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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

recovery100£ said:
Appreciate you letting me know man thankyou I’ll keep going anyway
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I’m not a doctor, nor are my methods completely safe I must tell you. The most sure-fire way to discover if you’ll recover or not is to smoke some weed. 20/21 people who were able to get high off weed recovered. The 21st person stayed on Invega.
 
OMG guys not to sound overly positive but I’ve started recovering at 81 days, I was lying in bed unable to sleep when a flood of memories came back and white light started to pulse in my eyes, I then got tingles all over my body and started feeling cold again (I haven’t in 9 months) I then hit my vape and tasted the flavour and got a slight buzz from it, if you guys have any questions let me know I’m here to answer them for you guys, recovery isn’t a lie and it was completely random for me, I currently feel like 30-35% but it was almost instant the jump from nothing to something
 
blanch116 said:
Fucking hell have you seen that post on Reddit what you commented on with the list of all the suicides? Fuck me it’s bleak and most of them say ‘there was no evidence paliperidone was found to be a contributing factor towards their death’
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Yeah.. It shocked me because i saw the name of rawbanana and Brokenself in that list.. The name of Bojana too.. And the person Who is behind that website sai “these injections are more permanent than a tattoo” and i can relate as 26 month later i’am still severe affected by them..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Yeah.. It shocked me because i saw the name of rawbanana and Brokenself in that list.. The name of Bojana too.. And the person Who is behind that website sai “these injections are more permanent than a tattoo” and i can relate as 26 month later i’am still severe affected by them..
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Its good to not program oneself by negativity, those people could been traumatised by psychiatry but still had the choice to not commit suicide, also injections could be not the only reason but without a doubt being forced on them when not needed will raise suicidality not lower it obviously
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
Its good to not program oneself by negativity, those people could been traumatised by psychiatry but still had the choice to not commit suicide, also injections could be not the only reason but without a doubt being forced on them when not needed will raise suicidality not lower it obviously
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It’s not the fact to being traumatized, the fact is that people are not recovering months or years after the injections and that’s because of a severe brain injury, and when someone is put into a endless agony at some point suicide cross his mind.

If you sleep is severely impaired and compromised, your eyesight is impaired, your cognition and emotion is severely impaired and damaged and your sexuality is muted, maybe you also develop tinnitus, your body sensivity is impaired and you feel trapped into this agony because you are trapped into this agony and weeks become months that become years, then yes, suicide cross your mind.

Severe brain injury due to a chemical neurological harm has nothing to do with trauma, because most of us were gently tricked into taking the injections without really being physically forced or traumatized.
 
recovery100£ said:
OMG guys not to sound overly positive but I’ve started recovering at 81 days, I was lying in bed unable to sleep when a flood of memories came back and white light started to pulse in my eyes, I then got tingles all over my body and started feeling cold again (I haven’t in 9 months) I then hit my vape and tasted the flavour and got a slight buzz from it, if you guys have any questions let me know I’m here to answer them for you guys, recovery isn’t a lie and it was completely random for me, I currently feel like 30-35% but it was almost instant the jump from nothing to something
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Congrats man. i will say that now that i can somewhat feel a nicotine buzz I’ve been more addicted to vaping than ever . Like the withdrawals went crazy . Before if a vape died I didn’t really care to buy a new one until much later . Now I fiend for one. I want to quit . I recently got a new job after my last one laid me off . This is will probably be my last vape and when I’m off mood stabilizers in a couple weeks I might switch to weed edibles .
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
It’s not the fact to being traumatized, the fact is that people are not recovering months or years after the injections and that’s because of a severe brain injury, and when someone is put into a endless agony at some point suicide cross his mind.

If you sleep is severely impaired and compromised, your eyesight is impaired, your cognition and emotion is severely impaired and damaged and your sexuality is muted, maybe you also develop tinnitus, your body sensivity is impaired and you feel trapped into this agony because you are trapped into this agony and weeks become months that become years, then yes, suicide cross your mind.

Severe brain injury due to a chemical neurological harm has nothing to do with trauma, because most of us were gently tricked into taking the injections without really being physically forced or traumatized.
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Have you taken other supplement for example lions mane ?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
It’s not the fact to being traumatized, the fact is that people are not recovering months or years after the injections and that’s because of a severe brain injury, and when someone is put into a endless agony at some point suicide cross his mind.

If you sleep is severely impaired and compromised, your eyesight is impaired, your cognition and emotion is severely impaired and damaged and your sexuality is muted, maybe you also develop tinnitus, your body sensivity is impaired and you feel trapped into this agony because you are trapped into this agony and weeks become months that become years, then yes, suicide cross your mind.

Severe brain injury due to a chemical neurological harm has nothing to do with trauma, because most of us were gently tricked into taking the injections without really being physically forced or traumatized.
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Yeah but there are suicides by people who never took meds, im not saying the damage is not real but that its not always the only reason that the person commits suicide, this forum is full of negativity and simply reading many of these post might raise negative thoughts about never recovering. Mind is powerful so program yourself with stories of people who recovered not the one who did not.
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
Yeah but there are suicides by people who never took meds, im not saying the damage is not real but that its not always the only reason that the person commits suicide, this forum is full of negativity and simply reading many of these post might raise negative thoughts about never recovering. Mind is powerful so program yourself with stories of people who recovered not the one who did not.
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these negativity stories are more real to me then the magically quick recovery stories, I'm almost 2 year's bedridden in bed, stuck between life and death, people sick in cancer have it easy compared to us.
there is some kind of toxic positivity here, the effect of this drug are downplayed, check the Facebook groups many people there are only 50 precent Heald after 2-3 years or less. it's only here that people heal easily within a year. reddit also same many years.
 
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lostsoulowen said:
these negativity stories are more real to me then the magically quick recovery stories, I'm almost 2 year's bedridden in bed, stuck between life and death, people sick in cancer have it easy compared to us.
there is some kind of toxic positivity here, the effect of this drug are downplayed, check the Facebook groups many people there are only 50 precent Heald after 2-3 years or less. it's only here that people heal easily within a year. reddit also same many years.
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I came to spoke with a woman who got injected with haldol, and said it took her 3 years free from any meds (painkillers and normal meds too) to feel 80% recovered, and her sleep was also fucked for 3 years
 
lostsoulowen said:
these negativity stories are more real to me then the magically quick recovery stories, I'm almost 2 year's bedridden in bed, stuck between life and death, people sick in cancer have it easy compared to us.
there is some kind of toxic positivity here, the effect of this drug are downplayed, check the Facebook groups many people there are only 50 precent Heald after 2-3 years or less. it's only here that people heal easily within a year. reddit also same many years.
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You dont realize there is many things affecting the way you feel not only being injected, simply oxidative stress will lower your dopamine level and it will create lack of pleasure so simply being traumatised by force drugging might create hormonal turmoil in the body but still permament damage exist im not denying it, but you should not deny others recovery stories because you feel in this way, they are real. There are people commiting suicides because of being treated as lab rat so seeing negative post where someone says recovery is not possible is last thing they need. God helps
 
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For me the worst thing was living with parents that never validated how traumatic it was and even after 2.5 years after last injections i was threatened with mental hospital so its crucial for people like us to find healthy loving enviroment, IT will affect vagal tone enormously
 
Invegatorture said:
It's been just over a year now (374 days) since my last injection. They could have kept me on the CTO with forced injections even up to now. So fucking grateful that's over!
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Love your strong attitude brother, its motivating to see spirit that does not give up, i hope we will recover and share publicly how demonic are some of those psychiatrist
 
Invegatorture said:
It's been just over a year now (374 days) since my last injection. They could have kept me on the CTO with forced injections even up to now. So fucking grateful that's over!
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I would be on it few years in western countries on falsely diagnosed paranoid schizophrenia but only got 5 long acting and some pills, i work and live Independently without any pharmaceuticals (sometimes pregabaline and very rarely low dose seroquel once in a while when i use too much THC) but mostly nothing and only reason i avoided CTO is because in Poland it works totally different and i will expose this story publicly. If i used in past 50 mg seroquel few times in a month its not hypocrisy cause psychiatrist wanted me to take 800mg (equivalent to other ap) daily for years, so obviously there are situation where they can help, totally denying their usefulness is falsehood but wise people know they can permamently damage someone who needed natural methods. Lamp of wine 30 times in 365 days is not 2 litre of vodka daily ;) Hope the judges who will run this case of forced drugging and misdiagnosis will realize that neurogenesis works only to certain extent so they will not see hypocrisy in it, also if not for psychiatric trauma i would not be using such big doses of high THC ganja to cope with trauma so seroquel taken rarely would not happen. Imagine thugs taking someone into captivity and forcing little bit of wine sometimes not everyday, the court would not count it as dangerous as forcing 2litre of vodka daily so yeah those psychiatrist who did this to this body were aiming in permament damage in situation when i didnt even needed the smallest dose. Jesus says to love thy enemies so i only mean justice not revenge.
 
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