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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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Body aching after gym I shouldn’t have went.
Me and my mum constantly arguing it’s so sad to see it, as she’s getting older.
She doesn’t know what to do for me and she’s in her own world it’s just me myself and I
 
Headed to find out if I have to take 2 more injections or if the doctors duped me into taking 5 injections, 3 more then what would be necessary.

I’m court ordered for outpatient for 180 days, and I’ve been through nearly 120~ days already. It’s uncertain if injections aka medication is apart of my court order or not. In my discharge papers it talks about taking medication and making sure I stay with it, but fuck that until the court order itself says I have to take the medication fuck all that other shit
 
flystr8 said:
Body aching after gym I shouldn’t have went.
Me and my mum constantly arguing it’s so sad to see it, as she’s getting older.
She doesn’t know what to do for me and she’s in her own world it’s just me myself and I
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Like every us, nobody understeand us and they doubt about you
 
Trueart2 said:
Headed to find out if I have to take 2 more injections or if the doctors duped me into taking 5 injections, 3 more then what would be necessary.

I’m court ordered for outpatient for 180 days, and I’ve been through nearly 120~ days already. It’s uncertain if injections aka medication is apart of my court order or not. In my discharge papers it talks about taking medication and making sure I stay with it, but fuck that until the court order itself says I have to take the medication fuck all that other shit
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But i mean if you tell them you are experiencing i tollerable side effects and you are suffering they still give you these injections?
 
Just want to make a goodbye post. I’ll be leaving this community. I appreciated having a place to vent. I don’t feel hope for recovery and I don’t want to keep coming here and talking about a drug that destroyed my life. I hope you all recover and end up living enjoyable lives again. I really wish that for you. Thanks for the community.
 
rawbanana said:
Just want to make a goodbye post. I’ll be leaving this community. I appreciated having a place to vent. I don’t feel hope for recovery and I don’t want to keep coming here and talking about a drug that destroyed my life. I hope you all recover and end up living enjoyable lives again. I really wish that for you. Thanks for the community.
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Going to be me soon, I’ll be signing off. Ashame we go, but we would love for us to heal and keep in contact why not.

One question, what’s your symptoms that you’re left with?
 
rawbanana said:
Just want to make a goodbye post. I’ll be leaving this community. I appreciated having a place to vent. I don’t feel hope for recovery and I don’t want to keep coming here and talking about a drug that destroyed my life. I hope you all recover and end up living enjoyable lives again. I really wish that for you. Thanks for the community.
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You can lose hope in recovery after 24-36 months after your last injection.

You cannot lose hope before 2 years ok?
 
rawbanana said:
Just want to make a goodbye post. I’ll be leaving this community. I appreciated having a place to vent. I don’t feel hope for recovery and I don’t want to keep coming here and talking about a drug that destroyed my life. I hope you all recover and end up living enjoyable lives again. I really wish that for you. Thanks for the community.
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I hope you come back one day telling us you recovered. Wishing you the best 🙏
 
rawbanana said:
Just want to make a goodbye post. I’ll be leaving this community. I appreciated having a place to vent. I don’t feel hope for recovery and I don’t want to keep coming here and talking about a drug that destroyed my life. I hope you all recover and end up living enjoyable lives again. I really wish that for you. Thanks for the community.
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HEY WHAT ARE U DOING
 
Trueart2 said:
That was likely a suicide post from @rawbanana

They’ve recently tried and ended up in the psychiatric ward. They’re likely saying goodbye to go try again.
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How much time since his last shots? He already told me but because of cognitive impairment i cannot remember.

But I’m sure it’s too early for him to give up on recovery!
 
Trueart2 said:
That was likely a suicide post from @rawbanana

They’ve recently tried and ended up in the psychiatric ward. They’re likely saying goodbye to go try again.
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I don’t have any easy way to commit suicide to make a goodbye post for that.

I just said bye because I don’t feel good in this forum anymore. Just seeing how many people are suffering from this and no one with power is doing anything about it just hurts. Everyone says to hang on and wait for x amount of time or whatever. Just doesn’t feel good.
 
rawbanana said:
I don’t have any easy way to commit suicide to make a goodbye post for that.

I just said bye because I don’t feel good in this forum anymore. Just seeing how many people are suffering from this and no one with power is doing anything about it just hurts. Everyone says to hang on and wait for x amount of time or whatever. Just doesn’t feel good.
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If you aren’t trying to commit suicide then that’s well. But we need you around, this is an especially important time. With so many new people flooding the forums it’s important people who’ve been around, stay around and tell us their stories about how things are going.

What will you do with your time if you are off the forums?
 
Trueart2 said:
I don’t have to take the shots anymore it’s confirmed. I end at 5 shots and I’m nearly 30 days into my recovery.
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Proud of you I could find any melatonin I’m going to keep looking and bought magnesium oxide heard that’s the wrong one, is pretty much sucks
 
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