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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Hey guys just wanted to update on my progress. It's coming up on 2 years since my last injection, and I have come a long long way. Went through a 3rd psychosis and am now taking 200mgs of clozapine and 25mg of Zoloft. I can say I'm comfortable and grateful to be alive. If I recovered there's a very high chance you guys will too, at my lowest I didn't think it was possible but I overcame it. God bless
 
Harmedbypsychward said:
Hey guys just wanted to update on my progress. It's coming up on 2 years since my last injection, and I have come a long long way. Went through a 3rd psychosis and am now taking 200mgs of clozapine and 25mg of Zoloft. I can say I'm comfortable and grateful to be alive. If I recovered there's a very high chance you guys will too, at my lowest I didn't think it was possible but I overcame it. God bless
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Glad to hear. Clozapine is supposed to work great to
 
Harmedbypsychward said:
Hey guys just wanted to update on my progress. It's coming up on 2 years since my last injection, and I have come a long long way. Went through a 3rd psychosis and am now taking 200mgs of clozapine and 25mg of Zoloft. I can say I'm comfortable and grateful to be alive. If I recovered there's a very high chance you guys will too, at my lowest I didn't think it was possible but I overcame it. God bless
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If it’s not too personal, what caused the 3rd psychosis?
 
Watching near death experiences, wow idk before I off my self should I do lsd ? I had drug induced psychosis idk it’s gonna fuck it up or no but anyway I’m gonna die so it’s worth to try to see what happens
 
maybe try cialis too; might just pump you up, what's to lose? you also gonna trip on LSD. makes me want to take a couple grams of mushies












































































































































































































I cant get myself to get implants; not that I could afford them 80k unless I go to Peru or something like that.
 
Did hearing test and tinnitus test, after 6 months i still have the same hearing loss and the same tinnitus, they want 4’000$ - 7’000$ for that thing that cover the tinnitus with white noise and improve my hearing. These injections ruined my hearing and caused tinnitus to me.
 
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Damn.. I was completely healthy and normal, i just had some panic attacks, and they injected the shit out of me, letting me disabled and damaged Beyond a point where not even 20 months after the harm i’am healed.. Starting to take suicide seriously.. I can’t even talk about “suicide” because it’s only a matter of finishing what they did for the half, they killed me but left me alive, just agonizing day after day.. it’s not going to look nice for me guys.. i feel i won’t never recover, the chemical shock they inflict to my brain it’s way too deep and extended that there is no way back…
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Damn.. I was completely healthy and normal, i just had some panic attacks, and they injected the shit out of me, letting me disabled and damaged Beyond a point where not even 20 months after the harm i’am healed.. Starting to take suicide seriously.. I can’t even talk about “suicide” because it’s only a matter of finishing what they did for the half, they killed me but left me alive, just agonizing day after day.. it’s not going to look nice for me guys.. i feel i won’t never recover, the chemical shock they inflict to my brain it’s way too deep and extended that there is no way back…
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You should try to find a way to get medicine without the doctor
 
this is meant as comedic in a dark place. so please don't take offense.

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^^^^ Maybe. It sounded more like an opinion.

Stay sound and informed. Your Health really is Everything. <3<3<3<3💫
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I don’t even know what I have, how i can play with random medicine without knowing what issue I have to treat?
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You are suffering from the damages inflicted by those awful drugs. You can ask r/antipsychiatry on how to get them and if there's any medicine they know about. You should try getting dopamine agonists and stimulants for now. Those doctors You met are awful.
 
Matthew01 said:
You are suffering from the damages inflicted by those awful drugs. You can ask r/antipsychiatry on how to get them and if there's any medicine they know about. You should try getting dopamine agonists and stimulants for now. Those doctors You met are awful.
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I already have severe anxiety how i’am supposed to take dopamine agonist and stimulants? I tried with buproprion, it give me more anxiety, loss of appetite and insomnia..
 
Do people really recover they pre-injections-self or they just reach a point where they can compensate the loss and just live a functional life?
 
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