Bigsmoke420
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Weed yes, but I haven't tried meth and I won't try to find out either, I took a hydrocodone and it made me feel really good and motivated
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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4
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Bigsmoke420
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If you have ever tried delta 8, before invega you might know what I'm talking about. How most of you feel smoking delta 9 ( THC ) is how I felt smoking delta 8, it was really just a a relaxing effect, no really stoney effect, no real body tingling, fast heart beat, red no saggy eyes, no munchies just chilling. But when I smoke thc I get really stoned, sometimes couch locked, as far as euphoria I only really had euphoria the first couple months i smoked ( before invega ) and after around 2 years of smoking it stopped happening, but it still felt good to get high. When I'm high now I feel elevated in my mood, I feel good and wanna do things plus being stoned. Also I have adhd and aspbergers so I naturally have low dopamine. So drugs effect me differently
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I must say I am VERY glad to hear you're not going to try meth to see if you get high off it. That'll only set you back in terms of dopamine receptor recovery.
Agreed. Meth is the best feeling of any drug in this world. Way more dopamine than anything else. It still gets me high if I do like a 20 sack or more but then I have to over amp just to have the high. It sucks. I’m hoping that changes. I heard of some dude who said stimulants didn’t work at all at first but do now it just takes a higher dose than most people.
I understand wanting to feel that high, but don't you think that using meth will prolong your overall recovery from invega?
What bothers me the most is how Kratom doesn’t do anything whatsoever. I don’t know why I keep trying it with hopes it will change. I guess I’m insane. But I just took 25 grams and I don’t even feel better. It’s 100% entirely unnoticeable. If I had no memory of the past I would never know I had Kratom in my system right now. That’s disgusting. It pisses me the fuck off. You’re talking about some very serious brain damage right there. That does not feel like it could ever recover. It’s too severe. I mean literally no effect at all, in any sense of the word. 100% no buzz or mood lift from OPMS Red Vein Maeng Da. That shit used to have me feeling really fucking good and tons of energy to the point I didn’t even think about using meth anymore. I guess I can kiss that pleasure good fucking bye. That’s the thing here. It doesn’t just take some things away from you. It takes absolute everything. It has no mercy at all. Every single comfort, pleasure, or joy is removed from my life. It’s literally the worst thing that could ever happen to a human being. How could it be worse than taking 100% of life’s pleasures and things that make it worth living away permanently. My God atleast people with cancer, all of the time find new meaning in life and do not have to suffer for long. They get to die and shed that disease fairly quickly. With this you are completely stuck. You can’t find motivation or reason to do anything because there is zero reward. You’re stuck this way and no one understands who hasn’t gone through it. All while doctors still give it out, and get the fuck away with having ruined your entire life. I never would have thought something like this was possible. It makes no sense at all. 1 dose. A single mother fucking dose and your life is done right then and there. There is no closure. Just endless suffering. Life is a fragile thing.
Coming Off Invega Sustenna
Hi, I was given Invega Sustenna at 100mg a month for 10 months since Dec 5th. My last shot was on August 29th 2013. The medication gave me severe anhedonia and I have lost the motivation and willpower to do anything. I can no longer experience joy, happiness, or pleasure from anything I do and I hav
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Bro I don’t think it’s going to get better. I don’t think anything will cause more damage than what’s already done. The severity of the damage is so much that it has nowhere to really go. It’s already done. It’s the one thing that gives me a break and allows me to think positively about potentially recovering. How can you ask someone not to do the one thing that gives them relief from their suffering. It’s like asking someone in intense physical pain not to take opiate painkillers because they’re bad for them in the long run.
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You haven’t had to go through this. It’s impossible for you to have any understanding of what it feels like. If you did go through it and you had one thing which gave temporary relief, you would take it. I guarantee it.
Kratom actually still worked for me the first couple months on invega. It was a good relief. Then it stopped working as it has with so many people on invega. We simply are not allowed to not suffer. The universe wants us to suffer and it will not allow any relief from it. I welcome death with such open arms. I mean it. If I could simply cease to exist this very instant I would do it.
for me it stopped working the second month after i received a 3th shot ( for f sakes )
25 grams of kratom omg...well same here in the kratom department and it pisses me off
if i smoke a whole joint i barely feel anything except for dizziness and restlesness
i bet invega also target the endocannibanoid system.. it does way more than its being marketed for.
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invega also makes you infertile wiht just one shot.. you turn into a sexless organism with no sexual desire whatsover.. shot even grows you tits and turn you into a woman.
This is the most criminal thing that has happened since ww2 conentrationcamps and gulags
instead of throwing you into a gulag they bring the gulag to you by injection
This is the most criminal thing that has happened since ww2 conentrationcamps and gulags
instead of throwing you into a gulag they bring the gulag to you by injection
I think it’s designed to target any part of the brain responsible for any pleasure or comfort or any kind and to destroy it without a shred of mercy. That’s what it feels like to me. It makes damn sure that you will suffer and you will suffer constantly and 100% of the time you are alive. It’s the worst thing that can be done to a person. Plain and simple. I mean that literally. It is impossible for there to be a worse fate
It isn’t just you aren’t allowed pleasure. You aren’t even allowed to not suffer. I get literally no relief whatsoever unless I do a bunch of meth where I get 1 day of relief and that isn’t even guaranteed. 50% of the time it still doesn’t help
This shit takes things that give pleasure and turns them into things that cause pain. It’s amazing the difference 1 chemical makes. You never realize how important and crucial dopamine is until it’s removed. It’s responsible for any and all things you enjoy and are motivated to get. Dopamine is literally the only thing we actually want in life. Every thing we chase we are actually chasing the dopamine it gives us. Because without it, you aren’t enjoying any of that stuff period
invega forces you to watch TV and eat nacho's all day... and even' this isn't pleasurable
That’s all I can do is sit and watch tv but I can’t even focus on what I’m watching. My attention is all over the place
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