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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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In my medical report it keeps saying I have to take the injection but my court order doesn’t say nothing about that shit ima test it
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Today i was visiting a new home because I’m about to move from where i live now, and i was a lot suffering because all the sympthoms that this shit of poison gave me and my family instead of supporting me They shout thing like “you look like a menta ill, at least don’t show it like that” like is my fault that I’m suffering a lot because of this shit.

The only positive thing about all this experience is that you will see the true face of who are around you: family, friends, doctors, psychiatrists.. You Will see them for what They truly are.

Then when you recover you won’t forget neither forgive, you will cut ties with everybody because you saw who they are for real.
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Yeah 100%
I just want sleep and my nose back,
 
Trueart2 said:
I just found out today my Mom was the one who got me injected for 6 months. It says in my report my mother requested I be given a LAI and then that day they ended up doing it
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Don’t forgive her. When you will recovery, remember what she did to you. They all dropped the fake mask, your mother, my mother, our family. They are dangerous people and they ruined our lives.

Remember that when you recover. Don’t forget, don’t forgive.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Don’t forgive her. When you will recovery, remember what she did to you. They all dropped the fake mask, your mother, my mother, our family. They are dangerous people and they ruined our lives.

Remember that when you recover. Don’t forget, don’t forgive.
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She probably didn’t know the harm these injections can cause. Most people are brainwashed to believe meds are safe because a doctor prescribed them. My parents still think they don’t cause brain damage.
 
Hi Everyone, Inferno here from the Middle East.
I was admitted to the psych ward for nearly a month where I was taking the risperidone pill, was forced to take the injection to get discharged, had another one a week later, then the last one a month after which was on June 22nd.
Basically 3 injections in total all 100mg.
Currently going through all the struggles you're all going through; lack of thoughts, anhedonia, low motivation etc.
Wishing you all recovery and strength through these tough times.
 
Trueart2 said:
That’s fantastic news you’ve gotten off your cto. Hopefully you’ll be able to terminate the administration of injections soon too; and get your entire situation fixed up. Things have changed, they can’t wring your neck around anymore; they have to obey and follow a much stricter protocol for themselves and the likelihood of them fucking you over for their understandings of your disposition has been erdicated
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I can’t wait for this to be over. Probably a long recovery ahead but thats better than being on monthly injections with zero progress. I feel less stressed now because CTOs can last years. I am very lucky. I have a good psychiatrist.
 
Invegatorture said:
She probably didn’t know the harm these injections can cause. Most people are brainwashed to believe meds are safe because a doctor prescribed them. My parents still think they don’t cause brain damage.
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The same people who blamed be i don’t take covid-19 vaccine because I don’t know what is inside and i don’t want to play with my body, are the same that took this vaccine 2-3 times without even knowing what is inside.

These same people pushed me into iniections. They are sheep, blind sheep.

Also i noticed that people who got the c-19 shots are changed, like they don’t feel anymore emotions or something like that, strange shit..
 
InvegaInferno said:
Hi Everyone, Inferno here from the Middle East.
I was admitted to the psych ward for nearly a month where I was taking the risperidone pill, was forced to take the injection to get discharged, had another one a week later, then the last one a month after which was on June 22nd.
Basically 3 injections in total all 100mg.
Currently going through all the struggles you're all going through; lack of thoughts, anhedonia, low motivation etc.
Wishing you all recovery and strength through these tough times.
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Bismillah, reach Allah because you need him trust me. Welcome to the club..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
The same people who blamed be i don’t take covid-19 vaccine because I don’t know what is inside and i don’t want to play with my body, are the same that took this vaccine 2-3 times without even knowing what is inside.

These same people pushed me into iniections. They are sheep, blind sheep.

Also i noticed that people who got the c-19 shots are changed, like they don’t feel anymore emotions or something like that, strange shit..
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I agree on people being sheep. I also didn’t take the covid vaccines and people loved to hate on me at work.
 
InvegaInferno said:
Hi Everyone, Inferno here from the Middle East.
I was admitted to the psych ward for nearly a month where I was taking the risperidone pill, was forced to take the injection to get discharged, had another one a week later, then the last one a month after which was on June 22nd.
Basically 3 injections in total all 100mg.
Currently going through all the struggles you're all going through; lack of thoughts, anhedonia, low motivation etc.
Wishing you all recovery and strength through these tough times.
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Wishing you strength as well. We will make it out of this hell one day.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Receptors after 30-45 days become recycled by new ones basically we had to recover in this time but until we still have this poison in our body, when news receptors grow they immediately get blocked, and from what we understood this shit can last in your body for 8 months, 14 months, 18 months, 2+ years? Who know..

Then another problem came out: even if you body fully detox from this poison, you brain used to this poison and there in no guarantee that will find his way back how it was before.

There are too many factors not yet understood in term of recovery, what we all know for sure is this:

This is the biggest war you will face in you entire life, some people lose this war and suicide, some never suicide but neither recover, some only partially recover.
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I heard stories of people who fully recovered, are they not true?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I heard stories of people who fully recovered, are they not true?
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What is full recovery? I remember exactly how things were before, like 2 years ago? I doubt about that.

Maybe recovery is more like “i got to the point i can have a life that I’m good about”

Or maybe it’s more I still have sympthoms but compared on how they were in the first year and a half its a lot better

What is recovery? We don’t know..
 
InvegaInferno said:
I used to be closer to God before the injections, even with my manic episodes. But now I struggle with my relationship with Him.
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I was raised by nuns, when I was newborn. They teached me faith.. Now i have a upside down cross on my neck tattoo, because i Lost my faith, my god won’t let all this pain for all these people around the world happen, and if this is his case, he is not more my god.

I respect islam because watching these people on Gaza being blown in pieces by bombs but still have their faith just impressed me a lot.
 
lukeflowz said:
Hey guys, Luke here from Australia. I’ve been reading this form for months now and like most, I’ve been injected with invenga. 6 injections 4- 100mg and 2- 150mg my last one was on the 18th of August. I have ceased treatment and now hoping to heal. Like many of you here I suffer with Anhedonia, but at this point of time this isn’t an issue as I’m aware that it this takes a long time to heal. What’s really getting to me is Akathisia. I’m hoping when I reach the three month mark- this will ease.

Day 31 off the poison.

Walked the lake today which is 6 kilometers, still don’t have the motivation to go to the gym but hoping to get back into the swing of going in the next couple of weeks.

Slightly feel caffeine. Akathisia giving me issues and I find myself not able to rest or sit still. In result I’m pacing a fair bit. The torment of this hopefully will ease with time. I’m confident in healing in the anhedonia department in time. I just want this akathisia to end.

Mornings I find most difficult. I’ll try and read when I wake up and I’ll see if that might help.
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Propranolol with Clonazepam helps with akathisia.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
What is full recovery? I remember exactly how things were before, like 2 years ago? I doubt about that.

Maybe recovery is more like “i got to the point i can have a life that I’m good about”

Or maybe it’s more I still have sympthoms but compared on how they were in the first year and a half its a lot better

What is recovery? We don’t know..
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A lot of people say their emotions, stamina, empathy all came back.

Also dont you think that people who dont fully recover probably were on invega for a longer time as compared to someone who just had 1 or 2 shots?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
A lot of people say their emotions, stamina, empathy all came back.

Also dont you think that people who dont fully recover probably were on invega for a longer time as compared to someone who just had 1 or 2 shots?
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I don’t know, honestly.. What I know is that after 14 months I’m not a single inch recovered, i only had 2 shots.

I remember how i was before these injections, maybe is because of that i cant tell I’m recovered.

Is recovery going back on how things were before these injections? Or recovery is mostly i don’t remember exactly how i was before but now i can feel emotions and substances, i dint feel them for like 1.5-2 years?
 
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