Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

[flystr8]

suiciding over invega is madness. You seriously would rather not exist forever and destroy your loved ones then endure pain for few years and then be back to normal? Crazy. Look at people who are in terrible situations like the people of Gaza and compare your life to theirs.

Idk bro if it’s even a few years I’ve been fatigued for months now on end

Nose stuffy as ever
And it’s peak

 

[flystr8]

If I recover from that shit, I will fully cut ties with my family for sure, then I know that all these doctors are just monkey because they show me how all their years of study are worth.

Like you did 15 years of study for what? You cannot even help someone that had a receptor blockade bro like wtf you mean and you are a doctor and get 10’000$ paycheck?

Receptor blockade appatently I need that in order to sleep for my insomnia?
And that’s what the medication does


As it’s a receptor blockade what’s that going to do

 

[flystr8]

Receptor blockade appatently I need that in order to sleep for my insomnia?
And that’s what the medication does


As it’s a receptor blockade what’s that going to do

If I recover from that shit, I will fully cut ties with my family for sure, then I know that all these doctors are just monkey because they show me how all their years of study are worth.

Like you did 15 years of study for what? You cannot even help someone that had a receptor blockade bro like wtf you mean and you are a doctor and get 10’000$ paycheck?

We’ll never mind that,
I realise it blocks histamine too which is essential for your nose blood vessel to dilate and the expanded once I got the injection
So it messed my serotonin melatonin and histamine

 

[rawbanana]

I don’t blame anyone for committing suicide from this. It’s torture and very difficult to exist in this state. Just terrible.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Receptor blockade appatently I need that in order to sleep for my insomnia?
And that’s what the medication does


As it’s a receptor blockade what’s that going to do

I cannot feel tiredness due to the blockade, last week i did 40hours straight awake because my cat was sick so i spent the night at the vet but the day after i had already some appointments planned so I dint sleep for 40 hours and I don’t even noticed. Zero sleepness, fatigue or urge to sleep, not drowsing, nothig.

Before this shit i was starting to feel slepiness after 12-14 hours awake, let alone be 40hours straight awake.

Dopamine and serotonine plus all the others receptor that this shit block is crucial in order to feel.

They shut down these receptors and there are people that have lost hunger or thrist signals. Basically they sentence you to death by blocking all these receptor but instead they call that a “cure”.

 

[flystr8]

I cannot feel tiredness due to the blockade, last week i did 40hours straight awake because my cat was sick so i spent the night at the vet but the day after i had already some appointments planned so I dint sleep for 40 hours and I don’t even noticed. Zero sleepness, fatigue or urge to sleep, not drowsing, nothig.

Before this shit i was starting to feel slepiness after 12-14 hours awake, let alone be 40hours straight awake.

Dopamine and serotonine plus all the others receptor that this shit block is crucial in order to feel.

They shut down these receptors and there are people that have lost hunger or thrist signals. Basically they sentence you to death by blocking all these receptor but instead they call that a “cure”.

Absolute dickheads
I cannot wait till these medical professionals meet their makers.

I really don’t know what they’re thinking when they sit with patients administrating these things to them

And Well yeah that goes to say why I feel everything
My melatonin
Serotonin
Completely fried,
Histamine

I just don’t know how these receptors are supposed to just open up again after being closed

I hope it gets bettr

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Fucking dickheads
I cant wait till these medical professionals meet their maker man.
I really don’t know what they’re thinking

Well yeah that goes to say everything
My melatonin
Serotonin
Completely fried,
Histamine

I just don’t know how these receptors are supposed to just open up.

Today I din’t ate nothing because I don’t have hunger signal, some days i realize i dint drank water, i don’t have signal of thrist.

I smoke 40cigarets at day becuse i cannot feel nicotine anymore, i don’t feel coffe so I drink 2-4 per day.

Cannot feel emotion (i can only cry when the right song hit me), i cannot feel sleepiness, i cannot feel sex drive or interest in anything.

They are thinking that mental ill became because of receptors imbalance but Guess what? No! You are just killing someone by blocking his receptor, like if you have a broken leg and they amputate this leg saying “oh, look: we managed the issue, now you don’t have anymore a broken leg” like bro wtf are you even saying, i don’t have anymore a broken leg because i literally don’t have my leg anymore.

 

[Invegatorture]

Today I din’t ate nothing because I don’t have hunger signal, some days i realize i dint drank water, i don’t have signal of thrist.

I smoke 40cigarets at day becuse i cannot feel nicotine anymore, i don’t feel coffe so I drink 2-4 per day.

Cannot feel emotion (i can only cry when the right song hit me), i cannot feel sleepiness, i cannot feel sex drive or interest in anything.

They are thinking that mental ill became because of receptors imbalance but Guess what? No! You are just killing someone by blocking his receptor, like if you have a broken leg and they amputate this leg saying “oh, look: we managed the issue, now you don’t have anymore a broken leg” like bro wtf are you even saying, i don’t have anymore a broken leg because i literally don’t have my leg anymore.

I feel zero hunger. Zero tiredness. Zero libido. Zero motivation. Its fucked.

 

[flystr8]

Today I din’t ate nothing because I don’t have hunger signal, some days i realize i dint drank water, i don’t have signal of thrist.

I smoke 40cigarets at day becuse i cannot feel nicotine anymore, i don’t feel coffe so I drink 2-4 per day.

Cannot feel emotion (i can only cry when the right song hit me), i cannot feel sleepiness, i cannot feel sex drive or interest in anything.

They are thinking that mental ill became because of receptors imbalance but Guess what? No! You are just killing someone by blocking his receptor, like if you have a broken leg and they amputate this leg saying “oh, look: we managed the issue, now you don’t have anymore a broken leg” like bro wtf are you even saying, i don’t have anymore a broken leg because i literally don’t have my leg anymore.

Yeah it’s fucked I did like 32 joints in 3 days and I don’t get high, don’t feel it. 5/6 dr peppers,

I cannot feel sleepiness and my nose blocks up
I mean it’s been worse…
But I just pray our receptors open back up which according to ChatGPT it will which I take with a pinch of salt as that’s all government anyway.

I just hate this feeling I’ve been wired for like 100 days of no sleep I don’t know how my body and brain just aren’t broken yet but they feel it

 

[flystr8]

Worst thing about it my eyes feel so groggy and my brain feels heavy, making my nervous system feel so impacted.

I need restorative sleep so badly but cause these pricks fried my receptors I can’t sleep.

No wonder why these folic acid supplements haven’t made me sleep it’s just made me feel more wired..

I don’t know how much longer I can take this though

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Yeah it’s fucked I did like 32 joints in 3 days and I don’t get high, don’t feel it. 5/6 dr peppers,

I cannot feel sleepiness and my nose blocks up
I mean it’s been worse…
But I just pray our receptors open back up which according to ChatGPT it will which I take with a pinch of salt as that’s all government anyway.

I just hate this feeling I’ve been wired for like 100 days of no sleep I don’t know how my body and brain just aren’t broken yet but they feel it

Receptors after 30-45 days become recycled by new ones basically we had to recover in this time but until we still have this poison in our body, when news receptors grow they immediately get blocked, and from what we understood this shit can last in your body for 8 months, 14 months, 18 months, 2+ years? Who know..

Then another problem came out: even if you body fully detox from this poison, you brain used to this poison and there in no guarantee that will find his way back how it was before.

There are too many factors not yet understood in term of recovery, what we all know for sure is this:

This is the biggest war you will face in you entire life, some people lose this war and suicide, some never suicide but neither recover, some only partially recover.

 

[flystr8]

Receptors after 30-45 days become recycled by new ones basically we had to recover in this time but until we still have this poison in our body, when news receptors grow they immediately get blocked, and from what we understood this shit can last in your body for 8 months, 14 months, 18 months, 2+ years? Who know..

Then another problem came out: even if you body fully detox from this poison, you brain used to this poison and there in no guarantee that will find his way back how it was before.

There are too many factors not yet understood in term of recovery, what we all know for sure is this:

This is the biggest war you will face in you entire life, some people lose this war and suicide, some never suicide but neither recover, some only partially recover.

I hear this story all the time

I heard it’s 4 months it’s been 3 months since I last had mine.
My nose block used to be so bad I couldn’t breathe at all, it’s slightly getting better or it could be a placebo effect.
My sleep has always been where I just lay in bed it doesn’t go to deep sleep.
I’ve been prescribed zoplicone even that barely works. Kept me asleep for 2 hours last night that’s no joy.

Do people ever get their good nights rest back?
Do people ever end up breathing again?
Do people get their lives back?

This is horrible

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I hear this story all the time

I heard it’s 4 months it’s been 3 months since I last had mine.
My nose block used to be so bad I couldn’t breathe at all, it’s slightly getting better or it could be a placebo effect.
My sleep has always been where I just lay in bed it doesn’t go to deep sleep.
I’ve been prescribed zoplicone even that barely works. Kept me asleep for 2 hours last night that’s no joy.

Do people ever get their good nights rest back?
Do people ever end up breathing again?
Do people get their lives back?

This is horrible

There are people that say they fully recovered, we don’t know why some people take 9 months, and some 2 years, we don’t know exactly what they mean with “full recovery” like its hard to remember exactly of thing were before being poisoned for 2 years..

There are people that say that it all came back: sleep, hot, emotion, tiredness, feeling substances (coffe, nicotine, alchool, weed).

What we can do is just wait, wait, wait…… And see what happen, it may take 9 months, 12 months,14 months,18 months,22 months, 2 years, 2.5years..

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I’m in this hell for 14 months now, nothing has improved, tinnitus came out at the 13 months mark so 1 months ago, i don’t even can process how healing is possible after this whole time without improvements.

What is garanted is that if you feel that something is wrong then your brain feel it also, so is trying to fix himself.

 

[Trueart2]

I have been discharged from my CTO. I need to stay on injections tho as I have a situation with the police. Still happy i’m off it. 9 injections of abilify so far. Next injection is 300mg. May see improvements with a lower dose. Had my last injection at 400mg today. I may be court ordered in the future, but will have to wait and see.

That’s fantastic news you’ve gotten off your cto. Hopefully you’ll be able to terminate the administration of injections soon too; and get your entire situation fixed up. Things have changed, they can’t wring your neck around anymore; they have to obey and follow a much stricter protocol for themselves and the likelihood of them fucking you over for their understandings of your disposition has been erdicated

 

[Trueart2]

I want my fucking intellect back

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Today i was visiting a new home because I’m about to move from where i live now, and i was a lot suffering because all the sympthoms that this shit of poison gave me and my family instead of supporting me They shout thing like “you look like a menta ill, at least don’t show it like that” like is my fault that I’m suffering a lot because of this shit.

The only positive thing about all this experience is that you will see the true face of who are around you: family, friends, doctors, psychiatrists.. You Will see them for what They truly are.

Then when you recover you won’t forget neither forgive, you will cut ties with everybody because you saw who they are for real.

 

[flystr8]

I’m in this hell for 14 months now, nothing has improved, tinnitus came out at the 13 months mark so 1 months ago, i don’t even can process how healing is possible after this whole time without improvements.

What is garanted is that if you feel that something is wrong then your brain feel it also, so is trying to fix himself.

Peak I relate man, I’m 3 month mark and nose block is still a thing

Sleep is the most important thing I’m missing out on and is taking a big portion of my life

 

[Trueart2]

I just found out today my Mom was the one who got me injected for 6 months. It says in my report my mother requested I be given a LAI and then that day they ended up doing it

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I want my fucking intellect back

I’m just blasted like a monkey, i go into a room forgetting why i was in this room (like grab new clothes to use after shower) or i forget if I had taken phills for tinnitus (like i take the pill, i light up a cigaret and i don’t remember if I had taken the Phills) like wdym wtf is this?