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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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apsucks said:
Problem with St.johnswart is that it interacts with the benzo's i take to combat akisteshia ( or whatever its called like ). maybe i try switching to st.johnswart anyway

The depression with hardcore anhedonia is kicking the shit out of me. If it were depression only or only anhedonia it wouldn't be so bad. Can hardly play a videogame just absolutely no motivation to move the mouse over the screen. I can see why everyone is so upset about this crap. Moving around the house not doing much of anything too unmotivated to have proper hygiene. called the janssen company and they said that 1 out of 1000 people have these combination of side effects what a chance.

I wish i only had the anhedonia crap man this sucks. not looking forward to 4 + 8 months of this crap defo a year or more wasted. I rather be in the hospital than receiving the injection. I bet they rigged the studies .. all the rats in the swimming test drowned or became too fat to swim. what a fucking poison this shit is and still have get a few more injections ffs. I now understand why some people on bluelight talked about suicide. i'm not vegan but the sheer thought they injected rats with this poison in lab is enough reason to become one.

people who claim to take this stuff for a full year or more must be lying. This shit medieval style torture. this stuff is reversed heroin
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I bet almost everybody is suicidal in first months off or while on.
 
@Hopton09 This is solution. You just need to reach state when you can start doing yoga for 30min daily.
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Also eating neuroprotective food like olive oil, aswaganda, resveratrol, cbd oil, wheat grass, omega 3 oil will help by decreasing amount of brain damage. Neuroprotective nootropics like semax should also help.
 
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apsucks said:
I got severe depression as side effect starting yesterday should i mension it to the nurse or not ? I don't know if i should take anti depressants or maybe they will increase the dose of invega when i complain?
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How is your depression today? Is it as bad as yesterday
 
So I got lorazepam, it helps with the anxiety but makes me more tired.
I got stuck with getting the ability 400 injection today.

Anyways I’m moving out and living free. My parents don’t bother reading about these horrible medications - they’re more than happy listening to the lying BS doctors and taking his word on everything. The doctor just wants to please my parents, couldn’t give 2 shits about me and my well-being & health.

All this because of a one time psychotic episode which gets distorted and made into schizophrenia.

I’m not going to have my quality of life ruined any longer…IM getting out.
 
harbivores said:
How is your depression today? Is it as bad as yesterday
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Worse unfortunately , yesterday i couldn't be bothered moving my mouse over the screen but i watched some youtube vids about other people on invega, at least later that day on lorazepam and kratom i were quitte calm and didn't thought about future injections. Today i cannot be bothered to do both. I went out for a stroll in the forest 20 minute walk which was better than being inside, my body thinks its escaping injections and society by being outside in the forest and gives me some minor dopaminergic reward ( what is left of it ).
i hope you are doing better than me
 
LaCuNa said:
So I got lorazepam, it helps with the anxiety but makes me more tired.
I got stuck with getting the ability 400 injection today.

Anyways I’m moving out and living free. My parents don’t bother reading about these horrible medications - they’re more than happy listening to the lying BS doctors and taking his word on everything. The doctor just wants to please my parents, couldn’t give 2 shits about me and my well-being & health.

All this because of a one time psychotic episode which gets distorted and made into schizophrenia.

I’m not going to have my quality of life ruined any longer…IM getting out.
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i wish i could switch to abilify... i'm trying to lower the dosage to 50mg hopefully they will agree. in most cases lorazepam can only be used for 6 weeks or so then you get tolerance and withdrawals, beta blockers also help against akisthesia and anxiety.

Before every anxiety attack there is face swelling feeling sick as fck
 
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apsucks said:
i wish i could switch to abilify... i'm trying to lower the dosage to 50mg hopefully they will agree. in most cases lorazepam can only be used for 6 weeks or so then you get tolerance and withdrawals, beta blockers also help against akisthesia and anxiety.

Before every anxiety attack there is face swelling feeling sick as fck
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Anexiety attacks can be very painful and are making things worse than they are. Try not to use loranzepam every day.
 
Who else here given up completely on western civilization after receiving invega shot ?
 
apsucks said:
agree but i'm unable to go without lorazepam after my 3th shot. i use it everyday otherwise its impossible to sleep. i try to go without it as long as i can but fail often. i bet using benzos messes on up during AP withdrawal
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Get hypnotic for sleep like ambien its less dangerous than benzos. Benzos after 1 month can be very problematic. Hypnotics also should not be used long term. Benzos withdrawl is worse than heroin and they slow down metabolism. If you use benzos every second day it's not dangerous even if you use long term.
 
Its intersting that I am not feeling depressed but just empty. Anexiety is better now, no more strong painful attacks only rare mild to moderate.
 
The importance of a clean diet and hard workout routine can't be said enough, also you can use coffee, energy drinks, or harder stuff, some of that redneck rocket fuel, haha..
 
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I have some good news, I smoked weed today and i got stupid high, all the positives came back felt euphoric and happy and music sounded great and when I smoked the high last about 2 hours and compared when I was off invega for about 5 months it only lasted like 25 minutes. Also slept amazing
 
Most pharmaceutical drugs suck, you only really can use 4 drugs, alcohol, weed, cocaine, and smoking heroin/opium. They will help you both to use as fuel to do things, and a way to come back down and go to sleep..The 4 elements of Shaolin, green dragon, black dragon, fire water, white horse..ha..
 
Here I am boys, after almost 1 year from posting here. It's like 15 months, the last time I took Invega. I feel veryyy slight (13%) improvements though in my cognitive abilities but has'nt come back for a big part. My dopamine receptors are still shit for a big part, don't feel pleasure as others. Ritalin 10 mg helps quote a bit with the depression,anhedonia but can be addictive. Ive decided to switch to modafinil (I have seriously surpressed the fact I have ADD and the ap's having taking a big roll on my cognition and mentale health), now I'll switch back to ritalin.

Funny thing is I have surpressed most of these issues and used coping mechanism as wearing my glasses whole time (as saying,not wearing them where responsible for my cognitive issues). Youve heard it though how fucked up my reasoning back then. Sorry if my writing is still shit, but I feel improvements. Sadly video games are still meh to me.

Exercising helps quite a bit. I'm 20, still not in university yet (should already been there sadly, in my 2nd year :(. I'm now rotting here at home dealing with anhedonia. Might search for a student job and apply for college instead of university (my dream). I guess I might not catch up on the courses at university.

I dont have the same level of motivation as others do. I always wondered (due the supression)why other people where happy and I not, now I know why. Or why people where always motivated and I have 0 motivation. Or why I couldn't follow the doctor's direction.I acted with a sense of superiority (thinking it was dus covid lockdown,other people having the same problems) now I do see that it's all a cope for nog having enough dopamine receptors.

I feel little dopamine hits, but that's what they are 'little'. I'm still jeaulous and resentful to others (I know these 2 are bad things to have and I know deepful that other people can't do anything about it). But that's because of the dopamine receptors and that people have more of Them and the fact ive surpressed the fact that antipsychotics ruined me.

I also have 0 plans ahead me. Difficult when your dopamine receptors are nuked. I see no future behind me. Only thing I van do now is feeling like a zombie and struggle with having no thoughts.

Sometimes you simply want to die. It's like God who put you through this situation to survive.

I hope you van onderstand

Cheers
 
But question: could that not all be related to other issues,as the ap's should have been gone out of my system.
 
What about promethazine for anxiety ? ..today another horrible day filled with anxiety. Its anxiety-anhedonia-depression and its tiring
 
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