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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

JSteban7 said:
The problem with assisted suicide is to get it approved. You need evidence of several treatments done. I already contacted Dignitas in Switzerland and even paid the initial fee for them to evaluate my documents. I have found people online who say Pegasus and Athanasious are easier to work with but the cost still around 15,000 USD to make it happen just like Dignitas. Dignitas requires 4,000 USD to submit the application, after their initial evaluation, for them to contact the Swiss Physician and they still don’t guarantee approval. So you could lose 4,000. I will try to get a few medical treatments done in the next months to a year and submit it because if this does not heal I don’t want to live like this for years. I feel like a zombie, heavy, tired all the time.
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Idk what to say, it’s a lot of money, i can’t kill myself, i don’t even know how to do it quick without suffering
 
recovery100£ said:
Hey paranoid, I’m at just over 3 months now and just waiting for things to keep improving what did you notice improved first if you don’t mind me asking and was it suddenly or bit by bit? Hope you’re good man!
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Thankfully i waset on risperdal that long. Shit made my heart feel weird. I was on invega which is much the same thing though and didnt notice recovery until about the 3rd month mark
 
paranoid android said:
Thankfully i waset on risperdal that long. Shit made my heart feel weird. I was on invega which is much the same thing though and didnt notice recovery until about the 3rd month mark
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Yeh I’ve healed from risperidone too before it was a nasty drug as well but I had 1 shot of invega and 6 abilify shots so I’m hoping for something soon, can I ask what kept you going while you were waiting brother?
 
recovery100£ said:
Yeh I’ve healed from risperidone too before it was a nasty drug as well but I had 1 shot of invega and 6 abilify shots so I’m hoping for something soon, can I ask what kept you going while you were waiting brother?
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Basically the knowledge that i would get better. I also had abilify after about 3 months of invega injections. Fuck that shit to
 
recovery100£ said:
Yeh I’ve healed from risperidone too before it was a nasty drug as well but I had 1 shot of invega and 6 abilify shots so I’m hoping for something soon, can I ask what kept you going while you were waiting brother?
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The other option is suicide so basically you don’t have any choice beside enduring the siege second by second, day by day..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
The other option is suicide so basically you don’t have any choice beside enduring the siege second by second, day by day..
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Yeh I know man it beyond sucks, it’s excruciating boredom mixed with wants of sadness because I’m wasting my life when everyone else doesn’t know what it feels like at all, keep going man that’s all we can do tbh
 
So I think my libido hasn’t recovered because I might lack minerals like zinc which makes sense since my mood stabilizer is known for lowering zinc levels . I’m going to start taking zinc to see if my libido comes back as low zinc is correlated to low libido .
 
recovery100£ said:
Yeh I’ve healed from risperidone too before it was a nasty drug as well but I had 1 shot of invega and 6 abilify shots so I’m hoping for something soon, can I ask what kept you going while you were waiting brother?
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I was on the Risperidone max dose for pills and honestly it turned me into a zombie. I found it hard to talk.

Another time I was put on olanzapine and haloperidol pills together and they melted my brain. I can't put into words how fucked up I was.
 
lostsoulowen said:
3 days before 14 months i still feel 99 precent lobotomized, I'm going to check testosterone and proclatin
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Get your testosterone, prolactin and estradiol checked. Invega and abilify fucking nuked my testosterone. Luckily the problem is easily fixed with TRT
 
paranoid android said:
Get your testosterone, prolactin and estradiol checked. Invega and abilify fucking nuked my testosterone. Luckily the problem is easily fixed with TRT
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i already checked my i don't trust my country maybe they fake the results, gonna check again today, thank for you the suggestion.
I'm also thinking of doing high resolution t5 mri in Vietnam.
 
lostsoulowen said:
i already checked my i don't trust my country maybe they fake the results, gonna check again today, thank for you the suggestion.
I'm also thinking of doing high resolution t5 mri in Vietnam.
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Wouldnt hurt to get tested again. Test levels fluctuate anyway

A high resuloton mri isnt a bad idea either
 
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