Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

[Deleted member 592205]

Well i never had psychosis in my life, never had so called “black out” as occour during psychosis, meaning that you won’t remember what you did or what was going on. I neither never had delusions or paranoia or things like that, i got misdiagnosed as usually happen when you fall into a piece of shit shrink, and not a good welling and noble shrink, and got injected out of nothing just to be able to leave the psych ward where they were keept me as a hostage more than an patient.

I’am not depressed, i can’t feel emotions (it’s very rare when i can feel anger or sadness that both lead me to cry) but most of the time i don’t have emotions. I feel anxiety h24 basically and fear of non recovering the more the time goes on and the less improvements occour beside the long run (19 months).

Motivation is inexistant, i cant subscribe to a gym to exercise due to lack of motivation, and i don’t want to waste money, sometimes i can play videogames but not because i enjoy doing so but because it’s just better than starring at the floor and chain-smoking cigarets.

It happened that i felt that nicotine rush 2 times in the last 2 weeks, i was able to feel the cigaret while i was smoking it and only one time happened i felt the morning coffee (also 2 week ago).

Actually usa and israel just attacked Iran out of a deliberate aggression of a sovergin country of the UN and Iran strike back some country and usa’s military bases around the middle east but I don’t give a fuck i’am not even following that shit meanwhile before the injections the geopolitics was a real thing for me and i was carefully following every things.

Tinnitus make me wake up around 5-6 AM, i can’t sleep or nap during daytime and i can’t feel tiredness even if i’am up to 5AM to 10PM. I take mirtazapine to fall asleep and i have severe anxiety h24, panic attacks and other issues. My whole stamina dropped below zero, it’s like if i’am a 70yo instead a 29yo.

But i keep going, i had a “out of nowhere” improvement on the altered state of consciousness and awareness at 8.5 months, then a second one at 15.5 months, so I’am waiting another one around 22-24 months.

Maybe i will take 2-3 years for me to recover, idk, i do what i can until that day and that’s more than enough, sometimes forcing yourself it’s not a good thing, i just let my body and brain let me know what I have to do in the moment. Sometimes i can enjoy music, sometimes it’s only surviving second after seconds, idk..

 

[demileigh]

Well i never had psychosis in my life, never had so called “black out” as occour during psychosis, meaning that you won’t remember what you did or what was going on. I neither never had delusions or paranoia or things like that, i got misdiagnosed as usually happen when you fall into a piece of shit shrink, and not a good welling and noble shrink, and got injected out of nothing just to be able to leave the psych ward where they were keept me as a hostage more than an patient.

I’am not depressed, i can’t feel emotions (it’s very rare when i can feel anger or sadness that both lead me to cry) but most of the time i don’t have emotions. I feel anxiety h24 basically and fear of non recovering the more the time goes on and the less improvements occour beside the long run (19 months).

Motivation is inexistant, i cant subscribe to a gym to exercise due to lack of motivation, and i don’t want to waste money, sometimes i can play videogames but not because i enjoy doing so but because it’s just better than starring at the floor and chain-smoking cigarets.

It happened that i felt that nicotine rush 2 times in the last 2 weeks, i was able to feel the cigaret while i was smoking it and only one time happened i felt the morning coffee (also 2 week ago).

Actually usa and israel just attacked Iran out of a deliberate aggression of a sovergin country of the UN and Iran strike back some country and usa’s military bases around the middle east but I don’t give a fuck i’am not even following that shit meanwhile before the injections the geopolitics was a real thing for me and i was carefully following every things.

Tinnitus make me wake up around 5-6 AM, i can’t sleep or nap during daytime and i can’t feel tiredness even if i’am up to 5AM to 10PM. I take mirtazapine to fall asleep and i have severe anxiety h24, panic attacks and other issues. My whole stamina dropped below zero, it’s like if i’am a 70yo instead a 29yo.

But i keep going, i had a “out of nowhere” improvement on the altered state of consciousness and awareness at 8.5 months, then a second one at 15.5 months, so I’am waiting another one around 22-24 months.

Maybe i will take 2-3 years for me to recover, idk, i do what i can until that day and that’s more than enough, sometimes forcing yourself it’s not a good thing, i just let my body and brain let me know what I have to do in the moment. Sometimes i can enjoy music, sometimes it’s only surviving second after seconds, idk..

I remember pretty much everything from my episodes of psychosis except the part where once I get to the hospital then admitted into the psych ward. I have no memory of actually entering the ward even when I remember initially going to the hospital… it’s weird as.

Don’t take anything I said personally man, that’s just my opinion and I don’t think it really applies to you as I’m talking about invega not risperdal… the only thing I know about risperidone is that my autistic niece takes it because she gets aggressive and it works well for her but even then I’m sure it’s different as an injection.

Honestly if you’re sitting around chain-smoking, have no motivation to join a gym and all that then your problem is more than likely something to do with your dopamine receptors which could simply just mean you need to get active / find a way to remodel your brains reward system but also no offence still being in the psych ward is insane and believing that anyone there is going to help you is delusional as fuck.

There’s nothing wrong with forcing yourself to do the things you need to do like clean, look after yourself and exercise… rarely does motivation just magically come out of nowhere, motivation mostly comes about once you get something started not before you do. Not doing something because you don’t have motivation is just a lame excuse.

 

[Matthew01]

I remember pretty much everything from my episodes of psychosis except the part where once I get to the hospital then admitted into the psych ward. I have no memory of actually entering the ward even when I remember initially going to the hospital… it’s weird as.

Don’t take anything I said personally man, that’s just my opinion and I don’t think it really applies to you as I’m talking about invega not risperdal… the only thing I know about risperidone is that my autistic niece takes it because she gets aggressive and it works well for her but even then I’m sure it’s different as an injection.

Honestly if you’re sitting around chain-smoking, have no motivation to join a gym and all that then your problem is more than likely something to do with your dopamine receptors which could simply just mean you need to get active / find a way to remodel your brains reward system but also no offence still being in the psych ward is insane and believing that anyone there is going to help you is delusional as fuck.

There’s nothing wrong with forcing yourself to do the things you need to do like clean, look after yourself and exercise… rarely does motivation just magically come out of nowhere, motivation mostly comes about once you get something started not before you do. Not doing something because you don’t have motivation is just a lame excuse.

"Not doing something because you don’t have motivation is just a lame excuse"
He's suffering from a severe brain injury,dopamine is responsible for motivation

 

[demileigh]

"Not doing something because you don’t have motivation is just a lame excuse"
He's suffering from a severe brain injury,dopamine is responsible for motivation

ffs. a severe brain injury is a like a stroke or a brain tumor, severe is when oxygen isn’t flowing to the brain type shit and I guarantee if he was suffering from a severe brain injury he would be in a different part of a hospital not the psych ward.
people who suffer with mental health can do more damage to their brain by smoking/drinking/using drugs, eating unhealthy and not exercising enough than what antipsychotics can do so like I said bro, not doing something because you don’t have motivation is a lame excuse.

must i add that people who have used antipsychotics off label have experienced psychotic episodes/ psychosis from the antipsychotics with no prior history so saying you’re falsely diagnosed or were given a drug you didn’t need doesn’t excuse you from being a nut job.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

ffs. a severe brain injury is a like a stroke or a brain tumor, severe is when oxygen isn’t flowing to the brain type shit and I guarantee if he was suffering from a severe brain injury he would be in a different part of a hospital not the psych ward.
people who suffer with mental health can do more damage to their brain by smoking/drinking/using drugs, eating unhealthy and not exercising enough than what antipsychotics can do so like I said bro, not doing something because you don’t have motivation is a lame excuse.

must i add that people who have used antipsychotics off label have experienced psychotic episodes/ psychosis from the antipsychotics with no prior history so saying you’re falsely diagnosed or were given a drug you didn’t need doesn’t excuse you from being a nut job.

Blocking 80% D2 Dopamine, 80% Serotonine 5HT2A, α1, α2, GABA, Norandrenaline, and many other receptors to the brain of a healthy and normal person with depot injections at the maximum aviable dose, can result into a serious brain injury, as you can see, 19 months after the injury i’am still suffering.

I repeat: injecting someone healthy and normal with antipsychotics Will lead to ZERO benefits and only harming his brain that was normally working.

I read somewhere that KGB, CIA, and many other secret services used that to torture or even obliterate their political Prisoners. Because they know such pain and agony they will inflict by doing that.

 

[Matthew01]

ffs. a severe brain injury is a like a stroke or a brain tumor, severe is when oxygen isn’t flowing to the brain type shit and I guarantee if he was suffering from a severe brain injury he would be in a different part of a hospital not the psych ward.
people who suffer with mental health can do more damage to their brain by smoking/drinking/using drugs, eating unhealthy and not exercising enough than what antipsychotics can do so like I said bro, not doing something because you don’t have motivation is a lame excuse.

must i add that people who have used antipsychotics off label have experienced psychotic episodes/ psychosis from the antipsychotics with no prior history so saying you’re falsely diagnosed or were given a drug you didn’t need doesn’t excuse you from being a nut job.

Do you even know how this works? He can't feel emotions or even sleep properly and he has lost a lot of his intellect,that's severe braim injury, he doesn't have the original levels of motivation. The drug blocks a lot of receptors in the brain and that can cause some damage, some scientists are even saying the drug shrinks the brain. You've seen people killed themselves over this drug.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I’am taking soliang 50mg starting by tomorrow i Guess, as i came to read, at 50mg it’s not an antipsychotic, it work like and SSRI but on dopamine, at a dosage of 400mg it’s an antipsychotic, it’s a so called “dose dependent”

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I’am at 19 moths, i can’t blame myself for trying, i know if I don’t take it no thing will change, but i don’t know if i take it maybe things will change..

 

[Trueart2]

I’am taking soliang 50mg starting by tomorrow i Guess, as i came to read, at 50mg it’s not an antipsychotic, it work like and SSRI but on dopamine, at a dosage of 400mg it’s an antipsychotic, it’s a so called “dose dependent”

You realize if you keep taking more medicine you’re making it harder for you to leave right.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

You realize if you keep taking more medicine you’re making it harder for you to leave right.

Why?

 

[Matthew01]

I’am taking soliang 50mg starting by tomorrow i Guess, as i came to read, at 50mg it’s not an antipsychotic, it work like and SSRI but on dopamine, at a dosage of 400mg it’s an antipsychotic, it’s a so called “dose dependent”

It's an antipsychotic,don't take a single antipsychotic. Abilify still cause people problems in here. Try asking for stimulants

 

[Matthew01]

It's feels like they are trying to give you an antipsychotic

 

[paranoid android]

I’am taking soliang 50mg starting by tomorrow i Guess, as i came to read, at 50mg it’s not an antipsychotic, it work like and SSRI but on dopamine, at a dosage of 400mg it’s an antipsychotic, it’s a so called “dose dependent”

Dude get out of that psych ward and maybe get a private doc. Noone gets any help in there

 

[moerez]

i still have pssd after taking those prozac, before i could have boner now nothing, its permenant right? Haven’t seen anybody recovered from pssd fuck my life why do i have to having hope when nothing of me works not even my dick

 

[paranoid android]

i still have pssd after taking those prozac, before i could have boner now nothing, its permenant right? Haven’t seen anybody recovered from pssd fuck my life why do i have to having hope when nothing of me works not even my dick

No its not permeant dude relax

 

[moerez]

No its not permeant dude relax

There is no case that i see they get fixed after fucking pssd, its so rare they are usually fucked for rest of their lives, why am i keep having hope ffs when single shit didnt change at all? Lets end this bullshit seriously im really done with life , all these problems together like dude if i killmyself even in hell its gonna be same thing or maybe better than living like this, fuck im gonna get fent this week and finish it

 

[paranoid android]

There is no case that i see they get fixed after fucking pssd, its so rare they are usually fucked for rest of their lives, why am i keep having hope ffs when single shit didnt change at all? Lets end this bullshit seriously im really done with life , all these problems together like dude if i killmyself even in hell its gonna be same thing or maybe better than living like this, fuck im gonna get fent this week and finish it

Dude relax for god sakes its not worth losing your head over. If i can recover after not getting a hard on for 2 years because of antipsychotic injections you can recover from this

Also opioid od is a horrible way to die. You die slow gasping for breath till the end. Nothing quick or painless about it. Suicide is not worth it

 

[moerez]

Dude relax for god sakes its not worth losing your head over. If i can recover after not getting a hard on for 2 years because of antipsychotic injections you can recover from this

Also opioid od is a horrible way to die. You die slow gasping for breath till the end. Nothing quick or painless about it. Suicide is not worth it

U recovered because your test was low mine is not even that, i suffer from everything, its better to die with opiods than being alive like this, fuck my family idc about them anymore

 

[anonymoususer777]

You still have Ed? Man im scared that is gonna be like that forever for me since i had some boner before and took prozac and i cant get hard anymore

I dont think i have ED but arousal disorder. I have no problem getting very hard erections but they only stay for a short while as long as i feel mentally aroused. I did not have this problem before, i could remain aroused continously for a long time before invega. I wonder how many other people had the same issue and recovered. I think people with PSSD can barely get an erection.

I am an old man like you said earlier, dont compare my recovery to yours. You are most likely going to recover.

 

[paranoid android]

U recovered because your test was low mine is not even that, i suffer from everything, its better to die with opiods than being alive like this, fuck my family idc about them anymore

I recovered while my test was still low actually. Or i thought i was recovered. Since going on test though my sex drive went through the roof