Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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Today i have appointment with a psychiatrist from the psych unit of the university hospital of my country.

I hope he is educated and know what is happening to me and to all of us and can tell me more specific things like recovery time, supplements-drugs to take in order to speed the recovery etc.

I already talked to him via phone 2 times, not going into details but it seemed a chill guy, idk, i let you know what happen.

If you don’t hear me anymore it’s because they blame me of pseudo-psychosis and force me into their psych ward.
I really wish you all the best I really need to know what will get my brain back to normal, I miss being a human being a person that felt like he had an identity.

My brain is so heavily fried 1.
My nose breathing is blocked
It’s just not a good look,
I can’t even drift at night
 
The worse thing is there is no “time” I don’t get any healing time so how can we even put a time frame for when it’ll heal. When we don’t even enter deep restorative rest.

I really want this stuff answered and solved,
 
I think we’re cooked.
All medication you get normally brings along another thing you have to get medicine for…

That’s the sad reality
 
Today i have appointment with a psychiatrist from the psych unit of the university hospital of my country.

I hope he is educated and know what is happening to me and to all of us and can tell me more specific things like recovery time, supplements-drugs to take in order to speed the recovery etc.

I already talked to him via phone 2 times, not going into details but it seemed a chill guy, idk, i let you know what happen.

If you don’t hear me anymore it’s because they blame me of pseudo-psychosis and force me into their psych ward.
I doubt if you will commited toa psych ward if youjust exlplain your invega experience. Be careful what you say.
 
Hey risperdalconsta do you think it would be a good idea if you got a witness
Idk, here in my country they cannot force you into psych ward without a valid reason, i already know organization for psychiatric patient rights and if something happen i will call them immediately.

Don’t think they can forcing on psych ward someone that is suffering side effects from LAI After 14 months, there is nonsense by doing that.

Really hope this dude can bring some answer to us, because is not fair that the medical world just left us and abbandoned us to endure this shit on our own..
 
I feel a surge of motivation. Unsure if due to hypersensitivity of dopamine/withdrawarls coming off the drug. I’m just over a month and a few days since my last injection- but feeling motivated; talking a lot more. Im doubting this because everything I have read on blue light mentions you don’t see any effects till around 6 months. I’m being cautious of these “optimistic” feelings as I don’t trust what’s happening. I can say I feel a surge of energy I haven’t in the past 6 months. I feel my sex drive is starting to come back. I had three wanks today (sorry for being explicit) I’m just speaking facts all us men on this drug has experienced.

I feel my anhedonia has lifted by about 30% judging by how I’m somewhat motivated to go to the gym.

Please don’t mistake this as me saying I’m improving because I could be just manic.
Big desire to go to the gym and get on my supplements. I used to be a natural bodybuilder before my episode and haven’t trained in 6 months and now have some fat to get rid of. Lucky I didn’t eat too much because this fucking poison puts on weight even if you are at a calorie deficit!

I had 6 injections total until I stopped.

last injection was 18th of August.
 
I feel a surge of motivation. Unsure if due to hypersensitivity of dopamine/withdrawarls coming off the drug. I’m just over a month and a few days since my last injection- but feeling motivated; talking a lot more. Im doubting this because everything I have read on blue light mentions you don’t see any effects till around 6 months. I’m being cautious of these “optimistic” feelings as I don’t trust what’s happening. I can say I feel a surge of energy I haven’t in the past 6 months. I feel my sex drive is starting to come back. I had three wanks today (sorry for being explicit) I’m just speaking facts all us men on this drug has experienced.

I feel my anhedonia has lifted by about 30% judging by how I’m somewhat motivated to go to the gym.

Please don’t mistake this as me saying I’m improving because I could be just manic.
Big desire to go to the gym and get on my supplements. I used to be a natural bodybuilder before my episode and haven’t trained in 6 months and now have some fat to get rid of. Lucky I didn’t eat too much because this fucking poison puts on weight even if you are at a calorie deficit!

I had 6 injections total until I stopped.

last injection was 18th of August.
I think all our trauma is coming from having a “injection”
Taking the pills seems to actually stabilise people.
Most women I’m seeing they take it because it helps them and it cured their sleep problems when they started taking it again, the pill that is.

For me I stopped cause I developed nose block after injections which maybe could of been extremely unlucky god knows how it happened,

But now I can’t sleep

So it’s looking like I’m going to start taking the tablets every now and then so I can sleep,
I used to be able to sleep without these meds
But life changed and somehow I ended up on these meds
And now I can’t sleep without then.

I don’t want to break to societies normals and not take it cause people say it’s bad to take or look at you like you’re unwell,

And I have to say doctors and scientist must have studied this shit for years on end in a lab, so I don’t know how bad it could potentially be… I’m trying to find light in the end of me taking these tablets again which I don’t necessarily want to do after the nose block trauma (which apparently came from a chest infection) so either nose block came from chest infection (and I’m really mentally ill) or the meds caused the nose block and insomnia

Hmm
 
I feel a surge of motivation. Unsure if due to hypersensitivity of dopamine/withdrawarls coming off the drug. I’m just over a month and a few days since my last injection- but feeling motivated; talking a lot more. Im doubting this because everything I have read on blue light mentions you don’t see any effects till around 6 months. I’m being cautious of these “optimistic” feelings as I don’t trust what’s happening. I can say I feel a surge of energy I haven’t in the past 6 months. I feel my sex drive is starting to come back. I had three wanks today (sorry for being explicit) I’m just speaking facts all us men on this drug has experienced.

I feel my anhedonia has lifted by about 30% judging by how I’m somewhat motivated to go to the gym.

Please don’t mistake this as me saying I’m improving because I could be just manic.
Big desire to go to the gym and get on my supplements. I used to be a natural bodybuilder before my episode and haven’t trained in 6 months and now have some fat to get rid of. Lucky I didn’t eat too much because this fucking poison puts on weight even if you are at a calorie deficit!

I had 6 injections total until I stopped.

last injection was 18th of August.
You take pills now I’m guessing
 
If I had to choose prison time over invega, I would serve years without thinking. The amount of damage I’ve received from the injections will take years to heal.
I was in prison and honestly was kinda enjoyable if you take it like an opportunity and not a punishment, nothing to do at all instead of what we are going trough by brain damage
 
I'm looking for stories of people who stopped being able to feel weed and recovered it. How did it happen ? Did you have to take a t break or it just came back randomly ? How long did it take ?
 
Just took 2 satchet of coffee some time ago, my head feels weird but I don't know if that's because of it.
 
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