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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Well my life was already a disaster before that, i just went to the psych ward because of regular panic attacks, after some 3 weeks i just recovered from that and asked to be “released” and they just told me that if I want to go home I had to take this injection. I never tought that 1-2 injection can cause such pain.. I tought that after some weeks it faded away but I was wrong. For me there is no valid reason to this, and I don’t think there is neither some valid reason to give a drug that change the life of people for at least 12 months in some case, 24+ or permanent in other cases.. (Sorry for my bad english anyway)
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i'm sure your life was great compared to how it is now though
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
The fact is that maybe we just needed some kind of help because we were at the lowest of our life, but by doing that they dint help us at all, we were already on our knees and they just slammed an hammer on our head. This is not “helping people” and for sure this is not a medicine. This is designed to torture people, i know that some of the baddest seecret services around the wolrd use that as a method of torture.
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This is true, multiple countries have used antipsychotics as a torture mechanism
 
Trueart2 said:
We all got injected because our mental health was in a questionable state
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Actually they apply diagnosis on the DSM and inst rare that they misunderstood our sympthoms, one can tell that i simply have strong panic attacks and another can tell that I have psychosis, the DSM is like the bible of psychiatry and every psychiatrists use that on his own interpretation. The today cult of psychiatry is based on a chemical imbalance on the brain (they think this is the point but they don’t know for sure) but maybe in 100 years someone will discover that mental health issues are stomach-linked of maybe a bones linked issue or idk, btw the fact is that they play with chemical balance of the brain thinking that is the source of mental illness but they don’t know for sure. The proof is putting someone with panic attacks under antipsychotics depot injections. They dropped the mask with me.
 
rawbanana said:
This is really sad what’s happened to us. So sorry to everyone going through this
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We just have to reach 18-24 months mark, this is a war that we din’t starter, but i swear they won’t win this war, they won’t win us, we are soldier and we handle that, and one day when we are healed from that poison nothing can stop neither take down us. trust me. We will do that all together.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
We just have to reach 18-24 months mark, this is a war that we din’t starter, but i swear they won’t win this war, they won’t win us, we are soldier and we handle that, and one day when we are healed from that poison nothing can stop neither take down us. trust me. We will do that all together.
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I really like the gusto and determination. I pray that’s true for you.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
How much time ago was your last injections? Since that you taked other psych meds or you are meds-free? Did you played with your SNC with weed/alchool after your last shot?
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Not sure how it works for Consta, but weed pushes Invega out the blood brain barrier.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
We just have to reach 18-24 months mark, this is a war that we din’t starter, but i swear they won’t win this war, they won’t win us, we are soldier and we handle that, and one day when we are healed from that poison nothing can stop neither take down us. trust me. We will do that all together.
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I agree.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
How much time ago was your last injections? Since that you taked other psych meds or you are meds-free? Did you played with your SNC with weed/alchool after your last shot?
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It’s been 8.5 months. Mostly med free but ended up in the psych ward for suicidal ideation a few times and was forced meds. Alcohol doesn’t have an effect anymore. Weed gives me bad feelings so I don’t use it. No more euphoria or happy times.
 
Trueart2 said:
Not sure how it works for Consta, but weed pushes Invega out the blood brain barrier.
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I tryed to smoke but basically was not good at all, yes i get the high but before was enjoyable and after the injections was like “ok I’m high but I don’t like this with all the sympthoms that I now have” then after i learned that the best thing is dont stress my SNC, these injections are like being exposed to radiation, the best way to heal is to not e Ops myself to further radiation, a beer is a little radiation, a joint is a little radiation, psych meds are a lots of radiations, etc. But i saw you do some research and a study so I’m not going to understimate the work you all guys did, I’m just telling that until im not recovered i don’t want to stress my SNC
 
rawbanana said:
It’s been 8.5 months. Mostly med free but ended up in the psych ward for suicidal ideation a few times and was forced meds. Alcohol doesn’t have an effect anymore. Weed gives me bad feelings so I don’t use it. No more euphoria or happy times.
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The best thing is to never land on these slaugherhouse that they call psych ward anymore, if you are suicidal remember that this is not you, this is what they did to you, What They did to all of us, and reach us, here or reach other people online, stay away from psych meds that play and stress your SNC
 
I wakeup everyday realizing damn my cognition is still stolen from me. Sucks, at work I might just persevere through and being teaching again sooner than expected, this is some bullshit
 
Trueart2 said:
I wakeup everyday realizing damn my cognition is still stolen from me. Sucks, at work I might just persevere through and being teaching again sooner than expected, this is some bullshit
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Probably the psychiatrist who put you under the injections never told you about the cognitive impairment, sexual disfunctions, and all the others sympthoms, because if they did probably you would never accept the injections, and this is why they dint tell a single thing to you, to me, to all of us.. I sued them because of that, where i live the law say that the doctor have to full inform the patient about all the side effects of one drug, then the patient can take his time to think about it and decide what do to. With me They just say “we have to look at the benefits even if there are some risk, but if you take this we let you ho back to your home”. This is a crime in my country, let’s see what happen with this lawsuit.. Anyways this is very wrong, that they put you, me and all of us plus other people around the world in this torture.
 
Invegatorture said:
I miss my masculinity and confidence. Feel weak on these meds.
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This is what they did to you, not what you are. We will get back to our prime and even better, don’t worry ok? Brain damage is permanent when you lose tissue of the brain, receptor blockade is not permanent, our brain know that to do, our brain is working silent under the surface, but we cannot feel that..
 
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