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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

I just feel I'm starting to heal at 10 months and 20 days. 10 month definitely the biggest jump so far, life seem more livable by the day, but it's still a struggle.
 
Maybe it's just my imagination, but I feel like my nervous system and brain are literally coming back to life with each passing week. Today I noticed that my eyes react differently to daylight. They seem to have become more sensitive, and I instinctively want to squint when the sunlight hits them, just like I used to. I've also noticed a change in how I react to loud sounds. Before, they felt flat, and I barely paid any attention to them. For example, if I was lying in my room, noises coming from another room hardly registered. Now it's the opposite—loud sounds before bed make me flinch slightly and seem much louder, almost as if my brain is processing them again instead of ignoring them like it has for the past several months. Maybe these are just small things, but they feel like part of the recovery to me. I find myself paying attention to every little change I notice
 
Beef liver is the number 1 superfood on earth called “nature’s multivitamin” it is one of the most if not the most nutrient dense food on earth it packs a highly bioavailable punch of essential nutrients like vitamin b12 (has over the daily needed amount of vitamin b12 in just 1 serving) vitamin a, heme iron (the most easily absorbed form of iron which prevents fatigue and anemia) copper, folate, choline, etc eat it to help boost recovery to the max
 
I now have mild anhedonia from using thc in extremely high doses everyday for 2 years and some months (300mg thc distillate edibles a day plus half a cart a day) I got severely sick from a cheap distillate cart branded as live resin so I chilled out and recovered from the addiction but I find that I felt much better 6-12 months off of invega than now now I have uncontrollable dark anger a huge crash out nothing to lose type mentality and only have the energy to lay in bed and daydream about things that make me happy and listen to music as I’m IP banned as a false flagged bot on one social media platform and I logged out of Snapchat because I got tired of it and felt it would lead to my premature death bc friends were pressuring me to hang out and do dumb things with them and all the other social medias are boring bc I have like no one to talk to on them and maybe just me having very few people in my life is contributing to this too idfk
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
Beef liver is the number 1 superfood on earth called “nature’s multivitamin” it is one of the most if not the most nutrient dense food on earth it packs a highly bioavailable punch of essential nutrients like vitamin b12 (has over the daily needed amount of vitamin b12 in just 1 serving) vitamin a, heme iron (the most easily absorbed form of iron which prevents fatigue and anemia) copper, folate, choline, etc eat it to help boost recovery to the max
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That's a good suggestion! My doctor actually recommended that I eat beef liver because I developed anemia
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
I also feel like my nervous system body and brain is very restless and didn’t feel like that during those months
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I've heard from some people that after Invega their sensations and emotions—including restlessness—actually became more intense than before over time. That doesn't happen to everyone, but there may be an explanation for it. It's thought to be related to the brain's compensatory mechanisms after it has been suppressed for such a long time by a long-acting antipsychotic. From what I've read, this usually settles down with time
 
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