• The Dark Side 💕 Welcome Guest 💕
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

Status
Not open for further replies.
HelpMeInvega said:
Invega has made my eyes look all heavy and slanted and messed up.
Click to expand...
Me too. I don't have any expression.
Koolio254 said:
Im a new member here. I was injected 4 times just asking when will the insomnia stop?
Click to expand...
I got 8 shots and slept 3h the 3first months, then I could for 5 or 6 h, no more.
I am taking melatonin to fall sleep.

I don't know if St John wart helps too, anyone can tell us? 😅
 
Hopton09 said:
Plenty of people have brain damage from 2 injections. This shit is insanely powerful. All it takes is 1 shot. It has nothing to do with how many someone has had. It’s how they react to it. Some get lucky but most automatically are suffering permanent brain damage from it unfortunately
Click to expand...
Okay Show Me A Source Showing Me People Who Have Had brain damage from few injections, you have done more damage to your receptors from drugs than invega could ever do and that's coming from someone who has done more drugs than anyone on this thread. There more to life than getting high. You have to drop that junkie mentality and get sober. You may never be able to feel the same high again because you already damaged your receptors and invega just added on to it. Its going to be harder for your receptors to recover because they already been fried than someone who has never done drugs there receptors will heal. When you become sober around 6 months like me you won't even crave drugs. You say no one ever recovers well some dont that's true. But the majority do. If you dont improve in around 9 months then you'll have your answer. It's too early to say you aren't going to recover or you will.
 
My question here is if the invega molecules will unbind from the dopamine and serotonin receptors or not?
 
Bigsmoke420 said:
Okay Show Me A Source Showing Me People Who Have Had brain damage from few injections, you have done more damage to your receptors from drugs than invega could ever do and that's coming from someone who has done more drugs than anyone on this thread. There more to life than getting high. You have to drop that junkie mentality and get sober. You may never be able to feel the same high again because you already damaged your receptors and invega just added on to it. Its going to be harder for your receptors to recover because they already been fried than someone who has never done drugs there receptors will heal. When you become sober around 6 months like me you won't even crave drugs. You say no one ever recovers well some dont that's true. But the majority do. If you dont improve in around 9 months then you'll have your answer. It's too early to say you aren't going to recover or you will.
Click to expand...
Those who dont recover are edgy cases for example one guy had 14 years(too young). Tina from thread 1 got 2 injections in gluteus which are eliminated slower and she also used sleep med for a long period of time. One was female who just gave birth and that's sensitive period when body uses most of nutrients to produce food for baby, she is also older probably. Others are older people. But older people also recover more than they don't.
 
Last edited:
Koolio254 said:
My question here is if the invega molecules will unbind from the dopamine and serotonin receptors or not?
Click to expand...
To unbind from dopamine and some of serotonine receptor it needs boron(use food with boron or buy suplement) + citric acid(use apple cider vinegar - 1 tea spoon 2 times a day or lemmon water).
One type of serotonine receptor can't be unbinded but body will replace it and thats why emotions come last in recovery. Problem is that can damage neurons but body will adapt.
 
From month 1 to month 2: (will update for next month)

Insomnia:
month 1: 2-3h sleep
month 1.5: 3-4h sleep
month 2: 5-6h sleep
Anexiety:
after shot 2:
Constant anexiety, never goes away
heart + chest + stomach + abodem(10% )
month 1.5:
Goes stronger towards night
stomach(50% )+ heart(50% ) + abodem(30% )
month 2:
50% of day and goes away in nature
stomach(40% ) + heart(25% )+ abodem(50% )
Depression:
after shot 2: servere
month 1.5: servere, almost suicidal
month 2: (a little bit less) servere, sometimes almost suicidal
Arithmia:
after shot 2: servere
after month 1: gone
Stomach pain:
after shot 2: bad
after month 1.5: gone
Anhedonia:
month 1: 100%, cant even look at yt, reading causes pain in head
month 1.5: 95-90%, can read without pain in head, long walks relaxes me
month 2: 90-80%, can enjoy a little bit reading this forum, can enjoy little bit in some music, long walks in nature sometime produce small amounts of joy ~15% like before
Akathisia:
month 1: none
start of month 2: servere, cant lay on bed without experiencing suffocating feeling
month 1.5: only while waiting for a long period of time when doing nothing
Restlessness:
After shot 2: servere, cant walk more than 500m.
end of month 1: can slowly walk 2miles
month 2: can slowly walk 4h
Experienced emotions:
?=no experience
month 0 to end of month 1: laugh(50% ), anger(80% ), saddness(50% ), no joy, fear(100% ), bitterness(?), chakras(5% )

start of month 1: laugh(5% ), anger(50% ), saddness(20% ), no joy, fear(?), bitterness(300% ), chakras(10% )

month 1.5: laugh(~15% ), anger(80% ), saddness(30% ), no joy, fear(50% ), bitterness(400% ), chakras(15% )

month 2: laugh(15-20% ), anger(100% ), saddness(30% ), joy(~5% ), fear(50% ), bitterness(200% ), chakras(20% )

Dry sinuses:
month 1: none
month 1.8: common
month 2: rare

Brain tingling:
happens when I do reiki on brain and randomly every 1-2 week, lasts for 5min-20min
also when I listen some music it can happen

Brain pain/migraine:
month 1: none
month 1.4: moderate and not daily
month 1.8: mild and every 2nd-4nd day

*goes away in walks in nature
*comes rarely when I do reiki on brain but goes away in few minutes.

PS: Who wants to try reiki imagine yellow/gold light in brain as long as you can. Focus on your breath.
 
Last edited:
Bigsmoke420 said:
Okay Show Me A Source Showing Me People Who Have Had brain damage from few injections, you have done more damage to your receptors from drugs than invega could ever do and that's coming from someone who has done more drugs than anyone on this thread. There more to life than getting high. You have to drop that junkie mentality and get sober. You may never be able to feel the same high again because you already damaged your receptors and invega just added on to it. Its going to be harder for your receptors to recover because they already been fried than someone who has never done drugs there receptors will heal. When you become sober around 6 months like me you won't even crave drugs. You say no one ever recovers well some dont that's true. But the majority do. If you dont improve in around 9 months then you'll have your answer. It's too early to say you aren't going to recover or you will.
Click to expand...
I don’t have a source but everything ive rea searched ive found tons of people who can’t get high or haven’t recovered at all after just the loading doses, years down the line. I think you put too much into the theory about drug use damaging the receptors. I would gain a tolerance for any drug I did but I always got high and I always still got euphoria and happy feelings from doing them. It was never the way it is for me now until I got Invega Sustenna. Idt the damage recreational drugs do to your receptors is anywhere even close to in the ballpark of what Invega does. It’s literally an entirely different world of a difference.
 
Bigsmoke420 said:
Okay Show Me A Source Showing Me People Who Have Had brain damage from few injections, you have done more damage to your receptors from drugs than invega could ever do and that's coming from someone who has done more drugs than anyone on this thread. There more to life than getting high. You have to drop that junkie mentality and get sober. You may never be able to feel the same high again because you already damaged your receptors and invega just added on to it. Its going to be harder for your receptors to recover because they already been fried than someone who has never done drugs there receptors will heal. When you become sober around 6 months like me you won't even crave drugs. You say no one ever recovers well some dont that's true. But the majority do. If you dont improve in around 9 months then you'll have your answer. It's too early to say you aren't going to recover or you will.
Click to expand...
I can eat 30 grams of kratom and feel absolutely nothing. I can do a 20 sack of methamphetamine and nothing happens except my heart goes nuts. I can do a gram of coke to the face and nothing happens. That’s a whole different level of receptor damage than what those drugs themselves do. No matter how much meth I did, and believe me I used to do a ton of fucking meth, it never made me impervious to getting high, or made me severely depressed and suicidal daily for months on end. So I just don’t think it’s comparable between invega and regular drugs. Seems to me like one is far worse than the other
 
Does anyone know, is the inability to get high a symptom of damaged receptors or is it just the drug blocking them temporarily? Because a lot of the cases I see the person was still able to get high at the beginning of their Invega experience and then eventually lost it with time or more shots. To me that seems indicative of brain damage since it wasn't always so. People have lost their ability to get high using just pills and that takes time too, like 3-6 months of using them until it happens. So again to me it seems like that means damage and not just the drug. As well as for people who have been off the shot for multiple years and still aren't better. The drug is more than out of their system at that point. Something else is going on now. Could I please get some opinions about this? Im looking for any reason to not believe that it is brain damage and that its just temporary.
 
Something just feels irreversible about this. Does anyone know what I mean? I can’t explain it exactly but I don’t see it going back to normal or close to normal. It doesn’t feel like it’s simply the effects of a drug anymore. It feels like something is wrong with the brain.
 
Can Invega cause suicidal thoughts?
Looking back through my diaries, I had suicidal thoughts (with no intent) throughout the entire time that I was on Invega and they've only stopped recently.
I had 11 shots of 100mg each and I've been off it for three months now. I've noticed some improvements and so has my brother, who says I'm 'more spontaneous.'
I'm enjoying music more. I wake up feeling happy some days. I think my concentration is better, although my imagination isn't pre-invega yet. I'm reading and writing more. I still struggle with motivation for some things, but it's not as bad as it was. I still have some emotional blunting. I can cry but I don't get overwhelmed with emotion like I used to do (and miss).
I'm not fully healed yet.
I think it's still in my system, but at a much lower dose. I've had some insomnia over the past couple of weeks, which is getting better.
 
Last edited:
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top