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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

The pressure on the head that these injections left some people with need to be studied, this is a torture tool, not a medicine.

And the tinnitus, how on earth can they cause permanent ring noise inside someone’s head? Wow.. The years and the amount of money and effort they had put in order to manufacture something like that..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
The pressure on the head that these injections left some people with need to be studied, this is a torture tool, not a medicine.

And the tinnitus, how on earth can they cause permanent ring noise inside someone’s head? Wow.. The years and the amount of money and effort they had put in order to manufacture something like that..
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The pressure feels like if a machine is crushing the skull to the outside from the inside in both right and left direction and also in the upper head, just awesome.. How they managed to did all this at once it’s a miracle of biochemical.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Recovery from invega isnt linear, symptoms fluctuate a lot and there are waves and windows.
I could not feel euphoria until month 7. I feel better than before, i am sure you will be feeling better than you do right now in a few months too. Some people improve at a slower rate but they improve nonetheless.
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Would you tell me how you have euphoria in 7 months when you have depression and anhedonia? It’s impossible to be euphoric and depressed! Everyday I think about how I can’t communicate and be chatty like before, only because drug is still in my body after almost 6 months? Man I wish I could tolerate it , it’s getting impossible day by day, I’m scared I end up like Luke who offed himself because he couldn’t wait longer because of his symptoms
 
moerez said:
Would you tell me how you have euphoria in 7 months when you have depression and anhedonia? It’s impossible to be euphoric and depressed! Everyday I think about how I can’t communicate and be chatty like before, only because drug is still in my body after almost 6 months? Man I wish I could tolerate it , it’s getting impossible day by day, I’m scared I end up like Luke who offed himself because he couldn’t wait longer because of his symptoms
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Euphoric feelings were blocked by invega because it blocks your happy chemicals i:e serotonin etc. Once the block starts lifting you feel euphoric from time to time. Depression remains and keeps coming back especially during withdrawals. Anhedonia is caused by dopamine blockade which isn't fully lifted.
Recovery is not linear, lots of symptoms come back in waves.
 
@Trueart2 Got the job broski u the GOAT. its a 3 month contract collecting data for an AI company and data anlysis at home the only shitty part is the factory for the AI work is 55 km away but gas will be reimbursed and ill be working as a subcontractor and after 3 months theyll see if they will hire me full time
 
I barely remember what happend like 2 days ago, or even yesterday, are you guys same as me or it’s just me that can’t have memory function at all?
 
Abilify2mg said:
@Trueart2 Got the job broski u the GOAT. its a 3 month contract collecting data for an AI company and data anlysis at home the only shitty part is the factory for the AI work is 55 km away but gas will be reimbursed and ill be working as a subcontractor and after 3 months theyll see if they will hire me full time
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Good job man! They offered it on the spot? 55 KM is awful that’s 35 miles USA. You’re spending a hour driving to work, glad you got the gas reimbursed. How often do you have to go to the factory? I’d say get off blue light entirely except maybe once a week and focus in on this job. Sounds like it pays decently well.
 
Trueart2 said:
Good job man! They offered it on the spot? 55 KM is awful that’s 35 miles USA. You’re spending a hour driving to work, glad you got the gas reimbursed. How often do you have to go to the factory? I’d say get off blue light entirely except maybe once a week and focus in on this job. Sounds like it pays decently well.
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not on the spot, the 2nd round was 9 am and by 3pm i get a call with an offer. It doesnt pay a ton but i make 1200 a month from disability and this job is 50k a year i triple my salary basically. its maybe 3-4 times a week to do the AI shit on site but gas is reimbursed i dont mind tbh cuz i can listen to music or podcasts while driving so i dont mind but yeah ill focus on that im not on this site 24/7 maybe once or twice a day
 
Abilify2mg said:
not on the spot, the 2nd round was 9 am and by 3pm i get a call with an offer. It doesnt pay a ton but i make 1200 a month from disability and this job is 50k a year i triple my salary basically. its maybe 3-4 times a week to do the AI shit on site but gas is reimbursed i dont mind tbh cuz i can listen to music or podcasts while driving so i dont mind but yeah ill focus on that im not on this site 24/7 maybe once or twice a day
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50k Canadian or USD(I assume Canadian).

Thats not bad if you’re getting paid 1200 Canadian + 4.1k a month you’re getting 5.3k a month or close to 64.5k pre tax.
 
Trueart2 said:
50k Canadian or USD(I assume Canadian).

Thats not bad if you’re getting paid 1200 Canadian + 4.1k a month you’re getting 5.3k a month or close to 64.5k pre tax.
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canadian , my sister makes 80k and barley gets by with 3 kids but I make 50k single so its enough for me tbh i was already living just fine at 1200 a month i spent 300 on bills and the rest on food but now i will be able to save up more , pay off debt and possibly travel later on. I just wish my anhedonia goes away this year 😞
 
Abilify2mg said:
canadian , my sister makes 80k and barley gets by with 3 kids but I make 50k single so its enough for me tbh i was already living just fine at 1200 a month i spent 300 on bills and the rest on food but now i will be able to save up more , pay off debt and possibly travel later on. I just wish my anhedonia goes away this year 😞
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Dude if you can work ur recovery wasn’t 0 percent
What kinda symptoms u still dealing with
 
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