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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Bruh if they wanted 1’000 $ I could give them without the need of destroying my life what kind of shit is this
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Idk just ask me a cautions like “in order to get out the psych ward you have to pay 2’000$ or we inject you two times” at least let me choose if I want to blast my life or i just go to pay you these money in order to not be fucked so bad, i mean..
 
The irony of tought mental illness are cause by chemical imbalance in the brain, but you destroy the chemical balance of the brain in order to make someone mental il, like WTF
 
Matthew01 said:
No. I feel off and unsatisfied. Not experiencing that is a sign something is extremely wrong.
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Hi Matthew. I was given 4 clopixol injections, last one 1 month ago and feel exactly how you do so know that you are not alone. My days are filled with doom and I feel as though this could be a death sentence. On a lighter note I have seen a couple instances of people recovering from clopixol and from time to time I really feel glimmers of hope but my thoughts are so restricted and my ability to engage with life in any meaningful capacity has been stolen from me. I really hope that one day we can get some relief from this. Our D2 receptor has been blocked by around 72% or more it’s not fair.
 
jackhennessy120 said:
Hi Matthew. I was given 4 clopixol injections, last one 1 month ago and feel exactly how you do so know that you are not alone. My days are filled with doom and I feel as though this could be a death sentence. On a lighter note I have seen a couple instances of people recovering from clopixol and from time to time I really feel glimmers of hope but my thoughts are so restricted and my ability to engage with life in any meaningful capacity has been stolen from me. I really hope that one day we can get some relief from this. Our D2 receptor has been blocked by around 72% or more it’s not fair.
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Welcome to the forums, stay active.
 
rawbanana said:
I wish more than anything that I could go back in time and change what happened but I can’t. I’ve lost so much respect for myself to the point where I think about suicide all day every day. I hate my life so much. Feels pointless talking about it cause we can’t change a system that is so powerful. It’s such a tragedy.
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I really empathise when you say you’ve lost respect for yourself but you have to remember that it is not your fault. Everything about me has changed (even my gait) and I feel utterly disgusted by myself but then I remember that I am a victim and the way I act is all because of the damage. Have you considered testosterone? I think it could help.
 
Invegatorture said:
I feel soooo dead inside
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Ain’t seen you in a while good to see you. We need to check up on each other at least once a day, the entire forums. Make sure we have some level of accountability for holding each other up and staying alive. With the newest suicide of @brokenself. We’ve lost a member who contributed and ended up giving up on life due to these injections.

I’m at work, so I’ll keep it short but this is our lives. We have to come together to do better in order to save ourselves from ourselves and this injection
 
Does anyone’s eyes sting really bad? I don’t understand this never used to happen to me but ever since omega my eyes sting so bad when I rub them or just out of nowhere randomly
 
Trueart2 said:
Ain’t seen you in a while good to see you. We need to check up on each other at least once a day, the entire forums. Make sure we have some level of accountability for holding each other up and staying alive. With the newest suicide of @brokenself. We’ve lost a member who contributed and ended up giving up on life due to these injections.

I’m at work, so I’ll keep it short but this is our lives. We have to come together to do better in order to save ourselves from ourselves and this injection
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Yeah I saw what happened it’s so sad. I have not been posting as much because all I wanna do is complain.
 
jackhennessy120 said:
I really empathise when you say you’ve lost respect for yourself but you have to remember that it is not your fault. Everything about me has changed (even my gait) and I feel utterly disgusted by myself but then I remember that I am a victim and the way I act is all because of the damage. Have you considered testosterone? I think it could help.
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I’m a victim but it doesn’t change anything. I still let this happen. Nobody on the outside sees the suffering so they all treat me like I’m doing this to myself or I’m choosing to suffer. I hate my family for calling the cops and putting me in the hospital. I fucking hate them.
 
Invegatorture said:
Yeah I saw what happened it’s so sad. I have not been posting as much because all I wanna do is complain.
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you know if you put your foot down and say you won’t take any more injections they won’t force you. They’re scaring you. Legally without consent they can’t force injections and they can’t keep you in the hospital forever. Don’t let them intimidate you
 
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rawbanana said:
you know if you put your food down and say you won’t take any more injections they won’t force you. They’re scaring you. Legally without consent they can’t force injections and they can’t keep you in the hospital forever. Don’t let them intimidate you
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Thanks I did read your other post as well. My situation is a bit complicated and I may be put on a court order for violence while I was in psychosis. If I find out thats not happening I will defo take your advice and refuse. As you said they can’t keep me in hospital forever and my mum told me she would try get me out.
 
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