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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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invega011024 said:
N you are asking questions that are better answered by a professor or a graduate student in psychiatry. Why not follow that guide that the dude who said he spent 750k on finding a cure for the damage done by the drugs?
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It's too risky to spend that amount of money. Please do you know a site where I can ask profressors this question? Is there a site or forum for graduate students in psychiatry? Like a subreddit or something? Been looking for something like that for a long time.
 
flystr8 said:
I relate dude,

I opted for the injection cause I thought I never wanted to be in a mental hospital again, it was the worst experience of my life being in there for 40 days.

I’m also not feeling good not just in general but with me cause I went for it. I had no idea or superstition this could be the aftermath
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The irony of going to a mental hospital to be released into society a completely broken mess is so fucked. No one can fix us how mental hospitals fucking broke us. Where do you go when the place that's meant to help you gives you this poison.
 
IOSIP said:
How's the akathisia?
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That’s went down a lot more, I think now the nose congestion is causing chest issues , I believe it’s connected to the nose being blocked. Akathisia is gone down a lot though, nose being blocked feels like something that can’t be undone
 
IOSIP said:
The irony of going to a mental hospital to be released into society a completely broken mess is so fucked. No one can fix us how mental hospitals fucking broke us. Where do you go when the place that's meant to help you gives you this poison.
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It’s fucked my nose is clogged up not even an air stream of air can come through it, that’s how bad it is. It’s a tight lock. It’s almost like I’m dead but still alive.
 
flystr8 said:
It’s fucked my nose is clogged up not even an air stream of air can come through it, that’s how bad it is. It’s a tight lock. It’s almost like I’m dead but still alive.
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Yeah i get that blocked nose from seroquel. But it's only temporary at the time that I take it at night. Having that shit 24/7 would really suck.
 
IOSIP said:
Yeah i get that blocked nose from seroquel. But it's only temporary at the time that I take it at night. Having that shit 24/7 would really suck.
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It feels everlasting almost as if it’ll never go away that’s the painful thing about it.
 
Hey guys after some days passed after i was forcefully injected with that clopixol injection. I started to involuntary bend backwards. Like my head was going back,they gave me antihistamine for that and it made me drool and sleep. The last time this happened to me I was when those horrible people gave me a drug and I couldn't breathe. It was a terrifying experience. Could someone explain this?
 
3 Months and 10 days,doesn't feel like there's an improvement. How strong is this clopixol, i took only one. They gave me respiridone pill at that shitty place and I stop fealing it's effect after throwing it away and not taking it for days. Do you guys have any improvement at all?
 
Matthew01 said:
3 Months and 10 days,doesn't feel like there's an improvement. How strong is this clopixol, i took only one. They gave me respiridone pill at that shitty place and I stop fealing it's effect after throwing it away and not taking it for days. Do you guys have any improvement at all?
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If it’s been 3 months since your last injection you are very early in your recovery. More time is needed for improvements from my experience. I was totally fucked up by 2 injections of invega for 6 months before i started to get better.
 
Invegatorture said:
If it’s been 3 months since your last injection you are very early in your recovery. More time is needed for improvements from my experience. I was totally fucked up by 2 injections of invega for 6 months before i started to get better.
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Please what did you do in those 6 months? Sorry if I asked this question again. I just want to know how to speed things up. This is torture. Also you said your friend fully recovered from a certain number of clopixol injections? I'm finding it hard to believe that because this single one has caused so many problems for me.
 
For the first 6 months i was bed bound. I had a very odd reaction to the medication leaving me extremely damaged. I believed i would be disabled for life. One thing I did was avoid all medications and ate lots of meat/drank raw milk. Eventually I healed. Hot baths can also be beneficial to help you sweat out toxins and increase blood circulation.

My friend healed fully from 14 injections of clopixel. From what I know all he did was wait it out and let time heal him. He was suffering just like you are now.

Hope this helps. You will get through this.
 
Invegatorture said:
For the first 6 months i was bed bound. I had a very odd reaction to the medication leaving me extremely damaged. I believed i would be disabled for life. One thing I did was avoid all medications and ate lots of meat/drank raw milk. Eventually I healed. Hot baths can also be beneficial to help you sweat out toxins and increase blood circulation.

My friend healed fully from 14 injections of clopixel. From what I know all he did was wait it out and let time heal him. He was suffering just like you are now.

Hope this helps. You will get through this.
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Did he say he was 100% healed? Also where the injections acuphase or depot?
 
Matthew01 said:
Did he say he was 100% healed? Also where the injections acuphase or depot?
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I assume depot but i’m not sure. He took an injection every 2 weeks. He healed and after he was the happiest he had ever been in his life. Thats what he told me.
 
How do you guys spend your day? I mostly pace around in the garden listening to music. Chugging coffee for a slight buzz and smoking cigarettes. Same every day.
 
Invegatorture said:
How do you guys spend your day? I mostly pace around in the garden listening to music. Chugging coffee for a slight buzz and smoking cigarettes. Same every day.
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I don't feel that ethereal otherworldly experience when I listen to certain songs after the injection. Songs that make me feel like i'm in another world. It's scary.
 
Matthew01 said:
I don't feel that ethereal otherworldly experience when I listen to certain songs after the injection. Songs that make me feel like i'm in another world. It's scary.
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This is the worst thing ever as a musician and creative person. It’s so sad. Just… I want to cry thinking about how bad this is. I had no idea it would be like this. 7 months out and no improvements.
 
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