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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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Eat wild caught fish and high quality eggs with runny yolks. If you don’t eat these regularly this could be the reason you are not recovering.

Both these foods will support the recovery of your brain. You may not be getting enough nutrients.

The brain is made of animal fat and cholesterol. If you have not tried the carnivore diet it is worth a try instead of committing suicide.

I know some of you have been suffering a very long time, and have lost hope, but you owe it to yourself to try EVERYTHING.

I have recovered twice and I don’t believe I’m special. I believe its my diet. Food builds and repairs the body.

If you have access to raw milk DRINK THAT SHIT EVERY DAY. It’s designed to grow brains and will only aid the healing process.

Eat rare steak, raw if you are ballsy, nutrients are destroyed/damaged when cooked. Like B vitamins which are heat sensitive.

I have eaten raw meat/drank raw milk for years and have never gotten sick except for one time when I ate some shitty farmed salmon. I believe this is the most powerful diet. Look into Aajonous Vonderplanitz if you are interested.

Not everything doctors tell you is true about health, diet and disease. I’ve eaten rotten raw chicken livers many times and never gotten sick. I ate it for the pro biotics if you are wondering why lol. It did taste disgusting I admit, but anything for health has been my mindset since I was 18. Not saying you should eat “high meat” which is what the eskimos do. But atleast try carnivore diet, without fully cooking the meat, eggs and fish.

Just a suggestion. Hope this helps, and I only wish you all the best. I would be doing you all a disservice not sharing this information. Tbh I don’t expect many to take my advice, but if one does, that makes this post worth it.

I fear people will hate on me for saying these things, because its so controversial. But oh well, i want to help.

This is my personal experience, i’ve tried various diets including vegan and I can say with certainty animal products are where it’s at.

Much love.
 
We don’t know for sure what help, we don’t have scientific study neither research about how to heal, some people say fasting, some people say carnivory diet, some people say only time help, some people say supplements, but we don’t really know what can help with recovery.

We cannot make the job of scientists neither researcher, they have to do and create a protocol of recovery for people misdiagnosed and damaged but this won’t happen because when someone complain about the sympthoms this drug left him with, doctors just don’t belive him and think he is delusional, and because in order to keep making profit they have to protect and cover what this drug cause to people.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
We don’t know for sure what help, we don’t have scientific study neither research about how to heal, some people say fasting, some people say carnivory diet, some people say only time help, some people say supplements, but we don’t really know what can help with recovery.

We cannot make the job of scientists neither researcher, they have to do and create a protocol of recovery for people misdiagnosed and damaged but this won’t happen because when someone complain about the sympthoms this drug left him with, doctors just don’t belive him and think he is delusional, and because in order to keep making profit they have to protect and cover what this drug cause to people.
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This world is fucked up man. As you said in a previous post these drugs ARE a chemical lobotomy replacing physical ones.

With carnivore diet I cannot guarantee people will heal, but I do believe it increases chances of recovery.
 
rawbanana said:
seeing so many of you talk like this triggers me so badly because I feel the exact same way and I’m so sad for us what the fuck is wrong with this world how can they do this to us I am a good person how could this happen
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Yeah and it’s like our ability to be a good person has been compromised because now I can’t even feel empathy. I’ll be committing suicide as well.
 
jackhennessy120 said:
Yeah and it’s like our ability to be a good person has been compromised because now I can’t even feel empathy. I’ll be committing suicide as well.
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You have only just started your recovery. You need to give it more time, I hope you give yourself a chance at recovering. It’s a very real thing but I know it feels impossible.
 
Invegatorture said:
You have only just started your recovery. You need to give it more time, I hope you give yourself a chance at recovering. It’s a very real thing but I know it feels impossible.
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You are right and I’ll try to be more patient but it just feels pointless because I don’t even recognise the person I’ve become because of these injections. There is no respite in my doom filled days and I feel as though I’m disabled now. I wish I had your hope and optimism
 
jackhennessy120 said:
You are right and I’ll try to be more patient but it just feels pointless because I don’t even recognise the person I’ve become because of these injections. There is no respite in my doom filled days and I feel as though I’m disabled now. I wish I had your hope and optimism
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I’ve been there man, a couple years ago I got injected with invega and I was totally hopeless. I’m optimistic because I’ve recovered before.

You are so early on, know that the hell you are experiencing is to be expected. You can get everything back after losing it all I promise.

Stay strong.
 
Trueart2 said:
Does anyone else feel like they made mute from taking this shot? I barley have anything to say, and when I say it I don’t articulate as well as I would hope
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I have a very blank mind when it comes to trying to make conversation with others. Never have much to say. I go silent and I can’t help it.
 
Idk why I’m not recovered in 14 months, do risperdal consta make permanent damage? Or it takes more time to heal?

Sometimes around the web i saw people saying that with risperidone is impossible to recover because permanent changes in the brain always occour, is this true?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Idk why I’m not recovered in 14 months, do risperdal consta make permanent damage? Or it takes more time to heal?

Sometimes around the web i saw people saying that with risperidone is impossible to recover because permanent changes in the brain always occour, is this true?
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Not sure about injection, but i’ve healed from high dose risperidone pills. I was on them for over a month during my first hospitalisation. Definitely one of the worst antipsychotics, turned me into a zombie.
 
I think risperidone is the one that gave me temporary but severe tardive dyskenisia. It was fucked up. My jaw kept moving and locking and my brain felt totally lobotomised. When it was going on they told me they don’t know when it would go away and were not shocked by it at all. Very frightening experience.
 
Nothing- I mean absolutely nothing can prepare one for invega.

-People still recovering past three months
-Anhedonia
-Akathisia
-Insomnia for some. (Me included)
-Severely impaired cognitively
-Blank mind
-Sexual disfunction (chemically castrated)
-Struggle to perform basic household tasks. Cooking and cleaning.

I really hope I make it out of this ruckus. Heck I would be happy with a partial recovery, considering how dreary things are.

My small signs of improvement are being able to go to the gym and potentially to get some endorphins from training, but I’m not sure if that was placebo because the second training session I had- I felt nothing.

Being able to concentrate while playing games. Last night I played Diablo 111 and I somewhat was able to concentrate. I wasn’t at all able to follow the plot, as I have a severe blank mind. I miss enjoying video games and I hope this will come back.

I can’t appreciate nature as I used too and I feel like an automation, when I walk the lake-knowing-intellectually that I’m surrounding by beauty but I can’t seem to absorb it and this should make me feel sad, but I can’t feel true sadness as this is blocked also.

There is a creek nearby that used to give me joy when I walked it, but I haven’t gone there in six months because I know I won’t feel anything- and that I would be broken, if I were to visit it.

My partner seems to believe that she sees more life in my eyes and she said that she knows in her heart that I’ll be okay no matter how long it takes. Her unwavering devotion moves me, but saddens because what if I don’t recover?

I sincerely hope I can regain my soul, intellectual capacity and strength. I’m hoping that I can see some changes soon- hopefully in the next three months, as it’s getting too hard.
 
lukeflowz said:
Nothing- I mean absolutely nothing can prepare one for invega.

-People still recovering past three months
-Anhedonia
-Akathisia
-Insomnia for some. (Me included)
-Severely impaired cognitively
-Blank mind
-Sexual disfunction (chemically castrated)
-Struggle to perform basic household tasks. Cooking and cleaning.

I really hope I make it out of this ruckus. Heck I would be happy with a partial recovery, considering how dreary things are.

My small signs of improvement are being able to go to the gym and potentially to get some endorphins from training, but I’m not sure if that was placebo because the second training session I had- I felt nothing.

Being able to concentrate while playing games. Last night I played Diablo 111 and I somewhat was able to concentrate. I wasn’t at all able to follow the plot, as I have a severe blank mind. I miss enjoying video games and I hope this will come back.

I can’t appreciate nature as I used too and I feel like an automation, when I walk the lake-knowing-intellectually that I’m surrounding by beauty but I can’t seem to absorb it and this should make me feel sad, but I can’t feel true sadness as this is blocked also.

There is a creek nearby that used to give me joy when I walked it, but I haven’t gone there in six months because I know I won’t feel anything- and that I would be broken, if I were to visit it.

My partner seems to believe that she sees more life in my eyes and she said that she knows in her heart that I’ll be okay no matter how long it takes. Her unwavering devotion moves me, but saddens because what if I don’t recover?

I sincerely hope I can regain my soul, intellectual capacity and strength. I’m hoping that I can see some changes soon- hopefully in the next three months, as it’s getting too hard.
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It’s one of the worst things that can happen to a human. Sorry you are here.
 
I’m sad I’m back here again. I thought my phase of being medicated was over. Now I’m lobotomised again venting on bluelight with no enjoyment in life.

When you heal, from my experience, you don’t wanna come back here. Maybe to post your recovery story to give others hope but you also want to move on and forget it happened.
 
How can people be ok with all these sympthoms just in order sto stop voices? I mean for those who really need this drug, how is even acceptable for them to lose cognitive sexual emotional functional memory drive interests in order to get rid of voices?

If i had voices i would keep them instead of losing all the rest that make me a human in order to shut them.

The sad thing is i dint even was psychotic they just injected me so i can left psych ward and come back home but the reality is that i never left that psych ward, my body left but not my mind and my soul, They keept these thing there fucking bastards.
 
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