Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

[Sbar25]

Man I used to be in love with life. I loved myself I loved life. I didnt agree with most of the way life was and how society and economy is set up. It's a false system. Anyways... this drug steals something so precious so internal to us... other people do not nor will ever understand until it Is gone or understand what being dry really is. These drugs are directly from Satan guaranteed 100%. Horrible poison. I have hope in the ressurection. The people that are poisoning people are going to be judged.... as well as a lot of people that have lived....
Have you ever had sleep paralysis?
Its demons assaulting you at night.
SPIRIT WORLD is real.
What we are going through is like SPIRIT PRISON. it has been forced on us by evil demon inspired witchcraft (medical industry) (pharma) it is a chain and lock for your mind brain soul and spirit. Incredibly evil to say the least. Hung drawn and quartered? Ok. At least its quick. Invega is spiritual theft, rape, and torture. The psychiatrist whispered to me...
"That's what happens when you start talking"
To me as I left the hospital. Evil man. He knew 100% what he just did. Evil... evil evil evil. I was a kid. Full of life energy curiosity. Pervert adult rapists put my soul and mind into spirit prison!
I forgive these people but how? How do I?
They are abusing people right now....
Right now someone is getting shot with invega in a hospital somewhere right now...
It's so evil and disgusting... what is really going on... I think GOD will most likely let people expirecnce invega in the spirit world.
The psychiatrists that most likely laugh at night knowing full well they have probably ruined many lives... but they dismiss it as ohhhh... they are mentally ill... Scum of the earth. Criminal psychopaths. The best part of life is we die..even atheaists secretly believe in GOD evil doers are gambling everything.... do they ever wonder... what if hell is real?
Hmm....
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[NoMoreZombi]

congratulations man. how many shots did you get and what mg?

Can't remember the mgs but it was like 6 shots in total excluding the loading dose.

 

[John78]

Can't remember the mgs but it was like 6 shots in total excluding the loading dose.

last person i saw who took 6 shots took 11 months to completely recover but she noticed a significant difference at month 6.
the loading dose is 156mg right? and you must've had low mg if you recovered in 6 months but i could be wrong. maybe you defied the laws haha. that'd be nice to hear though if you stuck around 156mg. that takes like 36-42 weeks to get out of your system this graph shows. just one shot.

 

[John78]

Invega This is the bitch invega. I want to kill it. Useless omg I’m going insane. I’m in pain my whole damn body aches all day and all night. I swear it gets worst man. I just don’t understand this suffering.

yeah fuck invega haha. i see nothing but negative responses and side effects on it and ages of recovery. you take pain relievers though right? do they work? the lack of dopamine can cause body aches which i'm sure you could guess. the st johns wort you're taking if i'm not mistaken acts as an SSRI, which i was told basically blocks chemicals from going back to where it came from or whatever and back to being inactive, and can cure mild to moderate depression, but if there's not alot of dopamine to even maintain, or even there, then the st johns wort would be useless when it should technically help your body aches. so i think you'll need something to boost your dopamine ontop of something that'll block the dopamine from going back in. if Steph78 is right about the receptors taking up to 4 weeks to heal, and you could get drunk after 5 months which i think means your receptors are no longer being antagonized, then theoretically you should start the healing process next month. i don't think you'll just *poof* and magically be healed, i think it'll take alittle more time to heal but in my theory you'll start start seeing some results. just gotta tough it out i guess.

 

[goodandhumble]

Holy shit, ever since I took invega 5 months ago coffee didn’t do shit to me but now recently I think I have anough dopamine to feel it again. I thought coffee was out of my life. I was so sad.

 

[John78]

Holy shit, ever since I took invega 5 months ago coffee didn’t do shit to me but now recently I think I have anough dopamine to feel it again. I thought coffee was out of my life. I was so sad.

yeah it doesn't last forever. i know people have windows so maybe not get your hopes up yet though? i could be wrong. some people report chemicals working again around 5-6 months but up to like a year as far as i've seen.

 

[ihateinvega]

I think those of you who still remember clearly what you felt like pre-Invega Sustenna should be fortunate. I've been under the effects of Invega for almost two years now, and my memory of what I used to feel like has faded somewhat. I still remember to a degree, but I don't think it's as fresh in my memory as it used to be. I'm used to being under the effects of this drug now.

 

[John78]

I think those of you who still remember clearly what you felt like pre-Invega Sustenna should be fortunate. I've been under the effects of Invega for almost two years now, and my memory of what I used to feel like has faded somewhat. I still remember to a degree, but I don't think it's as fresh in my memory as it used to be. I'm used to being under the effects of this drug now.

you're still on the jab? if so, what's keeping you from switching? are you on committment? can you find another doctor?

 

[Offvega]

Sorry everyone.i am back I ran into a problem with the law but am. All good avoided getting Injected again never going for that trap again whew but if you wanna talk to me just at me

 

[ihateinvega]

you're still on the jab? if so, what's keeping you from switching? are you on committment? can you find another doctor?

I'm not sure what you mean by on the jab, but I am no longer receiving Invega Sustenna injections. I am still under the effects of the drug however. I'm still recovering.

 

[Fodium]

Invega has killed all my motivation to do anything productive, all I want to do is sleep. Going out is a nightmare but I've recently starting forcing myself to do it even though it often makes me feel worse. I've become severely depressed on this shit, everything is just so much more difficult that it becomes easier to just stay idle than to engage myself. I was hoping for some kind of improvement after 3 months but it looks like it's going to take longer for me.

 

[haldolhell]

Can anyone feel the effects of weed after recovering?

 

[Paula10]

Okay I took Adderall yesterday and yes it worked but I’m a real extreme bad way. I had extreme anxiety and extreme paranoia that made me want to die and I mean die. My brain jumped 4 times. I couldn’t believe my experience on Adderall. I will not be taken that drug ever again. I mean is this normal? I was having death fears I almost died yesterday. My heart was about to explode. I really knew it was the end for me. I called my mom to come pick me up before something bad happen. I did not sleep any last night. I’m so sick of this sick. I’m done with all drugs now. I just hope I don’t die. I feel like death every single die 24/7. I’m tired of being tired being weak and in pain no emotions no motivation no drive no nothing. I’m the walking dead now. Hell im worst than the walking dead I can’t even get out of bed. I’ve tried weed, cbd, Coke, alcohol and Adderall. I’m so scared of all of them. I’m not scared of alcohol just I have a bad hang over. When my brain went to jumping I was scared what does that mean? Why did my brain jump like that? I was hoping it was waking up but no I feel like death today.

 

[Paula10]

Can anyone feel the effects of weed after recovering?

Yes after 5 months off the shot

 

[John78]

Okay I took Adderall yesterday and yes it worked but I’m a real extreme bad way. I had extreme anxiety and extreme paranoia that made me want to die and I mean die. My brain jumped 4 times. I couldn’t believe my experience on Adderall. I will not be taken that drug ever again. I mean is this normal? I was having death fears I almost died yesterday. My heart was about to explode. I really knew it was the end for me. I called my mom to come pick me up before something bad happen. I did not sleep any last night. I’m so sick of this sick. I’m done with all drugs now. I just hope I don’t die. I feel like death every single die 24/7. I’m tired of being tired being weak and in pain no emotions no motivation no drive no nothing. I’m the walking dead now. Hell im worst than the walking dead I can’t even get out of bed. I’ve tried weed, cbd, Coke, alcohol and Adderall. I’m so scared of all of them. I’m not scared of alcohol just I have a bad hang over. When my brain went to jumping I was scared what does that mean? Why did my brain jump like that? I was hoping it was waking up but no I feel like death today.

was it prescribed or did you take too much? i heard about adderall working since it boosts serotonin and dopamine. but it'd only work if your receptors are no longer being antagonized which i assume you're fine on that now. if you took too much, try taking it again but this time less. the anxiety and paranoia usually happens if you take too much. you gotta keep taking it though, just one i don't think would solve everything. i think you'd just go back into the void. some people notice results after 2 weeks. but if you're unwilling to take some again i get it. i heard MDMA works wonders from one guy. try shrooms too, they're good for depression. haven't heard of any shrooms experiences on forums like this though but i'd imagine it'd be great since it makes you really happy if you take around 3 grams. nothing more. if you take more it could be bad. those two i think would be a one time deal but you can continue to take more to your hearts content if it's not.

 

[John78]

Invega has killed all my motivation to do anything productive, all I want to do is sleep. Going out is a nightmare but I've recently starting forcing myself to do it even though it often makes me feel worse. I've become severely depressed on this shit, everything is just so much more difficult that it becomes easier to just stay idle than to engage myself. I was hoping for some kind of improvement after 3 months but it looks like it's going to take longer for me.

i hear alot that month 6 is the turn around point. i read on another forum that janssens said it's supposed to stay in your system for 6 months so that'd make sense. i hope it's not a long ride for you man, depression is no bueno. i've got MDD and it makes me bed ridden, can't function 100%, i feel heavy alot, i feel cold, i'm an oblivious dumbass at times, my thoughts are corrupted, i have no desire for a relationship or family; the depression makes me feel too damn incompetent to be a dad or a significant other, i get extremely suicidal out of hopelessness, and the list goes on. i would not wish these issues on anyone else. it's just.. blah.
but yeah, i really hope you get better man. just wait for that 6th month to see if anything happens.

 

[John78]

Can anyone feel the effects of weed after recovering?

there's 5 months from Paula here, there's 6.5 months over on the schizophrenia forum, there's 7 months for MDMA working which i assume weed would work too, and then there's 11 months from Steph78. so maybe under a year you should be able to get high again. hopefully sooner than later.

 

[Paula10]

Like Assisi said it depends on your personal physiological status. I’ve had around 5 or 6 high dose shots and I am feeling a bit better each and every day 5 months off. I knew a girl who only had one and claimed to have never gotten better. I’ve always had naturally high dopamine levels, the shot did make me depressed for the first two months off. However at the same time it cured my psychosis completely which was a major blessing. Now I have an amazing beautiful Pakistani girlfriend who I can sexually please. I’m still a little depressed but I’d have no change with this girl if I was as crazy and manic as I used to be. I’m just glad that I’m healing, and I know for sure that the medication is leaving my body because my sex drive went ALL the way back up. Thankfully I never had the watery sperm issue that many report. My sperm is heavy and normal looking. Again, it depends on your brains physiology. Good luck, man. I was blessed.

H

 

[Paula10]

Okay, I don’t know if this is a update or this will be short lived because invega is a bitch. I drunk 2 cups of coffee and I am not aching today and I actually have energy not extreme energy not pre invega, but if I could feel this way until recovery I can make it. I still have emotions but today after 5 Kong’s month I’m not in pain and I’m not suffering like I said invega is a bitch and I’m pretty sure invega will knock my ass back down. Shit if I had emotions right now I would be so damn happy. I’m glad I have a day without pain

 

[Paula10]

Okay, I don’t know if this is a update or this will be short lived because invega is a bitch. I drunk 2 cups of coffee and I am not aching today and I actually have energy not extreme energy not pre invega, but if I could feel this way until recovery I can make it. I still have emotions but today after 5 Kong’s month I’m not in pain and I’m not suffering like I said invega is a bitch and I’m pretty sure invega will knock my ass back down. Shit if I had emotions right now I would be so damn happy. I’m glad I have a day without pain

Sorry I meant to say I don’t have emotions lol
God I wish I did