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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

foodcrisis said:
no way.... i actually look at the posters like you and it's causing me to fear invega... i read this thread cause i have mental health troubles and invega is probably on the list of miedications they want to try on me... so i look at posters like you and i definitely believe it cause i hear it from large groups of people... i also hear people that tolerate the drug and take it to stay sane and also people that stop taking it and recover...

if you weren't denying others of their experience and just writing what was going on with yourself or posting science articles or whatever, i'd probably just give you upvote emojis and not contribute cause i believe what you are saying and appreciate you're trying to spread information about how bad the drug can be.

i don't know... good luck... if you really want to be so hard in disregarding others experieinces, there's not much more i can say... i get where you are coming from, and totally respect your writing about your own experience...

stay strong.
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You should fear invega more than hell. I bet hell is cool compared to invega; if it exists.
 
IOSIP said:
I dunno dude I just have no idea how I'm ever going to recover from the devastation this whole incident has caused me.

Cant imagine live for another 40 years or whatever it may be. Just to fucking die one day anyways.

I've ruined everything and I'm scared.
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It's only been 4 months for you. Don't worry yet.
 
t_xeplionhell said:
You should fear invega more than hell. I bet hell is cool compared to invega; if it exists.
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Lol hell is much worse then invega. See the testimonies of people who saw hell like Saint Faustyna. Its horror way more then you can imagine. Invega on 5 years cto is heaven compared to actually real hell realm that exist per mystics
 
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I feel happiness again bliss euphoria and love. Recovery is real. Those who struggle trust me to never listen to those WHO didnt recover. They probably listen to heavy metal watch porn and eat McDonald's and drink Cola. Good diet, chaste sexuality, prayer, focus on God, exercise, good diet, surrounding yourself with loving people and recovery is just matter of time. All love to yall. Jesus Christ is my lord and saviour ✝️🩵 Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu 🐍
 
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Hi everyone. New to the forum here. I'm 40/m received invega sustenna 150mg on 3/6/25. I am experiencing all the symptoms of anhedonia, sexual dysfunction, and not being able to feel the effects of substances. I also have Akasthisia, which went away when I started snorting meth. I don't get high off meth, which is scary, but magically the akasthisia goes away. I know I shouldn't do meth, but it's a pretty good trade off right now.

I'm looking for positive stories. The old me is gone. I miss him. I'm going to have to figure out a new way to live, and find purpose, because what's the point of living if you can't experience simple pleasures in life? I'm suffering, and need hope.
 
indy1172 said:
Hi everyone. New to the forum here. I'm 40/m received invega sustenna 150mg on 3/6/25. I am experiencing all the symptoms of anhedonia, sexual dysfunction, and not being able to feel the effects of substances. I also have Akasthisia, which went away when I started snorting meth. I don't get high off meth, which is scary, but magically the akasthisia goes away. I know I shouldn't do meth, but it's a pretty good trade off right now.

I'm looking for positive stories. The old me is gone. I miss him. I'm going to have to figure out a new way to live, and find purpose, because what's the point of living if you can't experience simple pleasures in life? I'm suffering, and need hope.
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You only received 1 injection?
Also did you take medication before?
 
I had another shot a few months prior. I went to the hospital twice. I've been on medication in the past, but not APs.
 
indy1172 said:
Hi everyone. New to the forum here. I'm 40/m received invega sustenna 150mg on 3/6/25. I am experiencing all the symptoms of anhedonia, sexual dysfunction, and not being able to feel the effects of substances. I also have Akasthisia, which went away when I started snorting meth. I don't get high off meth, which is scary, but magically the akasthisia goes away. I know I shouldn't do meth, but it's a pretty good trade off right now.

I'm looking for positive stories. The old me is gone. I miss him. I'm going to have to figure out a new way to live, and find purpose, because what's the point of living if you can't experience simple pleasures in life? I'm suffering, and need hope.
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The akathisia will probably subsided in 2 to 3 months. At least that's what happens for several people on this forum including myself.

Meth ain't a good idea but I fully understand akathisia is hell.

Hang in there for the first 3 month it's like living in hell but it does get better I promise.
 
Appreciate everyone's support its just that i had everything and I lost it all. And now the negative voices in my head never leave me alone.

My anxiety is worse then ever.
 
People that manage to actually commit suicide are brave people in my opinion. I think about it all the time but i can't stomach the thought of it.

Instead I live a pathetic existence hating myself everyday. Wondering what the future holds.
 
@wbga at least your pyschosis happened in a different country.

Mine destroyed my life in the only city I've ever lived. It's fucking miserable.
 
indy1172 said:
Hi everyone. New to the forum here. I'm 40/m received invega sustenna 150mg on 3/6/25. I am experiencing all the symptoms of anhedonia, sexual dysfunction, and not being able to feel the effects of substances. I also have Akasthisia, which went away when I started snorting meth. I don't get high off meth, which is scary, but magically the akasthisia goes away. I know I shouldn't do meth, but it's a pretty good trade off right now.

I'm looking for positive stories. The old me is gone. I miss him. I'm going to have to figure out a new way to live, and find purpose, because what's the point of living if you can't experience simple pleasures in life? I'm suffering, and need hope.
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Meth is worse then antipsychotics you know that right?
 
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