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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

My depression got so bad, I don't know what's happening to me... I hope I can reach for help, I sadly can't wait more months like this :( I also am grateful there is the help of medication available to me at the moment
 
chima said:
My depression got so bad, I don't know what's happening to me... I hope I can reach for help, I sadly can't wait more months like this :( I also am grateful there is the help of medication available to me at the moment
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I'm really sorry you're going through this. It's okay to need help — that's not weakness, that's survival. Please reach out. You're not alone. Do you have anyone nearby who can sit with you right now, or someone you can call?
 
InnerReturn said:
I'm really sorry you're going through this. It's okay to need help — that's not weakness, that's survival. Please reach out. You're not alone. Do you have anyone nearby who can sit with you right now, or someone you can call?
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Thank you very much! I live with my parents. Thank you very much. I pray we can all recover
 
chima said:
These past days have been heavy, but the weeks before I had hope I can wait. I am spending now my whole day on bed scrolling youtube and not feeling good about it 😅
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It's okay to have days like this. It doesn't erase the hope you had before. You're not failing — you're just in a hard wave. And waves pass. Please don't feel guilty about just surviving right now. That's enough

Even lying in bed, scrolling YouTube — that's your brain still reaching out
 
anonymoususer777 said:
How do you determine free testosterone?
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Free testosterone is usually not measured directly — it's calculated. To calculate it, you need blood test results for total testosterone, SHBG, and sometimes albumin. Make sure to take the test in the morning (7–10 AM) on an empty stomach. It's also recommended to repeat the test at least twice, because testosterone levels can fluctuate. The most accurate method to measure free testosterone is equilibrium dialysis, but it's expensive and not widely available. Most labs use calculated free testosterone instead — that's considered more reliable than the direct 'analogue' free testosterone test
 
mona21 said:
13 months from last injection, yet not recovered… I have nothing left to say . Just leaving my monthly update here as long as I am here.
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I'm really sorry... I'm mostly bedridden at the 4th month, I can't imagine waiting more... Have you tried seeking out treatment? I'll keep you updated if something works for me
 
chima said:
I'm really sorry... I'm mostly bedridden at the 4th month, I can't imagine waiting more... Have you tried seeking out treatment? I'll keep you updated if something works for mif
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If you guys want to recover you have tk move around more.
 
Treedoctor said:
18 months since last injection, everything recovered other than libido and just more grey world.

The world isn't as colorful as before. But it is ok it is new normal now.

Maybe giving up dating girl would make me feel better.
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how many doses did you take?
 
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