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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Here in the psych ward they belive me and the fact i’am damaged by antipsychotic injections, so they asked a neurologists to to FMRI and PET to “Watch” the damage and understeand How to fix it.

Neurologists said FMRI neither PET won’t show anything about a damage done by antipsychotic injections.

There in the psych ward are giving me antidepressants that also have dopamine agonism to see if that help.

Here in the psych ward they don’t belive anything that came from internet aka forums/users who claim the agony due to the antipsychotic injections.
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I took mirtazapine years ago. All it did was make me sleep and eat. It will literally make you eat sugar out of a bag
 
There's more cases of people not recovering from invega and I honestly believe that suicide might be the way out for me.
 
I don’t know if it’s normal but sometimes I have to pee more and sometimes it’s just fine, honestly the chance I will recover from this is low, I thought i would recover as I am the youngest here but unfortunately not
 
I'm so close to full recovery, i can do basic IT tasks while on Vyvanse, i can feel dopamine, music sound's good again, i watch motivation videos especially when Vyvanse reach peak level in the body.

Only 5 months and 12 days, but i feel the rimficin clean the blood farther.

But still, it's hard in the morning/late night's, i feel I'm like an old car, that take long time to ignite.

Because I'm still recovering the Vyvanse mostly work after 4-5 hours and it work only for 6-8 hours.
 
RIght now in month 8, my emotions are blunted, i am not feeling empathy on a deeper level, have trouble concentrating, lack of ambition, lack of initiative. Is this for everyone or is this just me?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
RIght now in month 8, my emotions are blunted, i am not feeling empathy on a deeper level, have trouble concentrating, lack of ambition, lack of initiative. Is this for everyone or is this just me?
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my emotions got blunted out of nowhere, honestly it’s concerning my symptoms are worsening, I was able to get high like a week or so ago, i don’t know if that’s a positive indicator
 
deathbypsychiatry said:
They may have a point there. People on the internet are not reputable sources.
How are you finding the mirtazapine? is it helping you in any way? Wouldn't it be a nice twist if you have already recovered from the risperdal injections and didn't realize it because you where depressed (or something else) and didn't even realize because you blamed the risperdal for preventing recovery but now by taking the mirtazapine you start recovering from depression (or other) and it not only kickstarts your recovery but you suddenly realise its over, you have recovered from the risperdal and you get to start living the life you deserve. It would be a nice twist. I hope things do get better for you.
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With mitrazapine i’am able to cry sometimes, not more than that (and the tinnitus got louder)
 
anonymoususer777 said:
CAn you get access to an mri or nuerologist or neuroscientist who can assess if your brain shrank or assess damage done due to drugs any other way?
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I already did a normal MRI and my brain it’s
Ok, but only FMRI and PET can show damage from antipsychotics, but guess what? They don’t want to give me these two exams
 
lostsoulowen said:
I'm so close to full recovery, i can do basic IT tasks while on Vyvanse, i can feel dopamine, music sound's good again, i watch motivation videos especially when Vyvanse reach peak level in the body.

Only 5 months and 12 days, but i feel the rimficin clean the blood farther.

But still, it's hard in the morning/late night's, i feel I'm like an old car, that take long time to ignite.

Because I'm still recovering the Vyvanse mostly work after 4-5 hours and it work only for 6-8 hours.
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You are making a remarkable recovery, gives me hope.
anonymoususer777 said:
RIght now in month 8, my emotions are blunted, i am not feeling empathy on a deeper level, have trouble concentrating, lack of ambition, lack of initiative. Is this for everyone or is this just me?
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Yep I have all those symptoms
 
What's wrong with that psychiatrist,how on earth are they going to fix severe brain injury with antidepressants
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I will ask for something more specific on dopamine the next time that i see the psychiatrist
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Wait risperdalconsta why did the doctor say pet and fmri scan won't show when they said before that they were looking for a PET scanner with dopamine trackers, how can i brain scanner not show the damage when it is specifically built to track dopamine? This sounds very suspicious and manipulative of them
 
Matthew01 said:
Wait risperdalconsta why did the doctor say pet and fmri scan won't show when they said before that they were looking for a PET scanner with dopamine trackers, how can i brain scanner not show the damage when it is specifically built to track dopamine? This sounds very suspicious and manipulative of them
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“We” as a damaged community of people know very well that by doing FMRI and PET We Will have proofs of brain damage. And this is the only way to see “what is wrong” in our SNC and we will be able to understeand what is needed to do in order to heal that damage with the help of doctors.

“They” as a psychiatrysts/doctors/neurologists know very well that by doing a FMRI and PET they will have to face the fact their so called medicine do a lot of damage to the brain of their victims so they won’t be able anymore to prescribe this drug or these drugs due to the damage They inflict, but this is not “ok” for the big pharma that manufactures these drugs and make billions and billions.

Don’t forget that we live into the era of the peak of capitalism, and they won’t do any exams of research that can produce data about how these drugs harm people’s.
 
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