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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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AmazingGrace7 said:
Seems like we're in the same boat. My last injection was in june. Except I had 6 in total. God is good and I believe he will, in time, fully cleanse my body which is his sacred temple, from this poison. I wish there was some sort of antipoison we could take. Or some way to destroy the depot. Some drug to reawaken our receptors.
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I need to go to africa to heal naturally. New enviroment , spirituality, reconnecting with nature will surely work
 
Abilify2mg said:
it depends, ive read testomonies of people who recovered around 90% of old self and others who say they are much better than pre invega. One guy xepionhell was at 60% for years then just this year he hit full recovery.
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You know xeplionhells dosage and number of injections?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I spoke to many people who were misdiagnosed and recovered so i doubt if not being in psychosis would be a reason to not recover. Be careful what you say based on personal experience as others might get severe anxiety.

Again i have to know why risperdal is so much worse than invega.

Have you tried adderal? Someone told me that it brings your emotions and sex drive back momentarily.
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Maybe is not risperdal but me, i mean, probably i was hyper-sensible to antypsichotics and this is why i had such a bad reaction
 
AmazingGrace7 said:
What's the best alternative to invega ? Something to have at hand in case I would ever have excessive dopamine again. I tought in the future maintaining a very low dose just in case. Like 1mg pills of invega maybe. There must be a better alternative.
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Zyprexa works great for me
 
flystr8 said:
Before this injection I would listen to things study hard write for hours on end have fun, social life, speak to women, go university now I’m fucked.
How do I sleep please guys is it just me that’s stuck awake trying to find away to put this misery to rest.
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There is nothing you can do, my sleep is fucked up after 14’months, people who recovered say it came back after 14-22 months
 
flystr8 said:
Issue is it doesn’t give you deep restorative sleep like a normal sleep would. That’s what I want to achieve man, I wish we all could just sleep.
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This is because normally your consciusness can go to 0% (deep sleep) to 100% (full “on” mode, feeling life 100%).

With these drugs they block and fix our consciusness like to the 50% mark, so we cannot fall into a deep sleep neither go full ON with life when we are awake.
 
Bruh I don’t want to scream victory before win but today i feel like a micro-crack in this steel-wall that is there since the last 14 months, like yesterday i was really awful, now i came to wake up and feel a little bit positive and i feel a very little bit better.

May I’m turning the corner, or maybe it’s just the calm before another storm, who know..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Bruh I don’t want to scream victory before win but today i feel like a micro-crack in this steel-wall that is there since the last 14 months, like yesterday i was really awful, now i came to wake up and feel a little bit positive and i feel a very little bit better.

May I’m turning the corner, or maybe it’s just the calm before another storm, who know..
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I wish bro, I couldn’t knock out and get my sleep even after being on medication.

Just doesn’t make sense to me why I can’t sleep

Im looking at NAC supplements and melatonin
 
flystr8 said:
I wish bro, I couldn’t knock out and get my sleep even after being on medication.

Just doesn’t make sense to me why I can’t sleep

Im looking at NAC supplements and melatonin
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Because normally without this drug we can go 0% (deep sleep) to 100% (full “on” mode, living life all the way)

They basically block us at 50%, this mean we cannot reach 0% that is essential to fall into a deep sleep, and we cannon reach 100% that is essential to feel an live 100%

If we can’t have a deep sleep we cannot recovery, because recovery happen 80% when we are into deep sleep, body and brain regenerate.

Since we cannot reach our deep sleep recovery is blocked, that time when we fall again into full 100% deep sleep then recovery start taking his place all the way.

I’m sure this is why we can’t recover early, because sleep, deep sleep, restorative sleep is the key but we cannot reach that kind of sleep.
 
Found an old post from 2018 stating the accounts of those who've recovered. May reading their recovery posts bring you all momentum.
Find latest posts on the profile page to see their posts
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/309645-khaverim7
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/253077-starkid
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/363127-redmanone
http://bluelight.org/vb/members/343929-Symbolicone09
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/343448-Bad-Robot
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/406724-Invegasucks
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/400718-PhuckInvegga
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/365916-Nathan-Cissell
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/402067-Gdvffh
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/391315-Decisive
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/416590-unexpected175
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/417293-Lazar
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/427955-Shay96
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/371830-Kyliepsychic
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/431373-nnnbbvvv
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/384210-Koz26
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/393803-NotAPsycho
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/433922-copperdome
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/456774-rel
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/456380-undiminished689
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/440001-Jmoore52
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/396763-Jmorin
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/463090-dirtyinvega
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/447307-poisoned_veins
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/464712-Momogus
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/476334-SurvivedXeplion
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/477474-Anhedonia67
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Because normally without this drug we can go 0% (deep sleep) to 100% (full “on” mode, living life all the way)

They basically block us at 50%, this mean we cannot reach 0% that is essential to fall into a deep sleep, and we cannon reach 100% that is essential to feel an live 100%

If we can’t have a deep sleep we cannot recovery, because recovery happen 80% when we are into deep sleep, body and brain regenerate.

Since we cannot reach our deep sleep recovery is blocked, that time when we fall again into full 100% deep sleep then recovery start taking his place all the way.

I’m sure this is why we can’t recover early, because sleep, deep sleep, restorative sleep is the key but we cannot reach that kind of sleep.
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I’m really so close to taking my tablet to sleep

And my tablets can’t micro dose

I went gym today let’s see if I can get deep sleep but o nearly died in the gym cause the weights were too heavy I have no more strength
 
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