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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Hey guys just wondering how do all of you pass the time in this state you’re in, I take a lot of naps and just scroll social media in bed and maybe every now and then go on my Xbox to pass the time, I’m just laying here rn wanting to cry so bad cos I want this poisonous shit out of my blood already, hope you’re all hanging on and keep going it’s got to give eventually whether you’re at 3,6,12,24,36 months!
 
invegaispain said:
June 1
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Thats not a long time at all. Took me 3 months to feel any recovery at all. At this point in my recovery i would have still had anhedonia and terrible erectile dysfunction. So dont give up hope i recovered almost everyone does in fact. A few months is fuck all in the long term youl be fine
 
cloudflare said:
Ok. I read previously that you took 10mg zyprexa. Did you feel zombified or any numbing effects at all while on it?
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I still take it and get no side effects from it really. Doesent make me drowsy at all. I can een trp on shrooms if i take a day or 2 off. Tripped hard last month and plan to again in a week or 2 maybe
 
paranoid android said:
Thats not a long time at all. Took me 3 months to feel any recovery at all. At this point in my recovery i would have still had anhedonia and terrible erectile dysfunction. So dont give up hope i recovered almost everyone does in fact. A few months is fuck all in the long term youl be fine
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It took me 26.5 months to not feel any recovery but only get worse over time..
 
hey guys! i rarely check this forum anymore but i am doing SO much better with my life, anhedonia-wise. it honestly feels like i am a phoenix who has risen through the ashes.

i am looking for employment at the moment and i am also talking to a girl romantically. i was suffering so much before and never imagined i would be in a place like this, ever.

i have been avoiding this forum for mental health reasons but i have still been checking up on people because you guys are important to me, i still have some issues with sleep caused by a reaction to another medicationbut i assure you, my life is MUCH more livable now.

big shoutout to @IOSIP, whose recovery story was my lifeline, paranoid for being an awesome mod, @trueart for answering my questions and being a role model for me, and @Invegatorture as well. there are also some other people here whose names i have forgotten, but thank you all.

i will make sure to make another post on christmas to show how i am doingbut i barely think about invega anymore. the level of resilience i have shown through invega and also pssd feels like a miracle. i remember making a prayer asking god to help me, and i think he answered.

i still have some trauma from this experience, i have a lifelong grudge against shrinks/psychs and wish to declare war on them but that is not possible. i will see if i can find a lawyer to do something in honour of the lives taken by this poison.

i know my trauma will lessen over time, it already has to some extent and it does not define me as a person.

much love everyone <3
 
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Invegatorment said:
User rawbanana got one in v11 of the thread before he took his life, but he was on Sustenna (1 month), not Trinza. Hopefully this is useful to you:


https://www.bluelight.org/community...iperidone-injections-v11.949384/post-16333006


https://www.bluelight.org/community...iperidone-injections-v11.949384/post-16330586


https://www.bluelight.org/community...iperidone-injections-v11.949384/post-16329631
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raw banana took injects in glutes, which makes it last longer sadly and showing emotions is a sign of recovery.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
raw banana took injects in glutes, which makes it last longer sadly and showing emotions is a sign of recovery.
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I don’t know you man but I’m super glad you recovered can I ask you how long it took before you noticed some recovery though man? And also was it Instant or bit by bit, anyway thanks for coming back and enjoy your new found life bro!
 
recovery100£ said:
I don’t know you man but I’m super glad you recovered can I ask you how long it took before you noticed some recovery though man? And also was it Instant or bit by bit, anyway thanks for coming back and enjoy your new found life bro!
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it took bit by bit, my recovery was delayed because i had a reaction to unrelated medication but i would have recovered way earlier.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
hey guys! i rarely check this forum anymore but i am doing SO much better with my life, anhedonia-wise. it honestly feels like i am a phoenix who has risen through the ashes.

i am looking for employment at the moment and i am also talking to a girl romantically. i was suffering so much before and never imagined i would be in a place like this, ever.

i have been avoiding this forum for mental health reasons but i have still been checking up on people because you guys are important to me, i still have some issues with sleep caused by a reaction to another medicationbut i assure you, my life is MUCH more livable now.

big shoutout to @IOSIP, whose recovery story was my lifeline, paranoid for being an awesome mod, @trueart for answering my questions and being a role model for me, and @Invegatorture as well. there are also some other people here whose names i have forgotten, but thank you all.

i will make sure to make another post on christmas to show how i am doingbut i barely think about invega anymore. the level of resilience i have shown through invega and also pssd feels like a miracle. i remember making a prayer asking god to help me, and i think he answered.

i still have some trauma from this experience, i have a lifelong grudge against shrinks/psychs and wish to declare war on them but that is not possible. i will see if i can find a lawyer to do something in honour of the lives taken by this poison.

i know my trauma will lessen over time, it already has to some extent and it does not define me as a person.

much love everyone <3
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not fair, i remember you we both got injected around the same time? 14 months ago? I'm still recovering feeling pretty anhedonic, i don't know they really wanted to kill me with the injection they give me, they said it was susstena I think but it feel like trinza.
though today i felt a tiny bit less anhedonic.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
hey guys! i rarely check this forum anymore but i am doing SO much better with my life, anhedonia-wise. it honestly feels like i am a phoenix who has risen through the ashes.

i am looking for employment at the moment and i am also talking to a girl romantically. i was suffering so much before and never imagined i would be in a place like this, ever.

i have been avoiding this forum for mental health reasons but i have still been checking up on people because you guys are important to me, i still have some issues with sleep caused by a reaction to another medicationbut i assure you, my life is MUCH more livable now.

big shoutout to @IOSIP, whose recovery story was my lifeline, paranoid for being an awesome mod, @trueart for answering my questions and being a role model for me, and @Invegatorture as well. there are also some other people here whose names i have forgotten, but thank you all.

i will make sure to make another post on christmas to show how i am doingbut i barely think about invega anymore. the level of resilience i have shown through invega and also pssd feels like a miracle. i remember making a prayer asking god to help me, and i think he answered.

i still have some trauma from this experience, i have a lifelong grudge against shrinks/psychs and wish to declare war on them but that is not possible. i will see if i can find a lawyer to do something in honour of the lives taken by this poison.

i know my trauma will lessen over time, it already has to some extent and it does not define me as a person.

much love everyone <3
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Great to hear mate! Enjoy life 🙏
 
I'm at a more demanding retail job now and sometimes I feel really dumb and brain foggy. I'm going to quit weed after October so we'll see if it's my dumb weed addiction or leftover effects from psychiatric drugs.

I'm going to attempt to learn how to drive, but I also noticed I probably have heavily masked dyspraxia and I'm nervous about learning a new physical skill that carries so much danger. It's masked because I learned how to dance and draw and I got really good at learning how to ride a bike, but I have coordination issues even if I can be coordinated. If I want to move carefully, I have to become very aware of what I'm doing and move like a robot or a dancer.

I'm doing really well, I'm missing some emotional depth and libido and sensation still. PSSD sucks even when it's mild.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
hey guys! i rarely check this forum anymore but i am doing SO much better with my life, anhedonia-wise. it honestly feels like i am a phoenix who has risen through the ashes.

i am looking for employment at the moment and i am also talking to a girl romantically. i was suffering so much before and never imagined i would be in a place like this, ever.

i have been avoiding this forum for mental health reasons but i have still been checking up on people because you guys are important to me, i still have some issues with sleep caused by a reaction to another medicationbut i assure you, my life is MUCH more livable now.

big shoutout to @IOSIP, whose recovery story was my lifeline, paranoid for being an awesome mod, @trueart for answering my questions and being a role model for me, and @Invegatorture as well. there are also some other people here whose names i have forgotten, but thank you all.

i will make sure to make another post on christmas to show how i am doingbut i barely think about invega anymore. the level of resilience i have shown through invega and also pssd feels like a miracle. i remember making a prayer asking god to help me, and i think he answered.

i still have some trauma from this experience, i have a lifelong grudge against shrinks/psychs and wish to declare war on them but that is not possible. i will see if i can find a lawyer to do something in honour of the lives taken by this poison.

i know my trauma will lessen over time, it already has to some extent and it does not define me as a person.

much love everyone <3
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How many shots of Invega you took? And the amount ? I had two high doses, last one on June 6 and I can’t do anything.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
hey guys! i rarely check this forum anymore but i am doing SO much better with my life, anhedonia-wise. it honestly feels like i am a phoenix who has risen through the ashes.

i am looking for employment at the moment and i am also talking to a girl romantically. i was suffering so much before and never imagined i would be in a place like this, ever.

i have been avoiding this forum for mental health reasons but i have still been checking up on people because you guys are important to me, i still have some issues with sleep caused by a reaction to another medicationbut i assure you, my life is MUCH more livable now.

big shoutout to @IOSIP, whose recovery story was my lifeline, paranoid for being an awesome mod, @trueart for answering my questions and being a role model for me, and @Invegatorture as well. there are also some other people here whose names i have forgotten, but thank you all.

i will make sure to make another post on christmas to show how i am doingbut i barely think about invega anymore. the level of resilience i have shown through invega and also pssd feels like a miracle. i remember making a prayer asking god to help me, and i think he answered.

i still have some trauma from this experience, i have a lifelong grudge against shrinks/psychs and wish to declare war on them but that is not possible. i will see if i can find a lawyer to do something in honour of the lives taken by this poison.

i know my trauma will lessen over time, it already has to some extent and it does not define me as a person.

much love everyone <3
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I had a fuckload of trauma when i got out of the psych ward regarding shrinks and nurses. I still dont trust nurses and probably never will again. Im ok with shrinks though as my shrink is pretty generous with the benzos and z drugs so i wont say to much bad about him. He actually does give a shit and got me out of the psych ward asap so im greatful for that

When i first got out of the psych ward i didnt think i was going to get prescribed anything fun again. They made it very clear to me in there that junkie was written on my record. But after bmy first talk with my shrink outside the psych ward i got put back on clonazepam thank fuck. Now im scripted clonaz for generalized anxiety, bromazepam for panic attacks and zopiclone for insomnia

Fuck those nazis in the psych ward though thats where my trauma comes from. They make the whole eperience way more traumatic then it need
 
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