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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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Mick04 said:
I’m 3 months off Invega and all I can say is that I can’t feel emotions, sensations of life at all. It’s seems like nothing really matters and nothing has a real meaning, it’s so bad.. will this pass?? and I am 10+ pounds more before Invega 😭
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Yeah those are all normal things after having the shot and they should get better. I’m better in every area except being able to get high
 
Mick04 said:
After how long are you better ? And how many shots did you have?
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I had the loading dose so technically 2 shots about 4 days apart. 234mg total. I’m 6 months off and just recently feeling better . But definitely still have issues. But the thing I noticed the most is I’m not as spaced out anymore. Everything looks a lot more clear and defined and colors are brighter than they were months ago. But I also tripped on LSD recently and it wasn’t really until then that my field of vision improved. I’m not suggesting drugs to anyone but I absolutely believe LSD helped me a lot.
 
Hopton09 said:
I had the loading dose so technically 2 shots about 4 days apart. 234mg total. I’m 6 months off and just recently feeling better . But definitely still have issues. But the thing I noticed the most is I’m not as spaced out anymore. Everything looks a lot more clear and defined and colors are brighter than they were months ago. But I also tripped on LSD recently and it wasn’t really until then that my field of vision improved. I’m not suggesting drugs to anyone but I absolutely believe LSD helped me a lot.
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Hopton09 said:
I had the loading dose so technically 2 shots about 4 days apart. 234mg total. I’m 6 months off and just recently feeling better . But definitely still have issues. But the thing I noticed the most is I’m not as spaced out anymore. Everything looks a lot more clear and defined and colors are brighter than they were months ago. But I also tripped on LSD recently and it wasn’t really until then that my field of vision improved. I’m not suggesting drugs to anyone but I absolutely believe LSD helped me a lot.
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Me I feel like all that I live is less intense than before, like my brain is under anesthesia or like my capacity to feel life it’s gone. I used to be a very intense person and now it’s completely the opposite 😱😭 I’m really afraid my old self won’t come back or it will but in a less intensive way. I feel like I am stupid, locked in this reality with no meaning
 
Mick04 said:
Me I feel like all that I live is less intense than before, like my brain is under anesthesia or like my capacity to feel life it’s gone. I used to be a very intense person and now it’s completely the opposite 😱😭 I’m really afraid my old self won’t come back or it will but in a less intensive way. I feel like I am stupid, locked in this reality with no meaning
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Yeah it be like that unfortunately. All you can do is have faith that you’ll recover
 
Bigsmoke420 said:
Well it's complicated, he got 1 injection, then it caused to have permant TD and zombie mode, like you know how invega turns you into a zombie where your drooling on yourself, the haldol causes that zombie state forever, so about 8 months later he goes in and gets 1 more then the next month he gets one, 2 months later, he was sitting on the couch watching tv and he a seizure and never woke up. So around 10 months
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I'm so sorry to hear that bigsmoke. May your brothers soul rest in peace. Your family didn't get any blood money or compensation for that? You didn't sue anybody for that?
 
That's absolutely terrible^

I must say here, however, that I have been on haldol and invega in the past. Just a few years afterward and I'm getting highest honors in really tough college classes. This is while being on antipyschotics. Just saying.
 
Do you think the anhedonia will pass? It’s like outside it’s raining but I can’t feel it I’m afraid I had a brain damage, when I watch tv it’s like I’m watching it while it’s turned off it’s so strange and horrible, like I’m not at all interested in. I’ve read about people who never recovered how it’s the possibility % to recover ?
 
It’s not about the motivation, I have the motivation to do things it’s literally like my mind it’s turned off and I can’t feel anything I just feel a big silence (the nothingness) in my mind
 
Mick04 said:
It’s not about the motivation, I have the motivation to do things it’s literally like my mind it’s turned off and I can’t feel anything I just feel a big silence (the nothingness) in my mind
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I was the same way after the first invega injection.

The brain silence should pass for you in time.
 
Hey, I found out I got a disorder that I need to continue on invega that it got so bad I need it again. I hope I get better. I’m worried on how long I got on invega.
 
Paula10 said:
Hey, I found out I got a disorder that I need to continue on invega that it got so bad I need it again. I hope I get better. I’m worried on how long I got on invega.
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What?! What kind of disorder requires you to be back on invega? Who told you that?!
 
LaCuNa said:
I'm so sorry to hear that bigsmoke. May your brothers soul rest in peace. Your family didn't get any blood money or compensation for that? You didn't sue anybody for that?
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Thank you very much. Unfortunately wasn't able to sue because the cornor said he died from a allergic reaction from haldol, cant be true because he was on risperdal for 7+ years and had no problems, it went all down hill when after he got the injections. The Manufacturer takes no responsibility in someone's death if die from a " allergic " reaction. Just sad.
 
Bigsmoke420 said:
Thank you very much. Unfortunately wasn't able to sue because the cornor said he died from a allergic reaction from haldol, cant be true because he was on risperdal for 7+ years and had no problems, it went all down hill when after he got the injections. The Manufacturer takes no responsibility in someone's death if die from a " allergic " reaction. Just sad.
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FFS how can they get away with that. So fucked up.
 
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