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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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This shit is so intense and these psychiatrists give it out so carelessly… it should be a crime to prescribe long acting injections without serious thought and care. They gave me the pill for three days before injecting me with this. kind of goes to show how little western medicine actually cares about the wellbeing of the patient
 
invegetable said:
Well into month 7 with zero improvements. I feel like an empty building made out of jello. Pretty soon I will be taking all the drugs, psychosis would be nice right now.
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I honestly miss psychosis so much. I might have been a little delusional but at least I was having fun!!! I feel like nothing will ever be fun again….
 
Did anyone else’s face change after taking Invega? Idk if it’s just the fat cause my eyes have this crazy look to them now too
 
rawbanana said:
I never considered suicide prior to this
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guy...

Sorry to tell you this but this invega changed my life in a very positive way after 9 months.

My life was ruined and now more than recovered.

I became so strong and found so much deeper meaning from no meaning that invega gives us.

All the so called "me" died literally.

I lost all the desires and meanings but now I replaced those desires and meaning into love and gratitude and filling my life with so much deeper meaning.

Talk to me if you want to know how I did this.
 
wbga said:
guy...

Sorry to tell you this but this invega changed my life in a very positive way after 9 months.

My life was ruined and now more than recovered.

I became so strong and found so much deeper meaning from no meaning that invega gives us.

All the so called "me" died literally.

I lost all the desires and meanings but now I replaced those desires and meaning into love and gratitude and filling my life with so much deeper meaning.

Talk to me if you want to know how I did this.
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I’m glad you’re doing well. I hope I feel the same way after 9 months. It’s only been 4 months for me.
 
rawbanana said:
I’m glad you’re doing well. I hope I feel the same way after 9 months. It’s only been 4 months for me.
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4 months is hard. I had experienced nightmare during that time.

I was miserable and found no meaning from life. I was scared but time heals.

Don't forget your life isn't over and actually try to use this "painful" time as your learning process.

Pain teaches you a lot. a lot.

Pain gives you so much gifts and growth.

So Don't be afraid.

Trust yourself.

Learn from it. Know who you are and what you can do in that time of nothingness.

This will give you so much power to live in this world.
 
wbga said:
4 months is hard. I had experienced nightmare during that time.

I was miserable and found no meaning from life. I was scared but time heals.

Don't forget your life isn't over and actually try to use this "painful" time as your learning process.

Pain teaches you a lot. a lot.

Pain gives you so much gifts and growth.

So Don't be afraid.

Trust yourself.

Learn from it. Know who you are and what you can do in that time of nothingness.

This will give you so much power to live in this world.
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I can’t really do anything except sulk. I’m trying to do things but like you said everything feels meaningless. I don’t think I’m going to recover as fast as you either cus I got four shots. So I’ll likely suffer until 2026. Or the rest of my life.
 
rawbanana said:
I can’t really do anything except sulk. I’m trying to do things but like you said everything feels meaningless. I don’t think I’m going to recover as fast as you either cus I got four shots. So I’ll likely suffer until 2026. Or the rest of my life.
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I had atleast 6 shots of invega and 18 months worth of abilify and still recovered after about a year. I would have recovered quicker but the latuda gave me akathisia
 
rawbanana said:
Did anyone else’s face change after taking Invega? Idk if it’s just the fat cause my eyes have this crazy look to them now too
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I have the same issue, its the poison messing up the body in whole, inflammation, heart pain, kidney and uti issues, that and a dozen more are officially listed in the side effects from this injection.

You will be shocked if you do some proper research into this poison…
 
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