No. Don’t waste your time.
I came to read the article, but at the end, how we can heal the damage they did to us? When you said “you work only at your 20%” you got me because it’s exactly like that, before I was able to function at my 100% but after my only two injections of risperdal consta 50mg handled out of punishment and without a real need i’am locked into that 20% only and i cannot anymore reach my 100% (and yesterday i hit the 20th month after the harm but here i’am still at my 20%)Hey. I wrote an article on this topic of discussion. here's a link to it on the BL articles section. A unique thread is going to be found soon in BAD bluelight article discussion.
Thanks for reading. I'm not saying psychoactive and psychedelic drugs are the answer. because many can't get high on those anymore after these shots. But they significantly improved my quality of life.
The fact is that one person realize it when it’s already too late, like me; They said “it’s just and injection so you don’t have to take pills, it’s way better, you have to repeat it every 2 weeks”. So I did the injection in order to be able to left the psych ward, knowing i won’t do the second one, but it was already too late because once i got shot with the first one all my capability to think and to have my free will to say NO at the second one were gone, completely. I did the second one, but the sympthoms never went away, not even after 20 months.
Ok but why i’am not recovered after 20 months?
It’s impossible to prove the harm i have it’s linked to the injections, is not even possible to show the harm even before linking it to the injections, this is a war lost at the beginning.
I think it’s helping actually, I’ve been in a better mood lately and feeling more motivated. Just bought some supplies to start a craft project. I’ve also lost 10 pounds in the past 6 months without any change to my diet or lifestyle so things are slowly going back to normal even if it doesn’t feel like it sometimes.
