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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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xeplioned said:
Hello everybody, i had 20 shots of "xeplion 75mg" same as invega sustenna, i quit like month ago, for the "withdrawal" im gonna take risperdone 1mg/day, going to take that for month or two then quit.. bless everybody my english is bad so maybe dont reply this
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haha your english isn't even bad. there was no error. but any side effects?
 
John78 said:
yeah i get it. i don't really have any side effects so i can't really say much other than sexual issues but those went away except for my discharge. very embarrasing when a girl likes cum and you got nothin' comin' out, haha. sorry for the tmi. and i can't get high or drunk. it's my karma for being greedy with liqour, getting too high for comfort alot of the times, and being a fuckin' horndog; that and i'm on commitment. i'm not even supposed to be smoking or drinking.
but you'll get through it. just keep your eyes on the future. like i said to someone else, one day being on this page looking for hope will no longer be a thought in your head. if you're not close, you're atleast almost or halfway there. and that's better than just getting off or still being on the jab. you'll make it. i know it's a long road, but your appreciation for being a funtionable human being will be even greater; and when your day comes, it'll be one of the greatest things to experience. you'll never take it for granted and you'll have more control over your symptoms if you even still have any and you'll be more careful to avoid going back on it and your chances of experiencing it again will be even lower.
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Wait a minute. So you have emotions?? You feel joy and happiness?? You have motivation?? You have strength?? You just told us all you only have sexual effects and can’t use drugs. I’m going threw pure hell. My sexual problems and using drugs isn’t a concern for me. You’re not suffering like most of us if you just have 2 side effects. Must be nice. I hate my life.
 
Paula10 said:
Wait a minute. So you have emotions?? You feel joy and happiness?? You have motivation?? You have strength?? You just told us all you only have sexual effects and can’t use drugs. I’m going threw pure hell. My sexual problems and using drugs isn’t a concern for me. You’re not suffering like most of us if you just have 2 side effects. Must be nice. I hate my life.
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I’m happy for you. At least you feel human. I can’t believe this shit. I swear I’m not living my life long like this. I will end it. I can’t help it. Invega is a bitch and I hope invega dies.
 
Paula10 said:
Well when I’m done with this bottle I’ll be 8 months off. I said I would be done with it, but if I’m not feeling any better by 8 months I might purchase another bottle I’m not for sure. Damn you’re lucky you recovered in 6 months I swear I wish I was you right now. I’m so sad and just can’t handle this suffering. Do you really enjoy life again? I miss me so much it’s killing me everyday being this way. I’m tired of waking up I just want to die.
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Yeah I definitely enjoy life after recovering from Invega. Life is not perfect but it definitely beats zombie mode lol. I can feel excitement and joy. Life just went back to pre-Invega basically. I'm still on APs but they don't have nearly the same effect.
 
Paula10 said:
Wait a minute. So you have emotions?? You feel joy and happiness?? You have motivation?? You have strength?? You just told us all you only have sexual effects and can’t use drugs. I’m going threw pure hell. My sexual problems and using drugs isn’t a concern for me. You’re not suffering like most of us if you just have 2 side effects. Must be nice. I hate my life.
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yeah idk why i'm not affected. i feel bad for the people that have been. and i think my motivation is decreased and my strength but i can feel intense happiness at times. my emotions are usually short lived, or i get enough and that's it. i noticed i don't laugh as hard as i did before. that or stuff just haven't been that funny. i'm not easily entertained. but i am a depressed and apathetic person. misery has been an been going on for like 5 years now and medication is useless for me so self medicating is important for me. it's the only time i feel alive or pleasant. your lucky your suffering is temporary.
 
NoMoreZombi said:
Yeah I definitely enjoy life after recovering from Invega. Life is not perfect but it definitely beats zombie mode lol. I can feel excitement and joy. Life just went back to pre-Invega basically. I'm still on APs but they don't have nearly the same effect.
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how long did it take you?
 
Paula10 said:
I’m happy for you. At least you feel human. I can’t believe this shit. I swear I’m not living my life long like this. I will end it. I can’t help it. Invega is a bitch and I hope invega dies.
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Paula, I truly feel your pain. I promise you things will get better. I encourage you to fight to get there. I know it's difficult, but we're here for you. Message or write here whenever you wish to talk.

This goes for anybody else who is struggling too
 
John78 said:
haha your english isn't even bad. there was no error. but any side effects?
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well yea thanks lol:D gotta still use translator... Yes there is 1.my movement is slow and i feel like my legs doesn't take commands from me 2.depression sometimes 3.can't focus to play videogames or watch tv. 4.Something is wrong with my eyes but I can't describe what. 5.I used to go outside around people, now i have been 2 years at home only because i have the anxiety, probably because i know this isn't normal. 6.The sexual dysfunction. I think there's plenty more but can't name em. Well i am still drinking alcohol even i can't get drunk and sometimes my friend passes me bong hits. I think it's addiction, i know it's stupid. I also do exercise 3-4 times a week and i go to bicycling. Oh yea, and i force myself to listen music even i think there's no enjoyment but it's still fine ass time killing. Actually pretty "good" mood for the situation.
 
xeplioned said:
well yea thanks lol:D gotta still use translator... Yes there is 1.my movement is slow and i feel like my legs doesn't take commands from me 2.depression sometimes 3.can't focus to play videogames or watch tv. 4.Something is wrong with my eyes but I can't describe what. 5.I used to go outside around people, now i have been 2 years at home only because i have the anxiety, probably because i know this isn't normal. 6.The sexual dysfunction. I think there's plenty more but can't name em. Well i am still drinking alcohol even i can't get drunk and sometimes my friend passes me bong hits. I think it's addiction, i know it's stupid. I also do exercise 3-4 times a week and i go to bicycling. Oh yea, and i force myself to listen music even i think there's no enjoyment but it's still fine ass time killing. Actually pretty "good" mood for the situation.
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what translator do you use? it's pretty good if you're using it now. can't be google haha.
but 1) i don't think i've heard that before unless awkward movements is similar. 2) that's a common denominator. i guess it's something that should be expected since your dopamine and serotonin receptors are being antagonized. 3) the d1 and d2 receptors that are antagonized play a role in cognitive function so that's probably why you can't really focus. 4) some people say something about their eyes too. idk what it is. i have to look it up. 5) anxiety sucks. but i say don't listen to it. mental illnesses are the closest thing we got to demons. if you listen to it for too long your social function can take a hit. without getting out there and seeing if you can get yourself comfortable, the prolonged anxiety can lead to derealization or depersonalization and in my experience, it's not a fun ride. i felt like i had to relearn everything, and had to relearn or adopt a new sense of self which was lost in the process. i didn't know how to act. at times i felt like i was in a dream or a nightmare. and 6) that's something that happens with all antipsychotics. i heard that's the one that takes the biggest hit but it recovered in like a month and a half for me. some people take like 18 months. and yeah, i can't get drunk either. or high. it sucks. they were my greatest form of entertainment. weed for the spiritual, and alcohol for philosophies, social anxiety, and overall good time. was an addiction too but it calmed down now that i can't get intoxicated. and i feel songs that resonate with me or have unique melodies but i don't really get that strong feeling i would get anymore. but yeah. good time killer for sure. helps the days pass. but as far as recovery, i read on another page that the makers of this drug said that it's supposed tonstay in your system for 6 months. after that it depends on how many shots you had at what mg, your health, metabolism, and age. longest recovery i've seen is 18 months. another guy on here knows someone whos on his 5th year without recovery but thats an anomoly. not something to expect. alot of people say 6 months though, or atleast notice a change.
 
John78 said:
what translator do you use? it's pretty good if you're using it now. can't be google haha.
but 1) i don't think i've heard that before unless awkward movements is similar. 2) that's a common denominator. i guess it's something that should be expected since your dopamine and serotonin receptors are being antagonized. 3) the d1 and d2 receptors that are antagonized play a role in cognitive function so that's probably why you can't really focus. 4) some people say something about their eyes too. idk what it is. i have to look it up. 5) anxiety sucks. but i say don't listen to it. mental illnesses are the closest thing we got to demons. if you listen to it for too long your social function can take a hit. without getting out there and seeing if you can get yourself comfortable, the prolonged anxiety can lead to derealization or depersonalization and in my experience, it's not a fun ride. i felt like i had to relearn everything, and had to relearn or adopt a new sense of self which was lost in the process. i didn't know how to act. at times i felt like i was in a dream or a nightmare. and 6) that's something that happens with all antipsychotics. i heard that's the one that takes the biggest hit but it recovered in like a month and a half for me. some people take like 18 months. and yeah, i can't get drunk either. or high. it sucks. they were my greatest form of entertainment. weed for the spiritual, and alcohol for philosophies, social anxiety, and overall good time. was an addiction too but it calmed down now that i can't get intoxicated. and i feel songs that resonate with me or have unique melodies but i don't really get that strong feeling i would get anymore. but yeah. good time killer for sure. helps the days pass. but as far as recovery, i read on another page that the makers of this drug said that it's supposed tonstay in your system for 6 months. after that it depends on how many shots you had at what mg, your health, metabolism, and age. longest recovery i've seen is 18 months. another guy on here knows someone whos on his 5th year without recovery but thats an anomoly. not something to expect. alot of people say 6 months though, or atleast notice a change.
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Thanks for the reply, very important thoughts there!(y):giggle:Have to read this reply through at least twice or few times with idea. All i can say for now is that i'm ready for long recovery progress or that I am different person now, bless and take care<3. Maybe posting here more when feeling "difference". However still going to read this thread in complete silence. PEACE ☮
 
Ross is real has taken 5 years with no recovery. Granted he received 24 shots. My other friend Mathew got 2 shots and ha been 4 years no recovery. He is also on zyprexa. I be live I ha e the best chance ofreovery, ony 1 shot. My friend rosi71 had a couple and it's been 4 years for her with no recovrry. she had a stroke.
MOST people recover.
 
Sbar25 said:
Ross is real has taken 5 years with no recovery. Granted he received 24 shots. My other friend Mathew got 2 shots and ha been 4 years no recovery. He is also on zyprexa. I be live I ha e the best chance ofreovery, ony 1 shot. My friend rosi71 had a couple and it's been 4 years for her with no recovrry. she had a stroke.
MOST people recover.
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Well that's a real lifelong progress, must be feeling awful. What could be worse? I think some kind of accident where you'll do become "handicap" but otherwise you wouldn't feel worse... Yeah, you're absolutely right that you have the best chance for recovery! Keep it up man, i like your style😎
 
Sbar25 said:
Ross is real has taken 5 years with no recovery. Granted he received 24 shots. My other friend Mathew got 2 shots and ha been 4 years no recovery. He is also on zyprexa. I be live I ha e the best chance ofreovery, ony 1 shot. My friend rosi71 had a couple and it's been 4 years for her with no recovrry. she had a stroke.
MOST people recover.
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yeah there are still those people that have a long ass recovery. idk if it's safe to say they're not going to recover cause there are some people who do take years. my question is if they're in good health, good metabolism, young or old, etc. is it a mental illness instead? i mean the guy i seen that took 6-8 years seemed to be of good health, pretty young. he has been on APs since he was a preteen though.
 
Okay, this is shit. I mean everyday I wake up and have flu symptoms. My body feels like I have the damn flu everyday. Ugh I can’t believe this shit. Why can’t I have one good day we’re I feel normal why why why. 5 fucking suffering months of pure hell. I swear I want to end it. Damn it. Sorry guys I’m venting I just need to express my hate for invega. I hate you invega you piece of shit.
 
Invega:mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad: This is the bitch invega. I want to kill it. Useless omg I’m going insane. I’m in pain my whole damn body aches all day and all night. I swear it gets worst man. I just don’t understand this suffering.
 
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