Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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So much for " freedom "
europe isn't any different its the same model everywhere except in north korea ( no joke )
getting taking by force against your will for injections sounds like facist concentrationcamp gulag type of stuff
Anne frank had a hard time escaping fascism too.. most people avoid CTO by moving to another country or state
IF anything else fails hiding in a secret room behind the book closet could work

I got told if i refused the injection i would be taken to the psychiatric hospital and receive injections there.. instantly mindblown .. wouldn't think this would be possible after ww2 and nuremberg trails

psychiatry absolutely and totally removes any freedom from your life
 
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Anybody else have or had this side effect, their hair would be really dry and fall out or your hair would not get greasy?
 
My short term memory is recovered a lot but not fully. I can do hard programming tasks efficiently but not same as before, at least I can.
 
I can feel music more now 4.4 months off. I get more enjoyment(it realy feels decent at evening but it seems during day enjoyment is felt less intense) from good movies and series but still I dont wanna spend my time watching it all day in this state, I just wanna feel a bit better so I can feel it more so I watch only at evening. I play video games few hours daily and I get some amount of reward which is still not enough to be fullfilling but close. I have less "I feel like shit and when this will finaly end" desperate moments, sometimes I go thru day without even thinking it or similar things. Seems like chatting, long walks in nature with headphones and planning is what gives me most reward. I sleep 12h but I wakeup at 9-10h of sleep and then I am very relaxed and in good mood in next 2h so I stay in bed in that meditative like state. Seems like I feel best during evening and when I wakeup, but after I get out of bed that state breaks.
 
I can feel music more now 4.4 months off. I get more enjoyment(it realy feels decent at evening but it seems during day enjoyment is felt less intense) from good movies and series but still I dont wanna spend my time watching it all day in this state, I just wanna feel a bit better so I can feel it more so I watch only at evening. I play video games few hours daily and I get some amount of reward which is still not enough to be fullfilling but close. I have less "I feel like shit and when this will finaly end" desperate moments, sometimes I go thru day without even thinking it or similar things. Seems like chatting, long walks in nature with headphones and planning is what gives me most reward. I sleep 12h but I wakeup at 9-10h of sleep and then I am very relaxed and in good mood in next 2h so I stay in bed in that meditative like state. Seems like I feel best during evening and when I wakeup, but after I get out of bed that state breaks.
I feel like shit and when this will finaly end" desperate moments'' i get those all day long it's horrific i'm not even at month 4 yet
For some reason later in the day or at night i feel better as compared to day time ( still shit tho)
What does help is smoking a bit of weed at dusk.

I also think about people who have to take invega for years... its horrendous... i also have to take abilify pills (rather pills than injections tho )... as long you are not forced to take other crap you have a decent chance at recovery.. i would literally kill someone if it would make me feel 10 % better.

i lost everything due to invega ( literally ) it's hard to not ponder about it
 
I feel like shit and when this will finaly end" desperate moments'' i get those all day long it's horrific i'm not even at month 4 yet
For some reason later in the day or at night i feel better as compared to day time ( still shit tho)
What does help is smoking a bit of weed at dusk.

I also think about people who have to take invega for years... its horrendous... i also have to take abilify pills (rather pills than injections tho )... as long you are not forced to take other crap you have a decent chance at recovery.. i would literally kill someone if it would make me feel 10 % better.

i lost everything due to invega ( literally ) it's hard to not ponder about it
You are just going to have to adapt if you dont get better, 2 directions you can go.
 
I'm also more responsive to good emotions now(still Im not ok with this state it can be better) and also bad emotions are much stronger even stronger then pre-invega. Its probably cuz invega makes u bitter out of all that stress and trauma it causes.
 
You are just going to have to adapt if you dont get better, 2 directions you can go.
as long the anhedonia doesn't stick .. its the worst. I can deal with depression or not having a sex drive... i can't deal with the other side effects
 
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I can feel music more now 4.4 months off. I get more enjoyment(it realy feels decent at evening but it seems during day enjoyment is felt less intense) from good movies and series but still I dont wanna spend my time watching it all day in this state, I just wanna feel a bit better so I can feel it more so I watch only at evening. I play video games few hours daily and I get some amount of reward which is still not enough to be fullfilling but close. I have less "I feel like shit and when this will finaly end" desperate moments, sometimes I go thru day without even thinking it or similar things. Seems like chatting, long walks in nature with headphones and planning is what gives me most reward. I sleep 12h but I wakeup at 9-10h of sleep and then I am very relaxed and in good mood in next 2h so I stay in bed in that meditative like state. Seems like I feel best during evening and when I wakeup, but after I get out of bed that state breaks.
Its looking good for you. Invega didn't change my preferences in games, but in movies, I used to enjoy comedy movies, I still do, but I enjoy thriller and horror movies now
 
I feel like shit and when this will finaly end" desperate moments'' i get those all day long it's horrific i'm not even at month 4 yet
For some reason later in the day or at night i feel better as compared to day time ( still shit tho)
What does help is smoking a bit of weed at dusk.
Think of your enemies as monsters who can only be harmed when you feel Joy or Express gratitude



I also think about people who have to take invega for years... its horrendous... i also have to take abilify pills (rather pills than injections tho )... as long you are not forced to take other crap you have a decent chance at recovery.. i would literally kill someone if it would make me feel 10 % better.
Really dumb. The same monsters get their power from all the dumb shit that people say. Imagine how powerful that makes them

i lost everything due to invega ( literally ) it's hard to not ponder about it
You get the chance to start fresh. But the monsters are waiting, almost counting on you to not learn from the past. Prove those fuckers wrong
 
Its looking good for you. Invega didn't change my preferences in games, but in movies, I used to enjoy comedy movies, I still do, but I enjoy thriller and horror movies now
Interesting that your preference has moved towards horror. I'm a horror movie connoisseur :)
(Dunno what that says about my neurochemistry though!)
 
Think of your enemies as monsters who can only be harmed when you feel Joy or Express gratitude




Really dumb. The same monsters get their power from all the dumb shit that people say. Imagine how powerful that makes them


You get the chance to start fresh. But the monsters are waiting, almost counting on you to not learn from the past. Prove those fuckers wrong
We should spend few days just thinking about past and how we get into that shit to prevent it in future.
 
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