Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

[paliperidonevictim2005]

hey guys.
12 months and 9 days since my last injection now and i am doing very well.
i’ll be returning to my studies in july and have been doing short courses in the meantime to keep busy… early on in recovery i couldn’t even imagine being able to go back to my studies and even bailed on something as simple as renewing my first aid cert because invega had me so messed up but that is no longer the case, i’m good.
experienced some heart break about a month ago and cried my heart out but have also felt immense joy so my emotions are definitely recovered, might even say i feel things deeper than i did pre invega.
most weeks i’m doing 50+ kms on foot playing pokemon go which has definitely helped with my mental heath - don’t ever doubt how much of a positive impact exercise can have on you especially while recovering from these injections. have also made friends with some local players on pokemon go which has been awesome, cannot stress how important it is to be connecting with people during recovery so please don’t isolate yourself.
i had sex last week for the first time since november 2024 (2 months before my psychosis) and it was amazing so i’m definitely 100% recovered in that regard too.
i don’t think too much about the injection anymore and when it does cross my mind i simply just acknowledge how hard it was to go through but making it through just makes me more confident to face hard times in life and get through it.
sending you all love, you will get through this, you just need to give it time.

Wonderful can’t wait to see you feel more and more amazing stay happy and healthy

 

[paliperidonevictim2005]

Just thought I'd add my personal experience. I had several shots altogether. I stayed busy and switched to a pill form of another ap and was good after a few months. I don't even remember having to really recover from it. They say the best thing you can do for your brain is physically move a lot. Dunno.

Hell yeah and eating as healthy as possible

 

[Chanel_monster]

I was able to cry after four months of being off of invega. Then, the emotional bluntness came back. When I woke up this morning, I managed to shed a few tears. It sorta felt good.

 

[blanch116]

I was able to cry after four months of being off of invega. Then, the emotional bluntness came back. When I woke up this morning, I managed to shed a few tears. It sorta felt good.

Have you managed to recover any of your emotions?

 

[Chanel_monster]

Have you managed to recover any of your emotions?

I guess so. For the first four-five months, I couldn't feel any emotions. The only thing i felt was suicidal. But after that, I started to feel anger and anxiety again.

 

[Invegatorture]

Hello everyone I have not posted on here for a while and thought I would make an update on my recovery.

I am currently 259 days which is about 8.5 months off 9 x 400mg abilify injections.

I am not fully recovered but doing well. My main improvements since my last post have been better sleep, higher libido and music sounding a lot better.

I still can't feel normal levels of sexual pleasure and my cognition is not the same as before the injections. I have poor short term and working memory. I find it difficult to find the right words to use in converstations, my mind goes totally blank.

While I was on the injections I had severe anhedonia, inner restlessness, poor social skills, akathisia, low energy, could not feel tired and all I could think about was the medication that was being forced upon me. I don't have these symptoms anymore so I am grateful.

I used to take vyvanse every now and then to give me relief from side effects, but I don't take it anymore because I no longer need it and did not want to become addicted.

I hope I can make a full recovery but only time will tell. I have managed to recover from invega before so I am remaining positive.

I wish everyone here going through this strength and healing, antipsychotic injection recovery is no joke and I feel for you all.

 

[Invegatorture]

Hey guys I’m new hear, currently forced abilify injection on a CTO, 4 months in and suicidal, is there a good chance when I get off these shots that I’ll recover, any help would be appreciated fr

Hi I was on a CTO forced to take abilify injections. I was very lucky and it only lasted 6 months once I left hospital. I took 9 shots total and I am doing well currently. It's been about 8.5 months since my last injection. Abilify injections are very similar to invega from my experience.

 

[Ghostv2314]

Hey everyone! It's been forever since I posted here. I used to post back in 2020, all the way back in the V3-4 versions of this thread. I just randomly thought about this place, and decided I should post a long term recovery update. I've fully recovered and surpassed my previous self. Since I recovered and left, I got married and I got a job making more than I made pre-Invega. I also go to the gym, and surpassed my pre-Invega strength. Currently I'm 6ft, 230lbs, and I bench 305 lbs for 5 reps, and deadlift 405 for 5. I'm also able to feel smart, creative, and social again. I can feel the effects of weed, caffeine, alcohol, psilocybin, etc. However, once your brain heals, you should also more easily be content with your sober self. I was constantly attempting to feel alcohol while on Invega, just to get my dopamine receptors going. But I would drink and feel nothing. These days, I can feel all the expected effects of alcohol. However, I also did dry January this year and felt great doing it.

Feel free to go through my post history if you want to get caught up on everything I went through. Poverty of thought, major anhedonia, complete removal of emotions, erectile dysfunction, you name it. This was definitely one of the hardest challenges of my life, and there were periods where I was extremely suicidal and hopeless. I can see why people leave and never look back, or even come back and delete their old posts. It's pretty embarassing. However, I remember that when I was going through it, seeing recovery stories was one of the only things that kept me going. I'll try and stick around for a bit to answer questions.

Overall, it took me about a year and a half to get to a point where I felt recovered. Five years later, I'm thriving. Making it through the experience really gave me a new perspective and appreciation for life itself. And taught me to not take a functional brain and dopaminergic system for granted. Being on invega felt like a chemical lobotomy where my mind and soul were in a prison. When you finally recover, it truly feels like you get a second chance at life.

 

[recovery100£]

Hey invegatorture, how did you get off the CTO in 6 months as their saying it’ll be 12 months for me, glad you’re doing well man!

 

[InnerReturn]

Today I finally saw an endocrinologist. She ordered several tests, including thyroid hormones (TSH), a complete blood count, prolactin, vitamin D3, insulin, glucose, ferritin, and a few others (I can't quite make out the doctor's handwriting)

I'm going to the lab tomorrow. The doctor said that if my prolactin level turns out to be significantly elevated, she will refer me for a brain MRI