inactive for months or years. I feel like I’m in the same category I either suffer the rest of my life or kms, I wish there was a third option to return to normal.
 
DrZaius1 said:
The worst thing about invega and other antipsychotics is there‘s no way of knowing how many people have actually killed themselves because of the damage caused by it because the deaths aren’t reported in the news.

I keep seeing heaps of posts on Reddit of people saying they’re going to kill themselves because of it and then they’re accounts become inactive for months or years. I feel like I’m in the same category I either suffer the rest of my life or kms, I wish there was a third option to return to normal.
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You focus on the negative. There are plenty recovery stories + there are people who take invega for years and they claim its good for them so 😂
 
Youwillrecover said:
You focus on the negative. There are plenty recovery stories + there are people who take invega for years and they claim its good for them so 😂
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Yeah, where are the positive stories? I haven't seen one. All I know is that these people shouldn't suffer and let these doctors get away with it. Why should these people die at the hands of these doctors???
 
Even if it does get better, then to what degree?
Obviously the antipsychotics did their damage to the brain.
Can't live like this, everything is dead, no love or passion for anything.
I'm glad to be off the injections finally so I can have an opportunity to heal from this.
Maybe Lions mane mushroom, weed or nootropics won't be enough.
Piracetam is the nootropic I might try, they say it improves blood flow to the brain and people report that it helps them very much, so I might give it a try.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
dude im reading version 4 and xepilonhell is literlly mentioning an improvement every few days like being able to enjoy shows 20% more and improving 10% every month yet he was here few days ago and said he never recovered after 3 years. Something fishy....
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Yeah i dont trust him either
 
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