Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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My entire sense of self has shattered. I’m a victim. They basically tricked me into getting this shot and now I’m one step away from killing myself. It’s not fair. I want life to be beautiful again! I want to be beautiful again! How can they do this? How is it legal for them to do this to people? I wasn’t given enough information… it’s not fair

I broke a hospital door during my psychosis, I thought I was going to be stuck in the psychiatric ward forever. That’s why I’m on Invega. As long as you’re recovering/ have a chance to recover it’s not over. You’ve stated you’re experiencing small, incremental changes to feeling better/recovering. Eventually this will all fade away into distant memory and exist only as a relic in your past memory of what life was if you’re on the path to recovery.
 
I broke a hospital door during my psychosis, I thought I was going to be stuck in the psychiatric ward forever. That’s why I’m on Invega. As long as you’re recovering/ have a chance to recover it’s not over. You’ve stated you’re experiencing small, incremental changes to feeling better/recovering. Eventually this will all fade away into distant memory and exist only as a relic in your past memory of what life was if you’re on the path to recovery.
How is it supposed to fade away when it's functional damage to your receptors?
 
How is it supposed to fade away when it's functional damage to your receptors?

I don’t know the specifics nor do I have the knowledge to articulate how people recover, but at the very least if Invega was so viciously implemented to be a forever chemical lobotomy, it wouldn’t be as accessible in hospitals/medical practice to the degree it is currently.

People commonly speak to the brain receptors being recycled, and neurogenesis as the pathways to recovery, and often when it’s only 1-2 shots(as most people here have) people report feeling better than they did with pre-invega. I have no idea how the system or mechanisms of the brain work in the occurrence of recovery but people do recover, and for the most part it’s a mass majority of those who were on Invega who do.

I’m supposedly going to take 7-8 shots, which is more than the vast majority of users here both current and past. I’ve seen stories of people recovering from extended periods of shots, and most doctors/medical professionals report recovery is possible from 6 months worth of antipsychotic injections, it’ll just take a long time( supposedly up to 4 years).
 
I think for me, I felt better after invega because of the upregulation of dopamine receptors/increase in sensitivity to dopamine. I felt high on life. My brain wasn’t same as pre invega but definitely felt as if it had “healed”. All my symptoms dissapeared except my hunched spine.
 
I think for me, I felt better after invega because of the upregulation of dopamine receptors/increase in sensitivity to dopamine. I felt high on life. My brain wasn’t same as pre invega but definitely felt as if it had “healed”. All my symptoms dissapeared except my hunched spine.
Your brain wasn't the same? What do you mean by this? You didn't say this before? What exactly changed?
 
Hey everyone
I am nervous about medication change
I have a appointment on the 21st to discuss with my med provider about switching . Zyprexa has saved my life and got me to where I need to be but for my overall health and weight it is time to let zyprexa go and move on to something that is for long term use as zyprexa is not meant to be for long term . I am on 10mg zyprexa and hoping to switch to possible latuda . I know someone on here mentioned it gives you akathisia but from what I gathered that happens on larger dose .I was considering abilify pill form but I just dont trust it at all . I feel like it will set me backwards in all my progress and recovery. I can say in 2 of my support groups on facebook asking about experience with both of these medication there was positive feed back on both but i think i am going to go with latuda to be honest just cant risk anything with abilify. But some of them in the support group was suggesting invega injection I couldnt believe i didnt even bother spilling into how it killed my soul taking because it seem to be working for them . They also told me to look into cobenfy which I dont think that medication is promising either has alot of risk factor and pretty heavy to the point it is use for if nothing else works situation. But overall if I do switch I calm my nervousness by reminding myself I can just go back on zyprexa and just manage my life around it until I do find something that works if I dont like the latuda.
 
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How is it supposed to fade away when it's functional damage to your receptors?
*sigh* Receptors in your brain are just proteins that get recycled all the time. There would only be a permanent problem if enough of your brain cells died.
 
*sigh* Receptors in your brain are just proteins that get recycled all the time. There would only be a permanent problem if enough of your brain cells died.

Thank you for revealing something that is seemingly beneficial to the spirit, and positive to the mind
 
*sigh* Receptors in your brain are just proteins that get recycled all the time. There would only be a permanent problem if enough of your brain cells died.
They actually don't get recycled all the time once you had any of these antipsychotic injections. If that were true than none of us would be here.

Here’s what’s known about receptor recovery (“recycling”) after blockade:


  • Pharmacokinetics: After one injection, measurable drug can remain in the body for up to ~4–6 months, and after multiple injections, effective levels can linger even longer (sometimes 12–18 months in sensitive individuals).
  • Receptor plasticity: When receptors are chronically blocked, the brain adapts. Dopamine receptors (especially D₂) may downregulate (decrease in number or sensitivity). Once blockade is lifted, recovery depends on neuroplastic processes, which vary widely across people.
  • Expected timeline: Some research suggests dopamine receptor density and sensitivity can begin to normalize within several months to a year after drug clearance. But in cases of long-acting injectables, many patients report much longer timelines — sometimes 12–24 months or more — for significant functional recovery.
  • Uncertainty: Not everyone recovers fully to their pre-medication baseline. Genetics, duration of treatment, number of injections, and individual brain plasticity all play roles.
  • Serotonin vs dopamine: 5-HT₂A receptor function usually recovers faster than D₂, but if dopamine signaling remains blunted, the overall experience of motivation, reward, and pleasure can still feel impaired.
Receptors do recycle and resensitize after Invega Sustenna, but it can be very slow. Many people see gradual improvements over 1–2 years, though recovery is variable and may not be complete for everyone.
 
Thank you for revealing something that is seemingly beneficial to the spirit, and positive to the mind
I keep saying this and I guess repeating it is necessary. I used to be really scared about this too but it's fine. I think the biggest threat invega poses is tardive dyskinesia.
 
They actually don't get recycled all the time once you had any of these antipsychotic injections. If that were true than none of us would be here.

Here’s what’s known about receptor recovery (“recycling”) after blockade:


  • Pharmacokinetics: After one injection, measurable drug can remain in the body for up to ~4–6 months, and after multiple injections, effective levels can linger even longer (sometimes 12–18 months in sensitive individuals).
  • Receptor plasticity: When receptors are chronically blocked, the brain adapts. Dopamine receptors (especially D₂) may downregulate (decrease in number or sensitivity). Once blockade is lifted, recovery depends on neuroplastic processes, which vary widely across people.
  • Expected timeline: Some research suggests dopamine receptor density and sensitivity can begin to normalize within several months to a year after drug clearance. But in cases of long-acting injectables, many patients report much longer timelines — sometimes 12–24 months or more — for significant functional recovery.
  • Uncertainty: Not everyone recovers fully to their pre-medication baseline. Genetics, duration of treatment, number of injections, and individual brain plasticity all play roles.
  • Serotonin vs dopamine: 5-HT₂A receptor function usually recovers faster than D₂, but if dopamine signaling remains blunted, the overall experience of motivation, reward, and pleasure can still feel impaired.
Receptors do recycle and resensitize after Invega Sustenna, but it can be very slow. Many people see gradual improvements over 1–2 years, though recovery is variable and may not be complete for everyone.
ChatGPT is not a reliable source, stop posting from it. Dopamine receptors don't actually downregulate on antipsychotics, they actually upregulate to overcome blocks, especially short-term. This is why medication can sometimes stop working for schitozphernia too. If you've been talking to it for a while, that will amplify its tendency to tell you what it thinks you want to hear. The chat bot is overly validating to anyone's worldview at any time, including your negativity. In a way, it's programmed to reinforce your feelings.

The way people see ChatGPT as an objective facts machine is hilarious and sad to me.
 
I keep saying this and I guess repeating it is necessary. I used to be really scared about this too but it's fine. I think the biggest threat invega poses is tardive dyskinesia.

Ive dont thnk i ever had TD but i did get akathisia from latuda and it was horrible. I kept grinding my teeth so hard that it was painful

But ya i think as long as you dont get TD you will be fine. Recovery is the rule rather then exception even with invega
 
This shit makes you cold as a person, not many people(I assume) have had their minds, bodies, and an attempt at their spirits stolen from them and be forced to continue living
 
This shit makes you cold as a person, not many people(I assume) have had their minds, bodies, and an attempt at their spirits stolen from them and be forced to continue living
Being forced to live is just existing at this point time hasn't done shit for me and there is nothing I want to do with my time anymore which just makes it feel like a long ass time.
 
Being forced to live is just existing at this point time hasn't done shit for me and there is nothing I want to do with my time anymore which just makes it feel like a long ass time.
To my understanding you haven’t recovered, what are you symptoms and have you tried smoking cannabis to test your receptors
 
I watched these youtube videos for years where people from different religions go to a park in the UK and debate . Just 2 hours ago I was at the dentist getting my teeth cleaned when I was getting my insurance shit sorted I turn around and guess whos behind me? One somewhat popular guest in these videos. I was shocked , crazy fkn small world.
 
To my understanding you haven’t recovered, what are you symptoms and have you tried smoking cannabis to test your receptors
anhedonia, loss of appetite food just doesn't taste the same anymore, disrupted sleep (even with taking melatonin or trying to stay awake doesn't do anything), burning sensation in my throat that doesn't go away (drinking anything doesn't feel refreshing or anything), pubic hair and hair in general falling out constantly (never had this issue before the injection), Cognitive dulling always a blank mind, constant fatigue sleep doesn't feel like anything just feels forced, loss of smell (nothing smells as strong as it used too leading to tasteless food) and I haven't tried smoking cannabis, I did Ketamine IV but that didn't do anything for these symptoms just a drug trip.
 
I f*#ked myself over by having a few drinks on the weekend and now I’m feeling severely depressed. I do not recommend drinking alcohol in recovery, I mean maybe 1 won’t hurt cause I’ve been fine everytime I’ve only had 1 but 2-3, no… don’t do it
 
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